I am excited as 2010 enters but I'm not that eager to celebrate it. I don't even list any New year's resolution because I know it would just be USELESS. Siguro If I would want something this year, I want to be more APPRECIATED. :|

We all know how 2009 became a beeyatch and fvcked up with everybody's life.

Tragedies, Calamities and Death approached us and left a great impact in our lives, specially those who've lost their loved once. but despite all of these, It opened our eyes and taught us how to be stand up in the middle of the dark.

2009 was more of an average year than 2008 but it this year left me feeling so empty :\. yung feeling na feeling mo gumagalaw ka na lang for the sake of doing something. BASTA =))

So many events happened this year that really dropped the level of my happiness, events that affected so much to my self-esteem that I even questioned myself what I have done to deserve such things. Love and Friendship fucked up with me this year but I know I still remained calm in the eyes of people around and sometimes I hate that fact. Yung dahil sa tingin nila wala akong problema kaya binibigyan nila ako ng sangkatutak tapos kapag nagreklamo ka ang dami na namang blah blah blaaaaah! Eh kapag naman sinabi mo na may problema ka hindi ka rin nila tatantanan~ haaaay :DD

One thing I'm thankful about this year was meeting my Cyber Friends :D sometimes I even feel more attached and comfortable with them than my real life friends kasi yung iba sa real friends ko plastic. I'm even more comfortable to express my feelings with them because I know they respect my opinion and feeling enough to hurt me.

I never felt out of placed or even under appreciated whenever I talk to them. I even feel more close to them even though we're miles apart and I feel more secure that they do not befriend me just because they need something from me. My Cyber Friends do not take me for Granted :) thanks for being a part of my 2009 :) I'm looking forward to meet all of you for the next years of our friendship :) I love you Kathlene, Cae, ate Yuki, Aerine, Jeanne, Tepai, Kimi, Sam, Shei (purple), MIA, Edz, Steffie and you know who you are :D

I'm also thankful that I made this blog :) I'm looking forward for a better 2010 :)

I am excited as 2010 enters but I'm not that eager to celebrate it. I don't even list any New year's resolution because I know it would just be USELESS. Siguro If I would want something this year, I want to be more APPRECIATED. :|

We all know how 2009 became a beeyatch and fvcked up with everybody's life.

Tragedies, Calamities and Death approached us and left a great impact in our lives, specially those who've lost their loved once. but despite all of these, It opened our eyes and taught us how to be stand up in the middle of the dark.

2009 was more of an average year than 2008 but it this year left me feeling so empty :\. yung feeling na feeling mo gumagalaw ka na lang for the sake of doing something. BASTA =))

So many events happened this year that really dropped the level of my happiness, events that affected so much to my self-esteem that I even questioned myself what I have done to deserve such things. Love and Friendship fucked up with me this year but I know I still remained calm in the eyes of people around and sometimes I hate that fact. Yung dahil sa tingin nila wala akong problema kaya binibigyan nila ako ng sangkatutak tapos kapag nagreklamo ka ang dami na namang blah blah blaaaaah! Eh kapag naman sinabi mo na may problema ka hindi ka rin nila tatantanan~ haaaay :DD

One thing I'm thankful about this year was meeting my Cyber Friends :D sometimes I even feel more attached and comfortable with them than my real life friends kasi yung iba sa real friends ko plastic. I'm even more comfortable to express my feelings with them because I know they respect my opinion and feeling enough to hurt me.

I never felt out of placed or even under appreciated whenever I talk to them. I even feel more close to them even though we're miles apart and I feel more secure that they do not befriend me just because they need something from me. My Cyber Friends do not take me for Granted :) thanks for being a part of my 2009 :) I'm looking forward to meet all of you for the next years of our friendship :) I love you Kathlene, Cae, ate Yuki, Aerine, Jeanne, Tepai, Kimi, Sam, Shei (purple), MIA, Edz, Steffie and you know who you are :D

I'm also thankful that I made this blog :) I'm looking forward for a better 2010 :)