Living a Dream ♥

UPDATE
Friday, July 31, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
August NAAAAA! and my July was a blast, especially the last week. All of us was Dead Tired -_- but Yesterday was enjoying :D sa MAPEH lang kami nagkalat -_- I'm not really into dancing. REALLY.

Early this morning a Groupmate in Sabayang Pagbigkas texted me using YM. stating,

Ang sama mo Zaira, kung wala pang nagsabi saken di ko pa malalaman na pinagtatabuyan mo ko sa group para malipat si _____.

I was shocked, pag gising na pagising mo bubungad sayo yang ganyan -_- I wonder kung sino nagsabi sa kanya, kasi there are two groups and MY group is already finished and organized, now, yung ibang members ng kabilang group was telling me na kung pwede saken na lang sila dahil daw nahihirapan sila dun at walang break so na `baka magalit yung leader niyo, saka masisira yung formation namen`

Monday pa lang I already told all of my member na kung hindi sila aattend ng practice ng Monday hindi ko na sila isasama sa formation at sa group ko, because it's really hard to practice kung hindi kayo complete kasi uulitin mo lang for the sake of the absent, so 3 sila na hindi umattend, including the person who said that kaya pagdating ng tuesday! sakit sa ulo dahil di mo alam kung san sila ilulugar, tapos ngayon AKO PA MASAMA 0.o

I really hate people who judge be without basis, siguraduhin niya lang na mapatutunayan niyang MASAMA ako at GINAWA ko yun, dahil kung hindi. makikita niya kung GAANO ako KASAMA. It's really pissing off, tapos tuwing may practice magrereklamo siyang `PAGOD NA KO, TAMA NA` bakit kami? tingin niya hindi napapagod?


This is what I hate about groupings. >.<

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Love, Zaira ♥


Unsatisfied
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
I know I have every reasons in the world to be happy but I'm not ((: I'm not sad about my busyness or all the lined up activities this week. I just don't feel what I should feel :D. ughh! erase erase. I miss someone and another one but I don't think she and he misses me too ):

ayun, this day was fine but I was scolded by my mom dahil late na ko umuwi na naman, and of course because of the SBO thingy ):

I'm not complaining about it nor the activities, I'm complaining about the schedule -_- di na ba sila naawa samen? ): di pa maintindihan ng nanay ko ):



I need a HUG :D

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Love, Zaira ♥


Killing me Softly
Monday, July 27, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
This day was hell.

Akala ko after exams makakahinga na ko -__- akala ko this week ok na! pero WALANJO! papatayin ata kami eh, lalo na ko )): [mga classmates alam niyo yan. LOL]

Umaga pa lang malas na kami kasi na-confiscate ang diary namin dahil nakalimutan namin papirmahan. -_-nung second subject ok lang, tapos pagdating ng MAPEH marami samen ang nagulat kasi biglang pumasok yung sir namin sa Values at sabi `proceed to Ipil-Ipil` kaya akala namin ililipat kami ng room. yun pala ngayon DAW yung ROLEPLAY. asdfghjkl! nagulat kami kasi hindi kami prepared! super, kasi dapat last last friday pa yun eh super lakas ng ulan kaya na postpone until last thursday kasi exam nung Monday to Wednesday tapos ngayon naging biglang NOW NA! 0.o

dun pa lang nagsimula na ko mainis, kasi may classmate ako na ang kulit! basta madaming naiinis sa kanya, PAHAMAK kasi eh! kung di niya pinaalala yun eh di sana kami nag role play, wost eh sa kabilang section pa tapos nakain pa yung MAPEH time namin kung san may activity din )): tapos in denial pa sya na hindi daw sila yung nagsabi, eh kung hindi siya, bat sila PREPARED at kami HINDI -_- nabakante tuloy yung Values time namin.

