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Birthday Bash
Monday, May 14, 2012 ? 0 Watchasay? ?

Last Friday night was zooooo ahmazing. Hahahaha. May 12 was
Joanne Alyssa Plata's birthday. She's my classmate and we're just a few steps away. harhar.



The Birthdaaay Girl <3 I woke up around two pm and hurriedly took a bath because I'm already running late. Pero pagdating ko dun wala pa mga kaklase ko :D So Jeric and I went to VJ and Rinze's house. Mejo madami na kami. Kumain na kami and kulitan. Sobrang iniiit! Hahahaha.








Nagbalat kami ng maraming mangga and sang karaoke, tapos siguro after ng mga 2 hours na kantahan, Joanne asked if we want The Bar. Syempre Oo ako saka si Jeric. Hahahahaha. Though mejo malakas kami uminom, controlled naman. Yung iba mejo weak eh. So inuman while kantahan. Nung naubos na yung isang bote, lumabas muna ako at nagpalamig. Then naisip ko, may bote nga pala kami. Sabi ko "Laro tayoooo"

Nilibas ko yung bote. "O pwesto na yung sasali. Ang di nakaupo sa sahig hindi kasali" Yung ibang boys KJ talaga. So kami na lang =)))

Nung mga unang rounds, puro Truth lang. Mga tanong about crush and love and kung virgin pa ba. Hahahaha. Then nung lahat na kami naka "truth" Sabi ni Jha ata, o ako. ewan. Basta may nagsabi "Dare na lahat" So Dare =))) Grabe mga dare. Hahahaha. Yung kay Caster, Sexy Dance kay Ann na hindi naman niya nagawa. Tapos may dare kay Ann na magkiss sila ni Cas. Smack lang naman. 10 seconds. Grabeeee. Hahahahaha. May dare din Kay Jenny na kiss sa cheeks si Vj, dare kay Joanne na kiss si Jeric sa forehead at ganun din Si Mimi kay Bin. Tapos Dare na Sexy Dance kay Jeric. Grabe tawa namin. Then may dare sa`kin na mag Dougie. Hell =)))) Ginawa ko naman pero di ko maimagine ano ichura ko. Hahahaha. Saka dare pa na magsexy dance kay Rinze :D Grabe. Hahahaha. It was the wildest night of my life yet. Hahaha.

Sobrang saya. Frieeeends :) Buti nga kahit mejo "iba" Kami ni Crystel, parte ng buhay namin ang mga nakakalokang ito :D





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Alone in a Crowded room.
Sunday, January 9, 2011 ? 1 Watchasay? ?
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just too emotional or paranoid about things that cause me to feel this horrible. Sometimes I try so hard not to feel alone by trying to tell myself `it's not what it seems to be` that maybe, I just misinterpret their actions.

Have you ever felt that way too? You're with a lot of people yet it seems you're alone? That you're sort of caged away? or do you think you're just the one who build up walls?

I am aware that I don't have a bestfriend - though some people tells me thay we're bestrfirends - I just don't feel THE bestfriend with them, my bestfriend. The only bestfriend I consider is my mom, Someone who likes me because of me and not because of what I can do. I have a lot of closefriends, but there are times that they don't feel that way anymore.

It sucks to be in my situation, I'm like a log on a river, just going with the flow of everything. Everyone is my friend, but I often feel left out. I can be friends with her, with them, with anyone. But times come that they're all friends and I don't have anyone. :( I'm always an exeption to the group, I don't have permanent groupmates and partners and bla bla so when the teacher tells us to group ourselves I just wait for those who's incomplete or left out too.

I started to feel this way again with the fieldtrip thing. They were all like asking everyone `sasama ka?` but me? They didn't even dare to ask me. Alam mo yung feeling na minsan gusto mo namang may magtanong kung okay ka? :(

One thing that sucks for being strong is that everyone thinks you'll stay strong. ALL THE TIME. It sucks to play along when the truth is, you're effin tired of being strong, and no one cares if you're breaking down already.

I'm tired being their spare tire, they'll just invite me when they feel obliged, they'll just include to fill up one's seat. I'm always a freakin chance passenger. :( It sucks.

I'll continue playing along, I wouldn't dare give them the idea that people like them, who can't even appreciate me, affects me this much. The only thing I regret is that I've let myself care for people who doesn't even give a damn if I existed or not. I'll just hope that soon enough, I'll get the chance to be with people who won't let me feel like trash.

If this feeling is just a misinterpretation of what I see, then all I can say is that they can't tell me what to feel, prior to what they show me.

