As I've mentioned on my previous post, some of my girlfriends had been crying over some stupid guys these past few days

. No, Don't get me wrong, I do not blame anyone for being in love because I've been in love too. but I know that stupidity and being miserable is a choice.

#1: Someone told me about his feelings for a girl and asked my opinion about it, if it's already LOVE or just INFATUATION. I told him that I cannot answer his question dahil siya lang makakaalam nun, but as what I see, It's just a strong attraction and the girl's feeling is not reciprocal.

He asked my `why?` what's the difference between the two` then I told him.

`nasasaktan kang makita siyang may kasamang iba kasi nasasaktan ang pride mo na hindi ikaw ang kasama niya, na bakit pinagpalit mo sya sa mas gwapo sayo` he answered `eh bakit tuwing magkasama kami parang ok naman, saka last week lang ok kami saka parang malapit na niya ko sagutin` I said `yun na nga eh, gusto ko niya kahapon pero hindi na ngayon, kasi nagsawa na siya. SO IT IS NOT LOVE`

#2: last TUESDAY, we were chatting outside when one of my girlfriends went out and cried, so I was worried, we asked her why and she didn't answer.

Pero nung kaming dalawa na lang, she told me that she cried because her CRUSH confessed on her Last Saturday and she don't know what to do and what to feel kasi iba yung pinapakita ni guy. I just told her to weigh everything first, weigh her feeling towards the guy and know her priorities before deciding. I just wish everything would be okay.

#3: The same day, another girlfriend of mine cried. I asked her why and she said it's about her suitor.

She told her suitor to stop courting because she's not allowed to have a boyfriend yet and she doesn't want her KUYA to talk with this guy and stop him from courting. kasi mas masakit un

Syempre masyado siya mabait,siya na nagsabi dun sa guy but unfortunately the guy can't understand and she felt guilty because of it. May tendency daw kasi yun na mag suicide :| I just told her to stop feeling guilty because she just did what she has to do.

#4: I saw Lorielle (my ex-close friend) crying this morning dahil nagbreak NA NAMAN sila ng boyfriend niya. I don't know, I am already irritated with her actions.

Kasi this is NOT THE FIRST TIME, HINDI PA RIN SIYA NATATAUHAN and SHE IS PATHETIC! This is not her first break up and she's still not tired of eveything, mas pagod na ata kami intindihin siya.

Gill and I talked after asking her what happened and we had the same opinion

This is not her first boyfriend nor breakup and everytime she breaks up with a guy, ALL THE BLAME will be on the guy's shoulder, para bang she really really really makes herself so kawawa to everyone's eyes so everybody would blame the guy.

The first time I saw her cry over I boy, naawa ako sa kanya but this time. Its ALL SHAME and BLAME.

I can't blame the guy anymore because I can see what's happening and she CANNOT CONTROL HERSELF!

There's nothing wrong with being in love but make sure to reserve something for yourself as a woman, Ikaw ba, iiyak ka sa harap ng madaming tao dahil sa isang lalakeng ilang beses ka ng nasaktan? why can't she even have self-preservation? hindi ka na maawa dahil hindi naman yun yung unang beses, you would wonder why she still go on with that? I don't blame her for being in love pero MAAWA naman siya sa sarili niya! We always give advice but she won't listen. She seemed so LOST, kahit nag lelesson kami puro LALAKE YUNG PINAGUUSAPAN NILA. And can't she put first things first? I don't know. I'm just mad because she's my friend, at least became my friend. And I don't know what's happening to her anymore, pati pagaaral napabayaan na niya :(

There are no rules for love, but you should know what's right and wrong.