Pagdating ng MATH nag announce na tuloy daw yung activity namin sa MAPEH ng 12:00 to 12:40 sabay daw kami sa ipil ipil, eh langya naman! lunch namin yun eh -__- tapos eto pa, pumunta kami ng gym kasi dun mag peperform nung kanta so nag practice kami nung kanta na kaya ng gitaristang hiniram namin sa kabilang grupo [malas kasi ng MAPEH group ko, walang marunong mag guitar] -_- tapos nakapagpractice na kami't lahat! LOVE STORY yung kanta namin, so yung mga kagroup ko nagexcuse na may kukunin daw sa room. tapoooooooos! after 10 years at malapit na kami di pa rin sila bumabalik -_- edi ayun, kesa walang grade, nag FALL FOR YOU na lang kami ng natira kong kagruop. tapos mali mali pa )):

pagdating sa classroom, andun na yung T.L.E teacher namin at late kaming natira sa gym ng 15 minutes -__- napagalitan kami tapos kailangan pa ng letter bukas -__-

eto ang pinaka problema ko. sabi, may meeting daw ang math and science ng 3 - 4 eh sabi ko naman. "pano yun? eh may practice tayo sa filipino ng ganung oras at super kailangan na dahil sa friday na yun tapos meron pa sa VALUES at MATH na activity bukas, pano pagkakasyahin ang practice dun kung may meeting pa? -__-"

edi ayun, inexplain ko lahat! bla bla bla yung point ko, sabi ko sa classmate ko na officer ng club.

Z: ui L pwede ba di na ummatend? kasi may practice nga mamaya db? ang dami pa bukas -_-
L: ewan ko, attendance is a must kasi, saka excuse naman daw yung mag me-meeting sabi ni sir.
Z: oo nga eh, eh halos kalahati kaya ng gruop member, papano naman yung hindi? maghihintay ng isang oras kung magiging 4-5 yung practice namin?
L: siguro mga 3:30 pwede na yun.
Z: para san ba yan? hindi ba pwedeng wag na umattend tapos ikaw na lang mag meeting samen bukas?
L: eh hindi nga pwede eh, wag niyo naman ako sisihin.

eh hindi naman namin siya sinisisi, para san pang naging officer ka kung di ka makakapagsuggest? -_- hirap kasi sa kanya SELFISH, di man lang niya iniisip yung iba, kaya ayun! dahil tinatamad ako at masyado na ko madaming gagawin, di na ko umattend ng meeting. naghintay kami ng ISANG oras na parang SAMPUNG taon. Pumayag na nga ako na 4-5 na lang yung practice dahil SUPER KAILANGAN yun tapos yung 30 minutes na sabi niya naging 1 hour -__- nakakainis! tapos mag 6 pm na ko nakauwi at basa pa )): ang lakas kasi ng ulan.

HAAAAAY! malapit na nila kaming patayin sa dami ng activities )): It's beeeen a super duper loooooong daaaaaay.

Bakit nagiging sweet, thoughtful, caring at iba pa ang lalake sa panliligaw stage? tapos pag kayo na wala na =)) tss


natanong ko lang ((: hindi yan importante. walang kwentang post na naman to -_-

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Love, Zaira ♥


TGIF!
Friday, July 24, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
expect the unexpected

I can't think of any other good header. Btw, I have two things to thank for this day =)) and I am sooooo Happy that's why this entry would be TAGLIGSH =)) LOL

first thing's foremost, I WON =)) yeah! I still can't believe, It's a landslide victory. 6 votes saved my life! woohooo! plus I got a perfect score in history =)) WALANJO!




tama na yan ((: I'm sleepy na, and I'm too lazy to make kwentos. I might post photos tomorrow, It's Cathy's BIRTHDAY! weeetweeew :D


Love, Zaira ♥


Bittersweet = Mapakla
Thursday, July 23, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
LOLness with the title =))

warning: this is a randon post again =))

kasi dapat kahapon pa ko mag ba-blog kaya lang naadik ako sa yahoo games na free trial =)) kaya ayun, natulog na ko after.