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Love, Zaira ♥


Christmas Party
Monday, January 3, 2011 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
YAY, I wanna start this year right by trying to revive my blogging spirits. First stop is that I've finally changed my layout and my default pic. hoho :) I'll also change my about me sections as soon as I can.

So this post will be about our Christmas Party Celebration.

Dec 13-15: It's our Periodicals and we had a very long line-up of deadline but as usual, it seems that I'm the only one who's too stressed about it in our group. Can you imagine to have your Social Studies deadline at the exact day of your Christmas Party? FML. So those days were cram cram cram :))) I have one very effective technique in cramming. `Sleep is all you need` coz if you study when you're sleepy, nothing goes into your head. :D So I was like `fuck this. I'm gonna finish this project then sleep` :))) Tapos kinabukasan na ako magrereview :D Thank God I'm exempted in some subjects as incentives to our recent activities.

On the last day of exam, I was too pissed with Lorielle and Crystel who was acting all so great in decorating and planning about our Christmas Party and almost forgot that I'm the president of the class, so yeah, I gave them the privelage of carrying that responsibility. Bahala sila, wala akong pake. So I went home early because I still have nothing to wear. It was a day of dissapointments. Really, but I don't want to tell it anymote :)

Dec 16; We woke up early because my mom and I attended the Simbang Gabi. I was the first to get up - because of excitement, maybe - then my mom. At the Church I was so sleepy very sleepy that I slept almost half of the mass but of course I listened to the homily. On our way home my mom and I just walked because we still have to drop by the market and buy ingredients for carbonara which was my assigned dish for the party. When we got home I excitedly took a bath and did all the rituals and bla bla bla for the party.

I arrived at the party early and it wasn't what I was expecting, really. It screams boring all over the place :)))) then I told the one in charge, Crystel, what was the agenda for the day and she told me she hasn't made any and all of those excuses. Kesyo hindi na nga siya nakatulog ng ayos and bla bla bla, so my usual self got pissed and rant and rant at the back of my mind. I was thinking `what the hell was that excuse? you volunteered to organize this, now you're complaining that you haven't slept yet?` So she'll just sabotage the party? ugh! I tried to pull some strings, make some plans and thankfully the videoke already arrived so we decided to start. Then at the climax of our Adrenalines, it suddenly blocked out! YEAH, and we found out that the office cut the main power because there's too many videokes and the outlets might not accomadate all of it. We were like `what the hell? It's not the first year to bring Videokes in and how can you call this a Party without electricity? :(






we went outside and tried to proceed to our games, but again, walk out queen Crystel did it again, got pissed and just shooed off. What a bitch, you gonna take it all then spit it out? tss, so who's gonna clean that mess? ME! but that day I didn't wanna ruin my mood because our adviser was there. Haaay. Fortunately after the game they brought back the electricity so Ma'am Pam our adviser told me that we should proceed to the exchange gifts because we're already hungry. :D








I recieved a watch and a necklace that I haven't uploaded yet because I can't find my Camera's charger. ugh. :)) after Exchange gift was eating time. yum :D





After Kainan, we were talking about `what are we gonna do? should we go somewhere?` I asked Ann, the Gala among us if they're gonna go anywhere and she said she wasn't sure and that it depends who's gonna come so I said I would like to but I haven't brought money with me. We talked and discussed and planned and ended up going to Festival, It was kinda sad that only a few were able to come because some of us our parents disagreed.


The usual Barkada Gala. WAIT WAIT WAIT. TEXT TEXT TEXT. PIC PIC PIC :)) the original 11:30 plan happened to be 1:00 :)) We arrived at Festi around 1:30 and then viola, kanya kanyang gala :DD We enetered shops ans looked at those tag prices and our eyes just went $_$ because we don't have that much money to shop. hrhr.

We ended up riding the roller coaster and they were all sort of afraid and had partners and I don't so I was in front alone. hahaha :))) and I was teaasing and laughing at their faces during the ride. :D We bought books worth 10 to 20 php :)) then went home around 5:30 because we might be caught in traffic. I arrived home smiling and surprisingly my mom wasn't mad, she didn't even preach. yahoooo :)) I bought her a present too :D








So that was it. It was still awesome at the end of the day no matter how my mood literally screwed up :)

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Love, Zaira ♥


Birthday Bash.
Sunday, October 24, 2010 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
This week has been so fun and memorable despite the fact that it was exam week.

