Here I am again, torn between what I want and what I need and what I'm so bothered about is that I don't know if what I want is good for me.

Have you ever felt that? that you're torn between what you want and what you need to do? I have felt exactly like that today, specifically this night.

I have read something somewhere that we humans have this habit of wanting things that are not really good for us. Do you agree? I do. Haaaay.

I somehow know myself and kept a letter as a reminder of what I have to keep in mind before I entered college.

So the reason why I have felt this awful today is because I'm tempted to join an organization or be a part of something bigger. I don't know, I've heard opinions that it isn't gonna benefit me. I think it's fun to ba a part of it and I think it's gonna bring me happiness. I also think it's something unique about college that I wouldn't have the opportunity to be in when I graduate.

I don't know.
I think I have lost what I felt strongly earlier tonight because my dormates keep in talking and I can't concentrate very much about writing this.

I am not really comfortable with the thought that some people, particularly people who knows me personally and gets to be with me in personal, know what my feelings and a lot about what I think.

So I'm writing this now in a very small version of a notepad because I'm concious they might get a glimpse of it.

This entry ends here, I don't have much privacy and time to think too much in here so I seldom blog or write entries. You know, there's really a certain mood a writer have to be in to be able to write completely about her feelings.

I miss writing and I miss making myself feel a lot of things. I couldn't do it in here. I'm really not comfortable exposing my emotions to people who could make a comment. Ugh, I'm happy yet uncomfortable in here. A lot of adjustments really needed.

And now this post has become too random. I apologize for that, there's just so much to say and to type yet limited time and inappopriate place to really be my serious self.

Labels: 12, 28, June

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Here I am again, torn between what I want and what I need and what I'm so bothered about is that I don't know if what I want is good for me.

Have you ever felt that? that you're torn between what you want and what you need to do? I have felt exactly like that today, specifically this night.

I have read something somewhere that we humans have this habit of wanting things that are not really good for us. Do you agree? I do. Haaaay.

I somehow know myself and kept a letter as a reminder of what I have to keep in mind before I entered college.

So the reason why I have felt this awful today is because I'm tempted to join an organization or be a part of something bigger. I don't know, I've heard opinions that it isn't gonna benefit me. I think it's fun to ba a part of it and I think it's gonna bring me happiness. I also think it's something unique about college that I wouldn't have the opportunity to be in when I graduate.

I don't know.
I think I have lost what I felt strongly earlier tonight because my dormates keep in talking and I can't concentrate very much about writing this.

I am not really comfortable with the thought that some people, particularly people who knows me personally and gets to be with me in personal, know what my feelings and a lot about what I think.

So I'm writing this now in a very small version of a notepad because I'm concious they might get a glimpse of it.

This entry ends here, I don't have much privacy and time to think too much in here so I seldom blog or write entries. You know, there's really a certain mood a writer have to be in to be able to write completely about her feelings.

I miss writing and I miss making myself feel a lot of things. I couldn't do it in here. I'm really not comfortable exposing my emotions to people who could make a comment. Ugh, I'm happy yet uncomfortable in here. A lot of adjustments really needed.

And now this post has become too random. I apologize for that, there's just so much to say and to type yet limited time and inappopriate place to really be my serious self.

Labels: 12, 28, June

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