FRESHMEN
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Yesterday was our celebration for Linggo ng Wika and again, for the third time, We lost :)From first year up to now we're a loser in Sabayang Pagbigkas though this year was the only year I got active, wala lang, I guess it's just not our genre as students and yesterday the Freshmen won :D
The higher years were like `aww. UNFAIR` because we all thought that the fourth year would won as champion because we've witnessed how great they were but not as good as last year's senior. :) We were sort of pissed because those First year students had their trainor who was a teacher and we though there's some bolahan among the judges that happened :D haha.
Though for me, as I look at those kids faces yesterday I didn't felt envious of their victory because I remembered I was exactly like this two years ago, We were this Happy and blooming and enthusiastic two years ago and I miss it. :( The outcome of the program was clearly obvious for me since the beginning of our practice because I was annoyed everyday. Haha :) I just agreed to joined despite the consequences of it because of the teacher who insisted and the 2 points incentive :D
The first year of my high school life was the best as well as the worst. My first year was joyful, my first year was exciting and as never boring. :) Yes, I had conflict with friends, I had misunderstanding with them but through it I learned, I saw those persons who never let me go. I saw those people who truly deserve me. It has been two years but the memories are just like yesterday. The campus has changed, the familiar faces have faded but whenever I see that place we used to `tambay` the field we used to run on, the rooms we once lived was still on my mind :( nakakalungkot lang ulit, Everything is different now, more difficult, more complicated but it still leaves me empty, bored of what happens everyday. I guess I just miss those persons who left and the fact that things will never be the same again is just hard to accept.

July 2008 :)
As I look at those happy faces yesterday I can't help but wonder, `Why do people lifts you up and make you happy just to let you go and break you down when everything turns worse?` Naisip ko na `ganito din kami nung first year eh` all out support samin yung teachers, sobrang suportado kami kaya siguro kami nanalo :))))))) Ganun din naisip ko nung first year `aha mas magaling kami sa higher years, PANALO` :))) you know, Like an ego booster. haha
Naisip ko na para lang pala tong floating :))) Sa una aalalayan ka, kakargahin ka sa tubig, tapos pag tingin nilang kaya mo na. Bigla kang bibitawan :) may benefits naman, pero may negative side din. Kasi kailangan mo pang makainum at mapasukan ng tubig bago ka matuto. I guess it all applies in life. Namimiss din kasi namin yun, yung may tutulong samin at hindi lahat kami :( ganun din sa pamilya, kapag pinapakealaman ka ng mga magulang mo maiinis ka, pero kapag naman pinabayaan ka na sa sarili mo, there will come a time where you'll miss having someone who'll help you out. Someone who'll object and sometimes agree with your decisions. :)
Wala lang, Everything's just totally different right now. I didn't saw this coming, I thought it will stay as is but with the span of two years, I can't imagine how things so many things happened t, how situations changed, how friends betrayed me :) It's bittersweet but nevertheless I'm thankful of what I've gained through all that has broken :D
Ang drama :) but yes, I'm slowly seeing the beauty behind distractions. I slowly appreciates the life I have.
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