Last Friday was our Quiz slash dance presentation for MAPEH and it was perfect :) we got 60 perfect point for the dance so PARTEY PARTEY :) everything was okay, no harm done with those misunderstandings and I was right just to let it pass. After the presentation I told them to come to my birthday and It was SO AWKWARD XD because I'm really not used to approach them in that sweet kind of way. Ayun, and yung iba pa sabi `invited ba ko` and I was like, I am really that bad? lol! hahaha :)) then I told them everyone is and I wasn't just able to announce it earlier so parang haka haka lang nung una.

The celebration of my birthday turned out to be so so so successful and Unexpected. At first I was so unsure if there would be a celebration because my mom's broke and I've already invited my friends so I told my mom it would be okay if it's just simple, just few of my classmates and just the basic menus.

But It was so fun because my very wonderful mom have connection and friends that she was able to pull it through! ang daming handa and almost half of it was just sponsored by politicians dahil malapit na election :)) yay!

My friends were LATE! and I was nervous at first that no one would come. aww! and when Angel, Jam, Therese, Matthew came there was this awkward atmosphere that I didn't know how to start the party! haha :) we watched Resident Evil; Afterlife then when Earvin texted that they were coming I told Angel and the others to hide =DDD then It was the icebreaker. We were laughing and sweating when they arrived. Hah! :) panira lang yung mga tsinelas kasi di namin natago ;D

I was so happy because THERESE who's always MIA on my birthday came! and then Gill, though late and Ranniell :) It's just sad because Jeff didn't make it. aww :D and I have a hunch na iniiwasan niya ako because of that birthday issue.


The normal plan which was a movie marathon turned out to be an ICING BASH! :))) It started when my mom popped in and told everyone they have to sing Happy Birthday! :)) and you know that awkward feeling when everyone's singing you a happy birthday! haha :D I blew the cake and wished then got a knife to cut the cake but the moment it was put down! They dug their fingers in and started wiping everybody's face with icing! :))))))))))




After that the party just got more intense. hahahaha :)) laugh trip and shouting because we switched the movie to Nightmare on Elm's street :D

When the girls started to say bye I wanted to cry but did not. I just really missed gill and the day was so awesome to end. The girld went first and the boys decided to finish the movie and oh god :))) something almost happened I just can't find any words to describe it. haha.




Sorry if this post is way too late and I have another post upcoming :D

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Point of Views and Opinion.
Thursday, October 14, 2010 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
One bad quality I'm aware of myselft is my lack of patience. I mean I'm moody at times and I don't like it.

I get pissed easily by stupidity and I hate it when people or my classmates don't get things at one try.
I'm aware of it and even though I badly want to hold my temper, I just can't.

Then one day, I realized I have to do something about it, most specially that I was never fond of complications and conflicts. I just thought it will do no good to anyone. I also tried to think things through because I have this habit of always hating something about a person, or an act. I always have a comment on it although most of the time I just keep it on myself, and then I realize I'm just stressing myself and wasting my mind thinking about it. I realized that a good leader isn't perfect, he just makes way to work things out. A good leader isn't always right, he just consider things and broaden his mind. I realized that to work things out, I should stop complaining and rant and rant on things I don't like. Instead, I should look at the good side of it, if it's not what I expect to turn out, maybe I should think of an alternative, maybe I should be the one to compromise and try to understand more because I want things to work out with less drama and `kampihan`. I don't want to divide a group into a group. We're one section, a family, we should not get into each others nerves.

I ended up with this though through a help of a very good friend, Therese. We had this group activity in Mapeh involving everyone in class. It's a dance number mixing different kinds of ballroom, at first I got pissed of those `nagmamagaling` and you know how things happen in the first section, there's always competition.

But that day, I was so pissed and offended and tired and everything that I tried to calm myself. The usual me would rant and tell every bad things I hate about it, but instead of ranting I approached Therese and ask what should I do, she simply said `wag mo lang pansinin` and I tried. It worked. I got home, ate then slept, then the next morning I was okay again, as if nothing happened.

Therese was right, we were never united, that's why we always lost. We always get into each others nerves, the three of us. Then I told myself if I'm better than them, there's no need to compete, there's no need to quarrel. Because at the end of the day we still end up needing each other, so I tried to think things through again and I realized maybe I'd just compromise, try to understand them. Try to let things through, sabi ko sa sarili ko dapat di ko na patulan mga drama nila kasi mapapagod lang ako. Arguing with them would lead me to nowhere, it would just make us uncomfortable with each other and that kind of feeling have no place when you're inside one room always seeing each others face.