I am not expecting it =)) WE WON :)) 2nd place. I didn't even reviewed that much, just random stuffs from last year's class and a little recap and my groupmates were AWSOME =)) We're team Girls Over Flowers =)) LOL

We were just laughing all the time and I think it really helped me =)) we even tossed coin and played bato bato piks for the answer =)) COOOLYEAH! We enjoyed it to the nth power unlike other teams, I can see that they were so tensed and I don't wanna feel the same way so ayun. sabi ako ng sabi ng HI 5 and CONGRATULATIONS =))))))

Nakakatuwa, hindi ko nga feel na quizz bee pala yun =)) oh well :))

Food for thought;

HOLLOWEEN PARTY tomorrow then SEMBREAK =)) too bad our teacher gave us a HOMEWORK :( and resume of classes will be on Nov. 4.

I miss my fellow teentalkers :( Aerine, Cae, Ate Yuki, Jeanne, MONCH, Rio, Jeanne and many many more :(

I haven't updated this blog for days because of school and school and school :)) and I also met someone.:)) He's nice and I'm still weighing my options.

Everything is starting to be out of control :|

Yeah, I got my wish granted. I am DISTRACTED.

I can't focus on exams because I can't stop thinking about the 2 of them :| things are just getting more complicated and I never saw anything like this coming :|

Eto pa, ako pa ata yung lumalabas na masama :D yeah right! Bakit kaya hindi na lang niya sabihin saken? para namang hindi niya kilala yung ugali ko. IT WAS JUST A JOKE! tapos ganun? :| as if naman we're on the same situation. ASA! tapos he's making a big fuss about it pa! sa iba pa niya sinabi!

People are starting to get curious of what's happening between us and I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THIS A BIG ISSUE!

Tapos yung isa naman biglang susulpot. NANAMAN! then If I'd take a chance on him bigla na naman sya mawawalang parang bula =)) FVCK! pinagugulo nila buhay ko eh

Sabi nga ni Kaye sa PHR kanina,

Sorry If lately I've been posting craps like this. I just want to express my feelings -_-

Angel and I and other SBO officers helped packing the relief goods today and we were excused from classes.

Masarap, Magaan sa pakiramdam yung feeling na may tutulungan ka :) kahit MAINIT dun sa room =)) and my Allergies attacked me again. :|

Binalik na niya yung susi saken :| aalis na daw sya ng locker kaya sabi ko OK. I didn't bother to ask the reason anymore. I knew it already. :|

I think I'm starting to get over him :) and I'm thankful because he's very helpful for ignoring me too =)) kahit di ko alam kung bakit :)

Oh well, maybe it's the best thing to do for now :) There's exam tomorrow so I have to set aside everything coz I don't wanna have a failing grade :D

Oh-kay, really funny =)) super unexpected.

May nagtext saken, about 5 minutes ago saying;

WTF =)))) I was surprised na baka wrong send pa tong mokong na to pero may name eh =)) di ko akalain na magtetext siya para lang sbihin yun :))

watta distraction :))

I just don't wanna answer the `kumusta ka na` and `what's new` question one by one that's why I decided to make this entry.

I'm still alive and thank god :)) but I really don't feel well, INSIDE.

Ewan, I still have this weird feeling :| yung parang these past few days and bigat bigat ng pakiramdam ko and I try so hard to distract myself from getting insane =)) basta. MOODY ako nitong mga nakaraang araw and I don't even know why -_- specifically since my birthday

I wanted to blog about this crap inside me since Saturday, but I just can't organize my thoughts since. :| so sorry If I'm so MAGULO right now.

I wonder why I'm still awake considering I have consecutive quizzes in BIO,ENG, and GEOM tomorrow morning :| Talk about cramming. :|

I'm a little bit proud of myself =)))))))))) NATIIS KO SIYA =)) for 1 week ha :)) as in no pansinan, kwentuhan and what-so-ever stuffs :D kewl!