Exams yesterday was CHICKEN =)) until History came which was fortunately easy but the instruction at the last test was, UGHH =)) kawawa yung mga classmates ko, haha. Test V was essay and the instructions were 'wrtite your answers at the back' even though there was a space provided, so when I already passed my paper, I took a glimpse at my classmates paper then nakita ko na may mga sagot sila sa space provided so it was automatically considered 'not following instructions' so I looked at other papers and they had the same answers, so we asked our Social Studies teacher if he will consider it. [erasures means wrong kasi] then he said 'instructions are instructions' so ayun =)) goodbye 10 points. thank god I'm not one of them :D

I should've made GALA also yesterday because it was the last day of exam but my mom didn't allow me kaya umuwi na dn ako agad ): I just had lunch with them then got home ):

My mom have a friend kasi who's 16 year old daughter is pregnant with a 26 year old jobless guy >.< style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0); font-style: italic;">wag na wag na wag ko daw gagawin yun =)) ASA NAMAN ((: naiimagine ko pa lang reaction nila natatakot na ko PLUS, I love my hair that much para makalbo niya. LOL

eto naman this day ((: first time in the history of science naka line of 8 ako sa BIOLOGY =)) pero ayos lang, mahirap eh =)) yun pa naman ang akala ko na madali tapos yung mga akala ko mahirap dun ako mataas ((: lalo na sa MAPEH. sa ENGLISH naman ako naiinis, kasi may tanong dun na what are the two main parts of a sentece? diba SUBJECT AND PREDICATE? aba! mali ako, saka yung iba pa, dapat daw kasi may COMPLETE. yun daw kasi yung nasa libro! eh sana may considerations kasi ang tanong naman TWO MAIN PARTS -__- ang labooo! kainis talaga, buti na lang walang nagklase ngayong araw kaya NO HOMEWORKS ^_^ then classes were cut because of the meeting de avance and ELECTIONS will be tomorrow, so good luck to me ((:

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Love, Zaira ♥


UGHH~ [insert caption here]
Monday, July 20, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
wait lang: tagalog muna to ((:

naiinis kasi ako =)) I'm distracted. LOL! kung mapapansin niyo, ang iikli na ng mga entry ko, kaya pasensya naman. naturingang taong random na nga ako samahan mo pa ng cramming. ABA =)) di mo na ko makakausap ng matino :D

haaay nako! *hingang malalim* prelims namin ngayon, bukas at sa isa pang bukas at AI NAKO =)) magaaral pa ba ko? tss. nung sunday at saturday nagaral ako, nagkabisado ako ng mga kasama DAW sa exam, edi ako naman na mabuting estujante *ehem* ay nagaral at nagkabisado dahil mahirap ang Biology. db db? ((:

tapos pagtangap ko ng test paper. WALANJO! bat wala yung minemorize ko? -__- at yung kasama dun eh hindi ko pa masyado pinagtuunan ng pansin! ayun, chambalization na lang kesa maging Fill in the blanks ang papel ko ;D pero ok lang yun, di naman siguro ako babagsak. at kung sakali =)) I'm not alone! LOL

hindi lahat ng kailangan matutunan ay pinagaaralan
OO nga =)) madalas ako'y nagiging makata pag nababanas =)) ayan, db may point naman? matagal ko ng iniisip ang bagay na yan, kapag ba nagtrabaho na itatanong pa rin sa interview and parts of the body? =)) NAMAN! minsan iniisip ko bat ba to pinagaaralan? kay hirap hirap tapos kakalimutan lang naman pag tuntong ko sa KALEJ =))

ang sama talaga ng loob ko sa exam na`yon -__- bahala na si batman bukas =)) close naman kame, alam kong di niya ko pababayaan =))

sorry talaga kung boring at walang kwenta ang entry na to ((: kung ayaw mo basahin ok lang, gusto ko lang talaga maglabas ng masamang hangin =)) madami pa ko gagawin after exam, kasi nga elections sa friday -__- ang panget nga eh, naka P.E. parang ang informal tuloy masyado -__- tapos hindi ko pa nakikita si CRUSH~ waaaa.