If I want us to be united, then if they can't compromise with us, then maybe we can. We should. We've been together for three years and it's already becoming a cycle. Away bati. Backstabbing, kung ano ano sinasabi sa isa't isa pero lumilipas din naman. I thought that maybe we should not let our words harm our relationship, specially when those words are results of spur of the moment anger.

I realized that hate or inis is just as normal as our breathing, considering the fact that nobody's perfect. All we can do is let it pass, don't let it harm anyone's feeling by crule and rude words. The world is beautiful, we just can't see it the moment we open our eyes. Just like babies, when they came to this world their eyes are still close. Just like when we wake up, everything has to be blurry first and let it pass until we see clearly.


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So long.
Monday, October 11, 2010 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
Howdy bloggers? :) I hope there's still someone out there visiting my blog. lol :) it just seems that everyone already moved :(

I seriously missed blogging and I was on hiatus for a month because honestly, I don't know what good can I express anymore. I got tired of stuffing my frustrations here. So there's been a lot that happened and it was like a blur for me, everything for this year is just so fast we can't even savour the moment. Everything's like a routine. Everyone's busy and tired and stressed out yet no one's enjoying anything >.<>


I know that my last post was about our acquaintance party and I was sort of emo. haha =))) after that was the month of September and we had our intramurals and alam naman natin na kapag intrams ang daming activities :) so the week before that was loaded, practice and preparations everywhere and actually, at some point of the past events I was genuinely honest that I wasn't elected for the school council. It's a lot of work and you'll still get to be blamed. ugh :D The side effects of being in charge. hrhr :D

I don't have lots of pics because I wasn't that happy during the 4 days of free time because I had a period. hah~ It sucks =)) and I was a total KJ for that event. :D

But even though everything's getting into our nerves this year, we still try to catch up and escape from stress with friends :) October and September is birthday month! yay :) and we celebrated Lep's birthday hilariously. :DD

We had our swimming lessons before the party so I sort of look wasted. :)))






Then last week was our United Nations and celebration for World's Teachers Day and all I can say is that it's lame and a major failure, everything this years seems so rush. HAPIT =)))) That's why everytime I arrive home all I crave for is sleep. All I can think about is how many hours can I rest, how many things shall be done the next day. Then the next day I woke up I always want to skip school, but whenever reality wakes me up I realize how much I would miss if I'd skip school, then when I'm at school all I can think is `boring naman~ sana di na lang ako pumasok` =)))

Bottomline is, everything this year sucks. ALMOST :( It's so different from last year. This year is so busy, so loaded, so hard :|

K. Enough of school stuffs =)) tomorrow'a my big day and I don't know what to feel. This is the last day of my 14th year of existence and I'm starting to think of things that made me better, made me different from who I was a year ago. I can still even remember everything last year, I can still remember what I did a day before my Birthday. I can remember what happened exactly a year ago :) It's Ironic, I haven't even realized I'm fourteen until now, until there's one remaining day before I get a year older. hay.

Funny how time flies, sometimes we want to skip the days and jump in to the future, but when we get there, it's when we realize how much we missed. How many chances of making change we let go. I'm turning fifteen tomorrow, and I'm not sure of what's gonna happen. :)

I just hope I could get through this teenage years in one piece, and with lots of memories I'll either regret of laugh at when the time of wrinkles come :)

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Empty Smiles
Monday, August 23, 2010 ? 2 Watchasay? ?
I miss blogging, but I'm back on the state of not knowing what to blog again. hihi :))

Last week was one of the memorable weeks of my HS life so far because it was our Periodical week and also our Acquaintance Party.

Ayun, emo na naman ako :))) there's just a lot of things going on my mind right now, on what's happening on my life and I'm just sort of missing something. I badly want something I can't have. :) Oh well, siguro meron ako pero hindi ko pa napapansin :) I just miss the feeling :D







I'll kwento more further when I'm on the mood :D The Party was fun but I wasn't happy :)) I laugh, I smile, it was good but It wasn't the happy me :D

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Update
Monday, August 2, 2010 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
These past few days, or I mean since the classes have started I have felt nothing but stress.

My last entries shows how pissed and annoyed I am on what's happenning everyday inside the class and I think It's still as is. Everyday would be ordinary bla bla bla and I'm often pissed and starting to get tired of the same routine and attitude everyone else keep on doing.

Minsan pagpasok ko tatamarin ako, lahat nagtatanong anong assignment, may quizz ba or bla bla bla. Eh minsan badtrip din ako at wala sa mood sumagot or magentertain ng mga masyadong obvious question kaya ayun, nakakatamad. Pagdating naman ng uwian lahat maingay magtatanungan ng kung anong meron bukas. Hay.

