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The Phase of Life that SUCKS
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
Some people would say that loneliness is the worst feeling ever, but for me it's not. I would say it's emptiness.




When you're sad then it's your choice, because you can always divert it or do something that would make you happy but when you don't feel anything you just don't know, it's as if losing the base of your happiness. You're not happy but you're neither sad. It sucks.

I think I'm on that phase again. I just can't give a name to what I feel everyday. I laugh at jokes, I smile at friends but when it's gone, nothing remains. Parang hallow na hallow yung pakiramdam ko. LUTANG. I feel so tired but I haven't done anything, I have loads of stuff to do but I don't feel fullfilled. Haaaaay.

We had our baking activity yesterday although it wasn't realling baking. We just prepared pancakes and we'll just decorate it, tapos yun na yung i-gegrade. Tsk. Me and my groupmates have been ready since last weekend, we spend the whole weekend planning what to do for the activity and asked Angel's mother how to do the icing. I've decided that instead of cooking the pancakes at home and just bring it because our teacher said the time was too short so I asked Therese to bring the WAFFLE MAKER. Ayun, we rushed yesterday but luckily we finished. Maganda nga yung gawa namin eh, may icing talaga compared sa iba na ginawa lang nilang bedding but we got a low score of 87 tapos 2 lang yung 90 which is considered as highest. :( Our teacher said the pancake needs more water kasi `Maganit` daw :( I regret not presenting the cake myself instead, sana may `bola` factor pa saka sana naexplain namin na `Ganyan po talalaga kapag waffle` haay :( Oh well let's move on. Ang importante nairaos namin ng maayos :)

Today was just like the other days, Practice for Sabayang Pagbigkas which I'm always pissed because of Crystel. The only consolation for the Practice is the dismissal :) kasi kasabay ko si crush. haha :))) Pero hindi naman ako umaasa, I'm just sort of looking for something or that feeling that I would feel at least happy or the butterflies. hehe :))

GTG now, we have a quiz on Chemistry tomorrow. THE FREAKING PERIODIC TABLE :(

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