Wala lang, di ko siya pinapansin kasi masama pa rin loob ko dahil hindi niya na nga ako binati nung Monday siya pa yung may ganang magalit tapos hindi pa nag sorry, edi bahala siya :)) saka feeling ko din sinagot na siya eh, edi I'm happy for him =)) ehos :))

Pero ayos lang naman talagaaa =)) super dami namang umaagaw ng attention ko eh, may TUMBLR, FACEBOOK, TEENTALK, POCKETBOOKS, PBB at yung mga EPAL sa tabi tabi =)) (rhymiiiiing) hahaha

ayun nga, birthday ko so nakwento ko na :D move on tuesday na tayo (:

eto umaga pa lang naguumapaw na ko sa gagawin tapos nabadtrip pa ko nung nakita ko sya -_- tinanong ko sya kung bakit hindi nya ko nabati ang sabi niya lang `may sakit ako eh` WTF =)) sobrang gasgas ng excuse niya. are they really scheduled to get sick on special occasions? =)) edi sabi ko FINE.

After lunch nagcomputer lab lang then the rest is free time -_- di na nagdidiscuss yung teachers eh.

Wala, wala atang importanteng nangyare, nagbigay lang ng Project sa Values na mag interview ng mga taong in a relationship. At itong si Jeric SUPER KULIT! pinipilit niyang may Jowa ako eh wala naman -_- how I wish nga eh =))

saka kung sakali, di din ako papayag kasi ayoko maging public ang lovelife ko -_- hangang dito lang to sa blog ko :))

Pagdating naman sa bahay, I always stay up late until 11 pm everyday just to watch PBB =)) GO MELASON! I'm super kilig with them! to the highest power. kahit luka-luka si melai :D

And I do pity Kath and Jimson kasi super nahihirapan sila -_- pero still lesson learned :D

Boring nung umaga, wala kasi kaming Geom so FREE TIME. I don't feel like going out so I just read a book.

Si Jayvee, si Jeric (yung binabaeng ayaw umamin) at Jamaica (super kulit na kaibigan) ay naguusap ng I-don't-know-what tapos maya maya bigla na lang sumigaw si Jamaica. `BAKLA KA KASI, BAKLA, BAKLA` as in literally sigaw ha =)) edi si ako naman biglang HAHAHAHAHA automatically, ang adik nilang dalawa =)) si Jayvee tahimik na lang na tumatawa kasi as in NAGSISIGAWAN sila kahit magkaharap lang =)) nagmumurahan pa kasi eh tapos si Jeric naman #1 PIKON. sus! ang weird ng mga tao -_- =)) kala mo nagbibiruan pa yun pala pareho ng pikon, di tuloy makausap ng matino si Jamaica nung lunch :D

tapos it super rained hard after lunch -_- grabe nga eh, naglalaro pa naman kami ng BANG-SAK nun kasi free time =)) (IKR, super childish!) haha, tapos biglang humangin at umulan ng malakas =)) pati classroom pinasok, kaya ayun, kwentuhan session na lang kami but guess what?

nandun siya sa nililigawan niya :| ewan, I don't know why I care so much about him. pfft.

Pagdating ni Sir gumawa na lang kami ng Poster making at Slogan para sa UN, then when I got home. natulog na lang ako tapos tuloy tuloy na -_- di tuloy ako nakanuod ng PBB :| HINDI KO NAPANUOD YUNG PROPOSAL NI ROB KAY RICA -_- haaay.

TGIF =))

hindi ako badtrip nung umaga kasi mahaba ang tulog ko =)) so smiling face ako.

Walang ginawa sa Biology kaya nirevise ko na lang yung Slogan at Poster ko kasi nababoy dahil dun sa Oil Pastel. :|

English: HINDI AKO INABOT =)) akala ko kasi ngayon na ko mag de-declame kasi number 22 ako =)) pero luckily, hangang 21 lang :D sa monday pa ko. (: pagdating ng MAPEH we just played Volleyball then Values pina finalize lang yung para sa project.