Ewan, may topak ako lately, I want something new with my life, madalas din ako emo kasi parang na o-OP na naman ako sa mga kaibigan ko pero hindi naman. Haaaaay.

There's just a lot of things that happened and I was hesitant to blog about it because I don't want to reread by blog and see negative thoughts of events that happenned. Pero kahit naman stressful may mga consolation pa din :) last friday was Jamaica's Birthday so kahit sobrang HAGGARD na pumunta pa din kami. Meron kasing SABAYAN :( and it's another frustration to blog about. haaay. These last days I was just trying to distract myself by playing BAKING LIFE and MILLIONAIRE CITY at FACEBOOK. hehe :)


Minsan kahit nakakainis sila, nakakatuwa pa din. Minsan talaga may sumpong ako. Lalo na pag pagod badtrip kulang sa tulog tapos kukulitin pa :)))
P.S.
I'll try to update this again as often as I can :) nakakatamad din kasi minsan kapag wala ng nagbabasa and everyone seems to be so busy too :)

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Oh My God
Sunday, July 11, 2010 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
I was upset and irritated last Thursday and Friday and was literally haggard.

Thursday was the first part of our Nutrition Month celebration and the cook fest. We were bored since morning because teachers and participants were busy for the preparation, we did nothing, lots of free time and tambay mode. After lunch, the SBO officers announced that we should already proceed to the gym because the program will start in a few minutes, so I told Paulo to help me carry the things to the locker then proceed to the gym to save seats, kya lang pagdating naman namin dun bawal pa pumasok. BV. Thursday was a major FAIL! The students were so noisy tapos sobrang nainis pa ako kay Rosabelle, that slut. NAKO! Since campaign tuesday inis na ako sa kanya, She's from 3rd year Rizal and absolutely without breeding. Sobrang plastic niya! I told her along with her classmates to move a bit and occupy the empty spaces for us, my section, to be able to sit on our designated seats, pero sabi ba namin. `tingnan niyo po, hindi na kasya` I mean, she's STUPID! Kasi yung seats parang stairs na style, may 3 steps tapos sila nag tipon tipon dun sa taas, so I told her na mag transfer para magbalance per section. ANG TANGA TALAGA! Super! She's so plastic, her section was so disrespectful, nung campaign namin ang bait bait kunware tapos nung botohan pinunit pa nila yung cartolina namin dahil wala na silang iboboto sa Glee party. Hay. I can say that we're lucky to lose because there are really students who doesn't know the word Respect.

The 1st day of program was major fail. Ang init and it was boring, because we're not allowed to make noise nor watch our representatives for the cook fest, so tunganga lang kami dun. Another thing is we're not allowed to exit the gymnasium, hindi sila nagpapalabas so bawal bumili ng water or whatsoever. BV talaga, tapos kahit tapos na lahat magluto hindi pa rin nagpalabas hangang sa maubos yung time *_*

My brother dear was a participant but unfortunately they didn't win, pati sila Crystel. Aww :) we didn't join kasi kami kami din maglalaban, per year kasi.

Friday was just fine, I wasn't that upset because Lorielle was a bit quiet. hehe :) I was just worried with Jamaica because she's not doing her job seriously! I kept on boosting up her confidence, I kept on telling her na `ako nga nanalo dati, KAYA MO YAN` because she's saying na ang se-sexy daw ng kalaban niya :D That morning was tambay modez ulit :) because I am not a participant so we just played chess inside the classroom and checked some seatworks.



For the Program, IT WAS A BLAST =))) OH MY GOD. I'm currently LSSED on Usher's OMG :))) I was saying OMG with its tune :D so Ayun, it was the 2nd day of the celebration and the contest proper for Idol kong Bibo :) I was supposed to join but I was already a title holder and was busy for the SBO campaign so ayun. Sayang si Jeff pa naman yung kasalai :)) crush ko dn siya. HAHAHAHA


