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Sunday, December 27, 2009 ? 3 Watchasay? ?
It wasn't the first time he asked me that question since we broke up, and everytime he would ask that, I would just answer `bakit? ano gagawin mo kung OO?` and It's either he would change the topic, crack a joke and not reply.
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Yes, I still love him but I know It can't be `US` anymore even if he still loves me. For almost two years we've been together, we had the same on and off relationship which always started from him and this time, even if he wants me back I can't seem to say `yes` because I got tired of the same set-up.
I'm contented with us being friends for now, kasi parang kami din naman kahit hindi kami,.
It's like we still talk about the same stuffs, share things like we used to be. The only difference is that we're not boyfriend-girlfriend. Just plain Me-Him period.
I don't want to be in a relationship with him again because I don't wanna play like what other couples do. I don't want to ruin what we have now by sucking to such responsibility of being in a relationship. I don't want to be with him and repeat the on and off cycle which I know would sooner or later lead to one place - dead end.
I have learned my lesson while we're still together. I do not demand his time when he's busy as much as I want to and even though I miss him so much. I don't want to demand time from him because I don't want to pressure him by choosing me and his studies. I've seen how hard it is for the both of us and I love him too much to give him pain.
To last a relationship requires so many risks and sacrifices which I know both of us cannot handle. Being in a relationship needs commitment, time, demands and most of all it's a responsibility. I have my own priorities and so as he.
I want us to last without heartaches and bitterness like couples who break up. I don't want to involve myself in a situation I know we'll both regret in the end. I don't want to risk my love to turn to bitterness and pain. I want us to last as what we are now and it will not happen if we pressure ourselves to the next level. And I know It's just not for teenagers.
I love him. he loves me. it's enough for now
Prince Charming. Haha
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