Geom; super badtrip ako. :| Our lesson was about Corresponding Angles and Sides of a Triangle eh hindi ko magets kasi nakakalito -_- (totoo naman eh) then we had a seatwork, akala ko tama na yung ginagawa ko, as in binabaliktad ko pa talaga yung paper ko para makuha lang -_-

tapos si Lorielle! bwisit, sabat siya ng sabat! eh naiinis na nga ako kasi hindi ko talaga magets, para bang gusto ko siya sigawan ng `CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP?` bwisit eh. Edi siya na perfetc, siya na magaling, SO WHAT? :| pano kaya magegets ng mga katabi niya kung pinanungunahan niya yung teacher? pfft -_- hindi tuloy ako nakakin ng maayos.

Then after lunch tinapos na lang namin yung Slogan and Poster tapos pagkatapos nun nagkagulo na lang silang lahat habang tinatapos ko yung book na binabasa ko -_-

Natamaan pa NIYA ko ng bola sa ulo -_- sa classroom kasi naglalaro. WTF =))

Masyado na ata mahaba =)) bottom line is SIYA pa rin =)) haaay.

I will reveal the name if I'm already over him =)) BINABASA KASI TO NI ANGEL EH =)))))) :P

ang sabi ng karamihan ::)

Then she would reply `gusto mo makalbo?` =))) haha.

Truth is, My mom and I are like bestfriends, She's the only person who really really understand me even if she's scolding me most of the time :D

btw, I signed up on tumblr but blogger would still be my number 1 :D

I'm also trying to learn PHOTOSHOP :D haha

Yung tipong hindi mo na alam kung ano at sino ka sa taong yun?
Hindi mo na alam kung ano ang papel mo sa buhay niya kasi iba ang nakikita mo sa sinasabi niya? -_-

Hindi ko na kasi alam kung ano ako sa kanya, kasi iba yung pinapakita niya sa kung ano kami, at ako naman si babae ay ayaw umasa dahil AYOKO. -_- basta.

Nasasaktan ako dahil nakikita ko siyang umiiyak sa isang babaeng hindi siya mahal :| considering na saken pa niya sinasabi LAHAT :| kung ikaw, ano mararamdaman mo kung yung taong mahal/gusto mo ay umiiyak at nagsasabi ng sama ng loob SAYO :| db OUCH? parang sinusubo sayo yung katotohanang may iba siyang mahal at hindi ikaw yun. Ikaw naman, tahimik na nasasaktan dahil hindi naman niya alam ang nararamdaman mo :|

Minsan, ang sarap ng pakiramdam kapag may nagtatanong kung UI KAYO BA? kasi kilig factor para sayo, pero kapag nagsimula na mawala yun anjan na si SAKIT na dala ng katotohanan na kahit kelan hindi magiging OO ang sagot dun. :| Minsan, umaasa ka rin na sana, tama sila :|


This past few days, most of my friends are having stupid infatuation problems and I don't want to meddle with their decisions, specially they're lovelife.
May nagsabi nga saken `madali magadvice pero pag ikaw hindi mo na magagawa yan` OO alam ko yun at wag mo ko sumbatan, kaya nga iniiwasan ko magsabi ng imposible dahil kahit naman ako, hindi ko rin kayang sundin ang sarili kong advice kung ako na nanjan sa sitwasyon.
I have my own principles to stand with and my own opinions with issues of the heart.

`Kaibigan kita at kailangan mo ng tulong, nandito lang ako. pero kung sa tingin mo na hindi ako makakatulong, una pa lang wag ka ng lumapit.`

Sa mga taong kilala ako, you know I don't sugarcoat my words. If I do, you know it won't help you anyway.
Kung sa tingin ko It's Over then I would say so, I would not push you through a relationship if I know it's a dead end already. Alam ko masakit yung mga sinasabi ko, pero yun yung totoo. Kung magsisinungaling ako sayo at magsasabing ituloy mo yan then hindi mo ko kaibigan.
Hindi ako fan ng mga pampalubag-loob dahil alam kong kahit gano mo pa patagalin at subukang ibsan ang sakit. MASASAKTAN AT MASASAKTAN KA DIN SA HULI.

At mas ayaw ko nun, dahil kaibigan kita.