I was like this when they announced Jeff as the Champion. As in :)) sobrang asar ako pagkatapos ng program kasi ang pula pula ko daw :D I was literally melting. HAHAHA :)) I-hug ko pa daw siya and i-congratulate, pero di ko na kaya kasi pawis na pawis ako. haha
I was unbelievably LOUD and CRAZY and LAUGHING and HAPPY that afternoon, sobrang sigaw. haha :)) then the talent portion, wohoooooo! I was laughing and I was snapping, pushing, punching Jenny, my seatmate, HAHAHA :)) true, ganun ako eh, nanghahampas :D sobrang laughtrip and another thing is. PAREHO SILANG NANALO :)) My classmates Jeff and Jamaica, Jamaica for 2nd place and Jeff as the Champion and Best in Talent GRABE :))))) I was tomato red then :D sobrang talon, plus I won 2nd Place for Essay writing contest and placed Top 2 for NAT :)) I honestly didn't expected it kasi I was sabaw during the exam :D I was guessing the answers. Hehe :) si Therese ang first :) She's really smart but not that active in curricular activities, we've been classmates since Grade 2 and she's one of my few dearest friends :)

Look at us. Haggard =DDD This was my only decent pic. haha

Saturday - Yesterday we celebrated my brother's birthday at a private pool in Pansol. The orginal plan was to held it at school but at the last minute, they called and said that the pump was broken. Ayun, my brother was upset with the news kasi nung Friday lang sinabi saka nakakahiya naman sa mga nainvite na niya, so my Dad just looked for an alternative at Pansol, I didn't invite my friends because I wasn't sure of anything and the plan was a bit rush and also some of my brothers classmates were not allowed, but it was fun nonetheless. My grandma and cousins were there and BV pa yung Tita ko and Ramon =)) Basta, It's too complicated to elaborate. HAHA :)) masyado lang nakaka stress and muntik pa magkagulo kahapon :D



Ang dilim :) The resolution made us look more stressed out =)))) HAHA, and yeah, I am only girl, well, long story kung bakit naging ganun :D I remember that I have posted something here about my Family. It's sad how things changed since my lolo passed away :( My dad's going back to Saudi next Friday. Aw :)

This week is another tough week because of this Sabayang Pagbigkas in Preparation for Linggo ng Wika. Ugh, katatapos lang magsisimula na ulit. haha :)

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Humility
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
This day was an opposite of yesterday. I was in a bad mood since this morning because of irritating Jamaica. Naiwan daw kasi niya yung Homework niya kahapon samen eh yung kay Ann lang naman yung nakita ko. ughh! kainis.

Next is the seating arrangement :( nalipat na naman lahat! pumanget! tapos ako na lang yung hindi pa nagpapalit ng chair. aw aw aw.

Then at dismissal, a teacher called me and told me to join the Vincetian'c Chronicles so I just nod tapos sakto naman na nandun na naman yung dalawang magaling; si Lorielle at Crystel. Ayun :)) I don't know, nagsisimula na akong magsawa sa mga taong nagmamagaling, I mean they want everything, they want to do this, do that, they love being an utusan. Tapos dahil nanalo nga si Lorielle doble doble yung position niya sa clubs then sabi niya kanina nag quit daw sila. I mean, eff, just like that? :)) mag reresign ka na lang bigla sa responsibility.

Si Lorielle, sabi nga ni Therese, walang ka humble humble sa katawan. Yes, you know the answer, do you have to boast and rub it in everyone's face? Sabi ko sa kanya she talks to much na hindi siya aware sa mga nagiging apekto ng sinasabi niya and she just answered kaya naman daw niyang panindigan. TSK.

Nakakainis. Nagsasawa na ako sa kanila, lahat alam nila, lahat gusto nila, LAHAT LAHAT LAHAT napupuna nila. There's nothing wrong with being a grade conscious student as long as you're still sensitive enough with what people around you may feel. Nakakainis. ANG YABANG.

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Awesome!
Monday, July 5, 2010 ? 2 Watchasay? ?
SO YEAH :) we lost. HAHA :) Isa lang yung nanalo sa Partylist ko and that's my Secretary pero honestly, NO SWEAT. NO REGRETS :) Parang masaya pa nga ako na talo kasi mas madali lahat, akala nila ito na yung success pero sa totoo lang simula pa lang to :D

I'm happy because I did well, all of us. I don't regret anything because I've seen the people who are true to me. I felt so AWESOME during last week kahit na sobrang haggard.

Right now I can say that I am genuinely happy and fulfilled, parang wala na kong mahihiling pa :D So moving on, this day was also awesome. We had our Quizz on Chem, Seating arrangement and it was kinda awful :) I was feeling annoyed and suffocated this morning not because of the results but because of Lorielle. GRABE >_> ANG INGAY NIYA, and she keeps on boasting about their Victory, as if naman may care ako di ba? :) and She stares at Jelsie in a bad way kasi baka daw nadaya sila or nag aalburoto siya dahil konting votes lang nakuha niya sa klase. THE EFF :))) She wants more? hahaha. We were so irritated of her until it was time for the seating arrangement kasi at last, nahiwalay na siya sa mga kauri niya :D nagwatak watak sila :) My place remained as is but my seatmate, Angel, was transferred behind me so my current seatmate is Jeric :) AYUN, everything's fine, I just don't like the new formation of the seats which is 3 by 4 by 3 na dating 4 by 4, para kasing sumikip at uminit.