BAHALA NA TALAGA :|

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Love, Zaira ♥


Crushcrushcrush
Friday, July 17, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
I have a new crush <3

weeee, I don't wanna mention his name kasi baka may makabasa nito na kilala sya. LOL ((:

yesterday was friday and it was raaaaining and I thought we don't have classes also but unfortunately we had, so ayun, it was another usual day pero I'm not tired :D [hindi kasi mainit] then almost all the teachers gave us the time to review which we used for RECESS =)) eh dahil nga umuulan, laughtrip nalang sa classroom. AWOO AWOO =))

Oh-kay, enough of the day, here's the main event ((: there's a cheering competition for Junior and Senior Boys only (: and we are not obliged to watch but most of my girlfriends said nood na daw ako kasi nakakatamad pa umuwi.

so ayun, may mga nagperform na may props, na ok naman then mostly may Careless whisper na kanta ((= IMAO, pero eto talaga,I wasn't amazed at first nung sila na sumayaw kasi nakatalikod sila samen then dun sila sa judges nakaharap tapos nung nagsimula na sila =)) *drools* there's really a specific back I was focusing ((: ang KYUUUT niya kumembot! super, and diba it's really cute for a guy to dance a giling dance and not hip hop? whew! YUMMY, haha

kung alam ko lang na may talent siyang ganun =)) haha, he's an ideal guy ((:
I also wanna thank CAE sa Video niya na may I miss you, si Aerine naman daw nextime ;D aabangan ko yun. haha<3 haha =")">

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Love, Zaira ♥


Hell Week
Thursday, July 16, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
do I have to say anything?

yeah! it's been a hell week because of course it's the week before exams kaya pasahan ng projects, bigayan ng pointers at gawaan ng reviewers that's why I wasn't able to blog.

we had our campaign yesterday and it's not just simple,even though it looks like one. At first, I thought it would only consume half of our day but unfortunately, it wasn't :| eight ours of talking and just standing isn't a joke. plus the noise, the pressure and the heat! OHMYGAD! then we missed classes :\even though we're excused, we're not exempted from the HOMEWORKS~ : | haaaaaay, plus the activities I've mentioned on my previous post.

Exams are on Monday and I haven't scanned any of my books yet, coz I'm not yet done of my homework and doing that stupid project :| bawal daw kasi printed pictures :\ kailanga pa maghalungkat. tss

and GAAAA! I just wanna sleep! I wanna SLEEP AND SLEEP AND SLEEP! :|

sorry for this nonsense post :|

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Love, Zaira ♥


!@#$%^
Saturday, July 11, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
I don't know where to start

first, I wanna apologize for not updating my blog :| I'm just so busy, so Lazy, so tired and annoyed about our internet connection. and I know missed a LOT on my online world.

second, UGHH! this week was the beginning of the end :| it was unusually tiring and I don't wanna enumerate the happenings :\

third, I had LINE UPS of tasks this week plus next week and the week after, so I'm fully booked for the month of July -__-, and that's because of the what happened this week.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday are free days. [we're free from homeworks] then when Friday came. TENTENENEN! they flooded us with homeworks and requirements, with add ons for me :|

Morning- we had our class election and I was elected as the president -__-

Lunchtime- our teacher excused me and one of my classmate and said that we'll be the first and second to report TOMORROW :| so I have to make visual aids

Dismissal- our filipino teacher announced the upcoming buwan ng wika so he selected students to join the sabayang pagbigkas and I'm one of the lucky person. Then after dismissal the head teacher called a meeting for the class officers because they'll select SBO candidates daw and discuss our responsibilitis -__-. I thought there's a line up of candidates already for the SBO, so I was shocked when my future opponent approached me na pumirma daw para makasali sya as officer kasi hindi daw pwede tumakbo kapag hindi officer -__- ughh! that's why the line up of candidates was changed kaya natagalan :|



Campaigns will start this week and prelims are next week :\ so pano kaya yun? then it'll be the nutrition week after :| then I have also deadlines before the exam. OMFG, where will I start? I think I need a planner, a PLATFORM, an inspiration :d haha and a SPEECH too :|

madami pa sana ako gusto sabihin :| kaya lang magulo na utak ko :D

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Love, Zaira ♥


Just another not so good day
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
It was tiring and annoying ~x(


I hate group projects! because there's so BIG possibility na ikaw na lang lahat gagawa~x( and even though how hard you work on it it's still worthless if they won't cooperate, it's a miss one miss all tendency to fail, not like if individual, bahala ka sa buhay mo setting yun ~x(.
We have a role playing again tomorrow and god knows how much I hate IT! drama :| plus my voice sounds terrible. para
ng tutubuan ako ng adam's apple =)) it's husky ;D



but on the contrary, it's my younger brother's 12th birthday today (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADING <3


and happy birthday to KIM BUM also (:




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Love, Zaira ♥


Transformers: Rise of the Fallen
Monday, July 6, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?