As I've mentioned on my previous post, some of my girlfriends had been crying over some stupid guys these past few days

. No, Don't get me wrong, I do not blame anyone for being in love because I've been in love too. but I know that stupidity and being miserable is a choice.

#1: Someone told me about his feelings for a girl and asked my opinion about it, if it's already LOVE or just INFATUATION. I told him that I cannot answer his question dahil siya lang makakaalam nun, but as what I see, It's just a strong attraction and the girl's feeling is not reciprocal.

He asked my `why?` what's the difference between the two` then I told him.

`nasasaktan kang makita siyang may kasamang iba kasi nasasaktan ang pride mo na hindi ikaw ang kasama niya, na bakit pinagpalit mo sya sa mas gwapo sayo` he answered `eh bakit tuwing magkasama kami parang ok naman, saka last week lang ok kami saka parang malapit na niya ko sagutin` I said `yun na nga eh, gusto ko niya kahapon pero hindi na ngayon, kasi nagsawa na siya. SO IT IS NOT LOVE`

#2: last TUESDAY, we were chatting outside when one of my girlfriends went out and cried, so I was worried, we asked her why and she didn't answer.

Pero nung kaming dalawa na lang, she told me that she cried because her CRUSH confessed on her Last Saturday and she don't know what to do and what to feel kasi iba yung pinapakita ni guy. I just told her to weigh everything first, weigh her feeling towards the guy and know her priorities before deciding. I just wish everything would be okay.

#3: The same day, another girlfriend of mine cried. I asked her why and she said it's about her suitor.

She told her suitor to stop courting because she's not allowed to have a boyfriend yet and she doesn't want her KUYA to talk with this guy and stop him from courting. kasi mas masakit un

Syempre masyado siya mabait,siya na nagsabi dun sa guy but unfortunately the guy can't understand and she felt guilty because of it. May tendency daw kasi yun na mag suicide :| I just told her to stop feeling guilty because she just did what she has to do.

#4: I saw Lorielle (my ex-close friend) crying this morning dahil nagbreak NA NAMAN sila ng boyfriend niya. I don't know, I am already irritated with her actions.

Kasi this is NOT THE FIRST TIME, HINDI PA RIN SIYA NATATAUHAN and SHE IS PATHETIC! This is not her first break up and she's still not tired of eveything, mas pagod na ata kami intindihin siya.

Gill and I talked after asking her what happened and we had the same opinion

This is not her first boyfriend nor breakup and everytime she breaks up with a guy, ALL THE BLAME will be on the guy's shoulder, para bang she really really really makes herself so kawawa to everyone's eyes so everybody would blame the guy.

The first time I saw her cry over I boy, naawa ako sa kanya but this time. Its ALL SHAME and BLAME.

I can't blame the guy anymore because I can see what's happening and she CANNOT CONTROL HERSELF!

There's nothing wrong with being in love but make sure to reserve something for yourself as a woman, Ikaw ba, iiyak ka sa harap ng madaming tao dahil sa isang lalakeng ilang beses ka ng nasaktan? why can't she even have self-preservation? hindi ka na maawa dahil hindi naman yun yung unang beses, you would wonder why she still go on with that? I don't blame her for being in love pero MAAWA naman siya sa sarili niya! We always give advice but she won't listen. She seemed so LOST, kahit nag lelesson kami puro LALAKE YUNG PINAGUUSAPAN NILA. And can't she put first things first? I don't know. I'm just mad because she's my friend, at least became my friend. And I don't know what's happening to her anymore, pati pagaaral napabayaan na niya :(

There are no rules for love, but you should know what's right and wrong.