First time ko din makakuha ng score na 1/30 sa QUIZZ =))) yeaaaaaah. It's hilarious! It was a super duper surprise quizz so ayun, walang pumasa, nabansagan pa kaming TAMAD. haha :)) dumaan daw kasi ang Weekends ng hindi man lang namin nabasa yun, nakanang naman di ba? :)) tama nga naman, dumaan lang talaga ang weekend. :) Hindi ko nga nafeel. :)

So ayun ulit, We had the Poster Making for T.L.E this afternoon and I AM REALLY REALLY NOT GOOD AT DRAWING :D I sweaaaaar! wala akong talent jan, even sa singing or dancing except pag napilit. haha sa friday na kasi nutrition day namin and I was supposed to be a contestant for Idol kong Bibo but I ran for SBO so I gave that up. I was also planned to be the President for Peers Counsilors Club but I gave way for the SBO and I honestly don't regret anything! Boyfriend na lang talaga kulang ngayon, PERO YUNG HINDI BASTA BASTA :D

Jam, Ann and Angel was with me later this afternoon to prepare Jam for Friday but we end up talking and talking and talking. HAHA :) Ayun, same things, They accidentally opened my Facebook and saw Ex's relationship request. LOL :)


I haven't confirmed or ignored it yet. HAHA.

Eh kasi we were talking about our crushes, we were defining every guy in our classroom :D laughtrip, basta it was so random but I enjoyed it. I opened something personal about them, sabi ko kasi gusto ko magkaboyfriend ulit before HS ends but I want it special, ayoko nung try lang. I explained that it's really different, I have suitors, pero walang spark! I have crushes, but they're not boyfriend figures. We talked about guys appropriate for us. Ayun :) ang hirap kasing i-explain dito. I have shared a part of me that's kept all along, I have shared something na kay Lorielle at sa mga bilang na tao ko lang nasabi.

This day was awesome, even I got a score of 1! LOL :)

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Campaign Tuesday
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 ? 2 Watchasay? ?
It was FUN. It was TIRING. It was Irritating. It was overwhelming.

Last Monday, Angel, Me, Ann and Jamaica went to Crossing to buy the give aways. Kasi yung unang plan Fan yung ipamimigay namin sa meeting de Avanze kasi ngayon lang dapat kami pupunta ng divisoria kaya lang napagisip isip namin na masyadong magastos saka hindi lahat makakatangap so alam na yung iisipin ng Students.

Saka mejo nahihiya pa dn ako sa mga ka-partylist ko kasi ako yung president so I should shoulder majority of the works kaya ayun, after namin mag meeting nung Monday kami na yung pumunta sa crossing. Yung give aways pala namin is yung telephone wire.


Inisip kasi namin na nasa uso siya tapos 4 colors naman yung nirerepresent namin, Saka it symbolizes us. We're flexible and convenient as leaders, we can be their friends, their advisers and as well as leaders at saka hindi kami nababali :) LOL, joyful pa yung colors.

So we first entered the 1st year students, para GV daw sa umaga kasi first year mababait pa saka hindi kami mababastos dun and there would be much interaction between. Nung una tinatanong ko muna silang lahat ng `Okay ka lang ba?` `Kinakabahan ka? Ayos lang yan` kasi I want them to feel at ease before we start the campaign para hindi magmukang ako lang yung prepared di ba, saka I'm also concern sa nararamdaman nila lalo na kapag hindi maganda.

The interaction between the first year students was AWESOME :) mejo friends friends na nga kami, Our goal for this year is to break the ice between leaders and followers, our goal is to make them feel comfortable for giving suggestions and opinions for us. We want to emphasize that Leaders are also followers too and we can relate to them.

