Raindrops are falling on my head

I'm unhappy, my wish yesterday didn't happen -_-
I woke up 2 pm this day and rushed to eat and take a bath just to attend our practice -_- I still went even if it's raining -_-

then when I got there we just rot in hell ~x( I just wasted my time and money. We are really gonna embarass ourselves on friday.

I really don't want to join this Sabayan at the first place. She's my friend but I don't want to be with her on a project because we have different opinions on how to lead. If it's going to be her, then just her. If it's me then it's just me, but she wants the both of us to be the leader and she just can't compromise with my decisions. I'm trying to be so NICE in telling her everything just to avoid offending her.

She wants my ideas but she doesn't want to follow me and she always says, `kaya yan` and then she would declare practice but she's the one who comes late. My point is that how would your members follow your rules if you doesn't even know how to follow rules? -_- I AM SO NOT HAPPY WITH HER. another thing is why would she heed my opinion or idea if she would just contradict it? WTF eh?


It's also my friends birthday yesterday and I was excited to greet her because I made a surprise gift JUST for her but she was absent yesterday -_- then she attended the practice.
The moment I saw her, I don't know what I felt, she's so important to me so I asked her `bat ka umabsent kahapon?` I know it's because it is her birthday, but why would she lie to me and say she was sick? WTF, is it just a coincidence? that you will accidentally be sick on your BIRTHDAY? sa 10 months ng pasukan sa mismong birthday ka pa aabsent? ): I don't know. she's always like that and I'm always like this, letting it pass and forgiving her. she doesn't even attended my birthday last year and she ALSO didn't attend and when I invited her on an outing this summer, may sakit din daw )): but when Cathy's birthday came, she was there. )):. I really don't know if it's just COINCIDENCES or she just DON'T WANT TO be with me, It hurts )): and it's dissapointing.

Maybe from now on, I'd rather be alone than be with someone who doesn't really want me ):

I always forgive and forgt, but history repeats itself )):

I just wish you're happy

Labels: school

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Raindrops are falling on my head

I'm unhappy, my wish yesterday didn't happen -_-
I woke up 2 pm this day and rushed to eat and take a bath just to attend our practice -_- I still went even if it's raining -_-

then when I got there we just rot in hell ~x( I just wasted my time and money. We are really gonna embarass ourselves on friday.

I really don't want to join this Sabayan at the first place. She's my friend but I don't want to be with her on a project because we have different opinions on how to lead. If it's going to be her, then just her. If it's me then it's just me, but she wants the both of us to be the leader and she just can't compromise with my decisions. I'm trying to be so NICE in telling her everything just to avoid offending her.

She wants my ideas but she doesn't want to follow me and she always says, `kaya yan` and then she would declare practice but she's the one who comes late. My point is that how would your members follow your rules if you doesn't even know how to follow rules? -_- I AM SO NOT HAPPY WITH HER. another thing is why would she heed my opinion or idea if she would just contradict it? WTF eh?


It's also my friends birthday yesterday and I was excited to greet her because I made a surprise gift JUST for her but she was absent yesterday -_- then she attended the practice.
The moment I saw her, I don't know what I felt, she's so important to me so I asked her `bat ka umabsent kahapon?` I know it's because it is her birthday, but why would she lie to me and say she was sick? WTF, is it just a coincidence? that you will accidentally be sick on your BIRTHDAY? sa 10 months ng pasukan sa mismong birthday ka pa aabsent? ): I don't know. she's always like that and I'm always like this, letting it pass and forgiving her. she doesn't even attended my birthday last year and she ALSO didn't attend and when I invited her on an outing this summer, may sakit din daw )): but when Cathy's birthday came, she was there. )):. I really don't know if it's just COINCIDENCES or she just DON'T WANT TO be with me, It hurts )): and it's dissapointing.

Maybe from now on, I'd rather be alone than be with someone who doesn't really want me ):

I always forgive and forgt, but history repeats itself )):

I just wish you're happy

Labels: school

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