I am not expecting it =)) WE WON :)) 2nd place. I didn't even reviewed that much, just random stuffs from last year's class and a little recap and my groupmates were AWSOME =)) We're team Girls Over Flowers =)) LOL

We were just laughing all the time and I think it really helped me =)) we even tossed coin and played bato bato piks for the answer =)) COOOLYEAH! We enjoyed it to the nth power unlike other teams, I can see that they were so tensed and I don't wanna feel the same way so ayun. sabi ako ng sabi ng HI 5 and CONGRATULATIONS =))))))

Nakakatuwa, hindi ko nga feel na quizz bee pala yun =)) oh well :))

Food for thought;

HOLLOWEEN PARTY tomorrow then SEMBREAK =)) too bad our teacher gave us a HOMEWORK :( and resume of classes will be on Nov. 4.

I miss my fellow teentalkers :( Aerine, Cae, Ate Yuki, Jeanne, MONCH, Rio, Jeanne and many many more :(

I haven't updated this blog for days because of school and school and school :)) and I also met someone.:)) He's nice and I'm still weighing my options.

Everything is starting to be out of control :|

Yeah, I got my wish granted. I am DISTRACTED.

I can't focus on exams because I can't stop thinking about the 2 of them :| things are just getting more complicated and I never saw anything like this coming :|

Eto pa, ako pa ata yung lumalabas na masama :D yeah right! Bakit kaya hindi na lang niya sabihin saken? para namang hindi niya kilala yung ugali ko. IT WAS JUST A JOKE! tapos ganun? :| as if naman we're on the same situation. ASA! tapos he's making a big fuss about it pa! sa iba pa niya sinabi!

People are starting to get curious of what's happening between us and I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THIS A BIG ISSUE!

Tapos yung isa naman biglang susulpot. NANAMAN! then If I'd take a chance on him bigla na naman sya mawawalang parang bula =)) FVCK! pinagugulo nila buhay ko eh

Sabi nga ni Kaye sa PHR kanina,

Sorry If lately I've been posting craps like this. I just want to express my feelings -_-

Angel and I and other SBO officers helped packing the relief goods today and we were excused from classes.

Masarap, Magaan sa pakiramdam yung feeling na may tutulungan ka :) kahit MAINIT dun sa room =)) and my Allergies attacked me again. :|

Binalik na niya yung susi saken :| aalis na daw sya ng locker kaya sabi ko OK. I didn't bother to ask the reason anymore. I knew it already. :|

I think I'm starting to get over him :) and I'm thankful because he's very helpful for ignoring me too =)) kahit di ko alam kung bakit :)

Oh well, maybe it's the best thing to do for now :) There's exam tomorrow so I have to set aside everything coz I don't wanna have a failing grade :D

Oh-kay, really funny =)) super unexpected.

May nagtext saken, about 5 minutes ago saying;

WTF =)))) I was surprised na baka wrong send pa tong mokong na to pero may name eh =)) di ko akalain na magtetext siya para lang sbihin yun :))

watta distraction :))

I just don't wanna answer the `kumusta ka na` and `what's new` question one by one that's why I decided to make this entry.

I'm still alive and thank god :)) but I really don't feel well, INSIDE.

Ewan, I still have this weird feeling :| yung parang these past few days and bigat bigat ng pakiramdam ko and I try so hard to distract myself from getting insane =)) basta. MOODY ako nitong mga nakaraang araw and I don't even know why -_- specifically since my birthday

I wanted to blog about this crap inside me since Saturday, but I just can't organize my thoughts since. :| so sorry If I'm so MAGULO right now.

I wonder why I'm still awake considering I have consecutive quizzes in BIO,ENG, and GEOM tomorrow morning :| Talk about cramming. :|

I'm a little bit proud of myself =)))))))))) NATIIS KO SIYA =)) for 1 week ha :)) as in no pansinan, kwentuhan and what-so-ever stuffs :D kewl!

