Lucky Me
Monday, September 7, 2009 ? 2 Watchasay? ?
Nevermind the title and sorry for the delay =))There's two things about this post ;D first is about some corrections regarding my previous entry .
Actually, I'm not really the 2nd nor the 3rd or the 4th and even the 5th :D kasi nag first ako ((: yaaaah! mas lalong hindi kapani paniwala na parang hindi kaya i-absorb ng isip ko :D
It was an error becauses I've told you that someone JUST told me about my ranking last tuesday whick was not yet posted than time. then when they posted it last friday parang aatakihin ako sa puso and I didn't even believed it when someone shouted `whoooo~ top 1 si Zaira` then I daid `weh? di nga?` for about five times so prove it we rushed to the bulletin board then everyone was telling `Congratulations` then I'd just smile and say thank you~ di kasi ako maka recover sa state of shock :D
Honestly I super duper as in never imagined being there! at that sheet of paper. kasi since grade 1 between 6 to 3 lang ang ranking ko then ngayon? :o as in? =)) parang whoooaaaaa! pero don't get me wrong ha. I want it pero I don't want to let others see that I want it :D kasi syempre respect mo na lang sa feelings nung 1st db? kung achievement mo yun syempre dissapointment sa kanya, para bang `oo first ako` pero wag mo na ipamuka sa kanya ((: kaya I asked her agad if she's ok with it and I apologized dun sa mga natalo sa pustahan =)) SORRY, di ko din naman talaga alam.
I also told them na maybe it's just luck ((: na first quarter pa lang naman and maybe next quarter I won't be the 1st anymore :D [mahirap din kasi, mas tataas ang expectations and everything -_-]
Maybe I'm just full of luck this year :D lovelife na lang ang kulang. JOKE =))
Pero honestly, I like someone, really really liked someone that I've almost mistaken it for love =)) PERO it's too complicated to tolerate that kind of feeling towards him because he's too friendly with everyone =)) that's why it too hard to position myself with him :D kaya ayun, hangang friends na lang kami :D
And I don't know, sa tingin ko kasi sa panahon ngayon masyado ng pantay ang guy at girl kaya hindi na lagi ang guy ang nauunang nag-aapproach pero of cousrse, I don't want to approach first or look like a flirt and desperate just to have someone. Ang dami kasi nagsasabi na snob ako pero hindi naman, I'm just not that approachable. PERIOD :D
Sometimes I even think that guys are just intimitated to start a conversation because of me being a `snob` pero hindi naman eh. they can still aproach me nicely and I won't shoo them away also.
here's one situation:
Angel and I were monitoring classrooms last tuesday and there's also an ongoing Audition and Painting Contest so we are needed to guard.
I heard someone asked my classmate `sino VP niyo? ang sungit kasi nung Pres eh` parang I want to tell him na `ako masungit? :o di nga?` =)) haha. pero I just ignored it. wala naman ako mapapala eh :D I also think I don't need a lovelife at this moment =)) masaya naman eh :D
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