Megan Fox was H-O-T even though I think the decepticon is HOT too ((: too bad she's a bad girl. haha, she also looks like Megan Young (:





run, don't stop, don't hide. Just run
that line of Sam was my favorite ((: but I'm not sure if that's the exact words. I'm gonna update my kwentos tomorrow, too tired for now :D

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Love, Zaira ♥


New Look
Saturday, July 4, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
after days of finding a satisfying skin, I landed on this =)) it's just simple but it kina suits my taste and doesn't bore me (: what do you think? (:



Sorry I wasn't able to update yesterday coz I'm Pissed Off. For the very first time in my student life, I hated history because I got a failing grade, I got 7 out of 20 because the questions that came up was an AMBUSH question!

Our topic is about west asia, so most of us memorized the capitals, the locations and the Vocabulary which is usually a part of quizzes, then when the quiz started we all went `WHAAAT? WTF! the questions was out of the topic, it was our activity for two days which is Locate the following: yung desserts, moutain ranges, rivers, seas and everything in West Asia, BUT IT WAS REALLY UNEXPECTED! gaaah!

then when it was over, and I already expected a failing grade, then out teacher asked me to write the key to correction in the board, and so I did. while writing, 2 of my classmates and also a friend keeps shouting the answer, na `ui mali yan`, `baliktad yung spelling` YAH I KNOW! eh ang hirap kaya intindihin ng sulat ng teacher ko. I wanna yell at them that exact time, gusto ko sabihin na `OO KAYO NA TAMA`. It's really insulting to correct you that way while they don't really see what I was writing, ano ngayon kung sila mataas? It's the way they approach you na mali ka, it's the way na pinagmumuka nila sayo na mali ka, iba yung dating eh, tss. It's really pissing off isn't it?

tapos it's not JUST that, alam naman nilang majority of the class failed tapos they'll react that way? tss! it's not a proper gesture in front of your classmates who failed.


btw, the good news is that I'm a part of our school newspaper (: shame on her :D I'll also try my best to finally update my story. :|

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Love, Zaira ♥


Just Updating
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
another CORNY afternoon

we are so B-O-R-E-D after lunch because every wed-fri, our lunch break is 1 hour and 2o minutes, so me and some of my girlfriends decided to stay in the room because it's super init outside.

We had one corny afternoon coz I started asking something funny and palaisipan :D here's the funniest one (: about Michael Jackson again. peace <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Cardiac Arpan> then Angel added `inatake sa utak` LOL! can you imagine that? ;D hahahaha! inatake sa utak!

eto pa isa (: Cathy's (my c-mate who said he's good at basketball) opinion about Michael Jackson's Cardiac Arrest:

akala ko nagnakaw sya ng kotse tapos namatay nung hinuli na ng mga pulis, cardiac arrest kasi eh
then nagtaka kami, kasi what's the connection? why would a Michael Jackson steal a car? ;D tapos bigla na lang ako natawa =)) as in! gets niyo? as in CAR - diac ARREST. LOOOLNESS =)) yun na pala ang tawag sa mga carnapper ngayon. take note ha =)) dahil sa salitang arrest =)) hahahaha.

I'ts sooo NEW (:


and speaking of NEW, I'm excited about New Moon this November (: coz of course I'm also a TWILIGHT SAGA fan but just in my own way (:

I've also heard about Vanessa Hudgens playing Leah Clearwater, can you imagine that? (: well, it's just fine but, ughh =)) pardon me, I'm just too lazy to post character pictures and trailer of the movie. I'm team JACOB btw, he's the patron of devoted and `always there for you` kind of BESTFRIEND (:





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