Wala lang, di ko siya pinapansin kasi masama pa rin loob ko dahil hindi niya na nga ako binati nung Monday siya pa yung may ganang magalit tapos hindi pa nag sorry, edi bahala siya :)) saka feeling ko din sinagot na siya eh, edi I'm happy for him =)) ehos :))

Pero ayos lang naman talagaaa =)) super dami namang umaagaw ng attention ko eh, may TUMBLR, FACEBOOK, TEENTALK, POCKETBOOKS, PBB at yung mga EPAL sa tabi tabi =)) (rhymiiiiing) hahaha

ayun nga, birthday ko so nakwento ko na :D move on tuesday na tayo (:

eto umaga pa lang naguumapaw na ko sa gagawin tapos nabadtrip pa ko nung nakita ko sya -_- tinanong ko sya kung bakit hindi nya ko nabati ang sabi niya lang `may sakit ako eh` WTF =)) sobrang gasgas ng excuse niya. are they really scheduled to get sick on special occasions? =)) edi sabi ko FINE.

After lunch nagcomputer lab lang then the rest is free time -_- di na nagdidiscuss yung teachers eh.

Wala, wala atang importanteng nangyare, nagbigay lang ng Project sa Values na mag interview ng mga taong in a relationship. At itong si Jeric SUPER KULIT! pinipilit niyang may Jowa ako eh wala naman -_- how I wish nga eh =))

saka kung sakali, di din ako papayag kasi ayoko maging public ang lovelife ko -_- hangang dito lang to sa blog ko :))

Pagdating naman sa bahay, I always stay up late until 11 pm everyday just to watch PBB =)) GO MELASON! I'm super kilig with them! to the highest power. kahit luka-luka si melai :D

And I do pity Kath and Jimson kasi super nahihirapan sila -_- pero still lesson learned :D

Boring nung umaga, wala kasi kaming Geom so FREE TIME. I don't feel like going out so I just read a book.

Si Jayvee, si Jeric (yung binabaeng ayaw umamin) at Jamaica (super kulit na kaibigan) ay naguusap ng I-don't-know-what tapos maya maya bigla na lang sumigaw si Jamaica. `BAKLA KA KASI, BAKLA, BAKLA` as in literally sigaw ha =)) edi si ako naman biglang HAHAHAHAHA automatically, ang adik nilang dalawa =)) si Jayvee tahimik na lang na tumatawa kasi as in NAGSISIGAWAN sila kahit magkaharap lang =)) nagmumurahan pa kasi eh tapos si Jeric naman #1 PIKON. sus! ang weird ng mga tao -_- =)) kala mo nagbibiruan pa yun pala pareho ng pikon, di tuloy makausap ng matino si Jamaica nung lunch :D

tapos it super rained hard after lunch -_- grabe nga eh, naglalaro pa naman kami ng BANG-SAK nun kasi free time =)) (IKR, super childish!) haha, tapos biglang humangin at umulan ng malakas =)) pati classroom pinasok, kaya ayun, kwentuhan session na lang kami but guess what?

nandun siya sa nililigawan niya :| ewan, I don't know why I care so much about him. pfft.

Pagdating ni Sir gumawa na lang kami ng Poster making at Slogan para sa UN, then when I got home. natulog na lang ako tapos tuloy tuloy na -_- di tuloy ako nakanuod ng PBB :| HINDI KO NAPANUOD YUNG PROPOSAL NI ROB KAY RICA -_- haaay.

TGIF =))

hindi ako badtrip nung umaga kasi mahaba ang tulog ko =)) so smiling face ako.

Walang ginawa sa Biology kaya nirevise ko na lang yung Slogan at Poster ko kasi nababoy dahil dun sa Oil Pastel. :|

English: HINDI AKO INABOT =)) akala ko kasi ngayon na ko mag de-declame kasi number 22 ako =)) pero luckily, hangang 21 lang :D sa monday pa ko. (: pagdating ng MAPEH we just played Volleyball then Values pina finalize lang yung para sa project.

Geom; super badtrip ako. :| Our lesson was about Corresponding Angles and Sides of a Triangle eh hindi ko magets kasi nakakalito -_- (totoo naman eh) then we had a seatwork, akala ko tama na yung ginagawa ko, as in binabaliktad ko pa talaga yung paper ko para makuha lang -_-

tapos si Lorielle! bwisit, sabat siya ng sabat! eh naiinis na nga ako kasi hindi ko talaga magets, para bang gusto ko siya sigawan ng `CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP?` bwisit eh. Edi siya na perfetc, siya na magaling, SO WHAT? :| pano kaya magegets ng mga katabi niya kung pinanungunahan niya yung teacher? pfft -_- hindi tuloy ako nakakin ng maayos.

Then after lunch tinapos na lang namin yung Slogan and Poster tapos pagkatapos nun nagkagulo na lang silang lahat habang tinatapos ko yung book na binabasa ko -_-

Natamaan pa NIYA ko ng bola sa ulo -_- sa classroom kasi naglalaro. WTF =))

Masyado na ata mahaba =)) bottom line is SIYA pa rin =)) haaay.

I will reveal the name if I'm already over him =)) BINABASA KASI TO NI ANGEL EH =)))))) :P

ang sabi ng karamihan ::)

Then she would reply `gusto mo makalbo?` =))) haha.

Truth is, My mom and I are like bestfriends, She's the only person who really really understand me even if she's scolding me most of the time :D

btw, I signed up on tumblr but blogger would still be my number 1 :D

I'm also trying to learn PHOTOSHOP :D haha

Yung tipong hindi mo na alam kung ano at sino ka sa taong yun?
Hindi mo na alam kung ano ang papel mo sa buhay niya kasi iba ang nakikita mo sa sinasabi niya? -_-

Hindi ko na kasi alam kung ano ako sa kanya, kasi iba yung pinapakita niya sa kung ano kami, at ako naman si babae ay ayaw umasa dahil AYOKO. -_- basta.

Nasasaktan ako dahil nakikita ko siyang umiiyak sa isang babaeng hindi siya mahal :| considering na saken pa niya sinasabi LAHAT :| kung ikaw, ano mararamdaman mo kung yung taong mahal/gusto mo ay umiiyak at nagsasabi ng sama ng loob SAYO :| db OUCH? parang sinusubo sayo yung katotohanang may iba siyang mahal at hindi ikaw yun. Ikaw naman, tahimik na nasasaktan dahil hindi naman niya alam ang nararamdaman mo :|

Minsan, ang sarap ng pakiramdam kapag may nagtatanong kung UI KAYO BA? kasi kilig factor para sayo, pero kapag nagsimula na mawala yun anjan na si SAKIT na dala ng katotohanan na kahit kelan hindi magiging OO ang sagot dun. :| Minsan, umaasa ka rin na sana, tama sila :|


This past few days, most of my friends are having stupid infatuation problems and I don't want to meddle with their decisions, specially they're lovelife.
May nagsabi nga saken `madali magadvice pero pag ikaw hindi mo na magagawa yan` OO alam ko yun at wag mo ko sumbatan, kaya nga iniiwasan ko magsabi ng imposible dahil kahit naman ako, hindi ko rin kayang sundin ang sarili kong advice kung ako na nanjan sa sitwasyon.
I have my own principles to stand with and my own opinions with issues of the heart.

`Kaibigan kita at kailangan mo ng tulong, nandito lang ako. pero kung sa tingin mo na hindi ako makakatulong, una pa lang wag ka ng lumapit.`

Sa mga taong kilala ako, you know I don't sugarcoat my words. If I do, you know it won't help you anyway.
Kung sa tingin ko It's Over then I would say so, I would not push you through a relationship if I know it's a dead end already. Alam ko masakit yung mga sinasabi ko, pero yun yung totoo. Kung magsisinungaling ako sayo at magsasabing ituloy mo yan then hindi mo ko kaibigan.
Hindi ako fan ng mga pampalubag-loob dahil alam kong kahit gano mo pa patagalin at subukang ibsan ang sakit. MASASAKTAN AT MASASAKTAN KA DIN SA HULI.

At mas ayaw ko nun, dahil kaibigan kita.