Sa simula ng campaign papakilala muna syempre, yung tono ko is `I'm Z to the A to the I,R,A. Then uulitin ko tapos sila naman :) so ayun, parang recitation na rin and nagpaparticipate naman sila. We want the campaign to be less boring so may mga batuhan ng jokes :)

Natapos kami sa 6 na first year around 9:00 so 15 minutes pahinga muna kami then sinunod na namin yung section ko kasi yung sa second year may mga teachers na maabala kami, nkakahiya naman kung dodoble kami ng pasok sa kanila. hehe :) Dun sa section ko syempre ina-at ease ko muna yung mga kapartylist ko tapos hindi na rin sila gaanong ilang dahil sa nakita naming pag tanggap ng mga first year :) Ayun, si Lorielle may tanong =)) ang tanong niya in english pa ha, sabi niya `If you were a part of SBO last year at walang nagawa, how can you make sure that you can fulfill your platforms` and sagot ko naman `Yes, but I WAS JUST A PART last year but now I am the ONE leading it` may emphasis talaga yung WAS A PART. haha :) then ayun, mahaba yung sagot ko eh. Basag naman siya, tapos may tanong din na `Ano sa tingin niyo ang lamang niyo sa kabilang partido` which is natanong din sa kanila, ang sagot ko naman `Because we are not afraid to make mistakes and accept corrections, because we believe that it what makes us an effecient leader. I can say that it's an advantage that we are not PERFECT because perfection has no place for improvement. Oha pang Ms. Universe. LOL =))

Pagdating namin sa 2nd year it went smoothly :) kasi yung mga 2nd year sa kabila wala namang issues samin :) so ayun. Masaya ulit. haha =)) Before lunch dumerecho muna kami sa 3rd year C at dun kami mejo nabastos. Sabi kasi namin na they can approach us anytime dahil hindi naman kami mga Suplada at Suplado tapos may mga nag Weeeeeh, so si Ate Faith, my secretary, siya na lang yung sumagot. Nakakabastos lang kasi they keep on murmuring on each other habang nagsasalita kami, parang nagiisip sila ng tanong na hindi namin masasagot =)) Sorry na lang sila. HAHA :) Nakakabastos lang yung mga babaeng kala mo kung sino wala namang K :)

LUNCHTIME was great! Tatlo kaming sabay sabay nag lunch kasi hinintay pa namin matapos yung teacher sa classroom namin bago pumasok. Habang papasok kami sa canteen may mga nakasign na Glee tapos tinatawag kaming `Go ate Glee` ng mga first year :) LOL, ang sarap sarap sarap nun sa feeling, nakakawala ng pagod :) kaya to the tenga yung smile ko nun. Tapos may isang student akong nadaanan na nakasmile saken so nag Hi ako :) LOL talaga, sabay tanong naman ni Erispe ng `Kilala mo yun`?. So sagot ko hindi, haha, nag hi lang ako dun sa bata, basta masaya :"> Crush ko pa yun. hahahahaha

Nung tapos na kami kumain tapos pabalik na, yung mga nakakasalubong naming 1st year students nag sisign ng Glee tapos nagsasabi ng `Gleeks kami` :) ang super super heart warming. Feeling ko pwede na kong matalo. So nung magkakasama na kami kwentuhan muna, laughtrip =))) pinagtatawanan namin yung bloopers every classroom, may nakanganga daw kasi habang nagsasalita kami =))) LULZ talaga. Iniiwasan na kasi naming isipin yung mga nambabastos, tulad nung isang bond paper na dinikit namin sa classroom, nakuha nila Joy na may nakasulat na kabalikat =)) tapos mag nagsabi din na yung mga kapartylist ko daw walang alam at sarili ko lang iniisip ko. :) Sabi ko sa kanila Hayaan niyo na lang yun. Wag kayong magpaapekto kasi may mga ganung tao talaga, kaya ayun :) Tawanan na lang kami hangang dumating sila Ate Faith.

After Lunch may 7 na classrooms pa kaming papasukan, 19 kasi lahat lahat. so yung 7 na yun kailangan nming pagkasyahin sa 2 and a half hours eh malas dahil lunch karamihan ng papasukan namin, so bandang 1 na kami nakasimula. Nagsimula kami sa 4-a kung saan yung kalaban ko na pres. Ang tagal namin dun kasi ang dami niyang tanong, nag sunod sunod pa :) pero lahat naman nasagot ko :) sabi nga ng Vice ko na taga dun din sa classroom na yun parang Hot na Hot daw siya magtanong saken =) so Ayun, successful naman kaya lang nagmadali na kami pagdating sa iba, tapos na-short pa yung giveaways namin :)

Ayun, all in all masakit ang paa naming lahat :) tapos after nun hindi pa ako umuwi kasi nagbalot ng ballot boxes, pero yung mga kapartylist ko hindi ko na nirequire mag stay kasi alam kong pagod na sila. It was fun :) majority naman maganda yung naging result. Siguro 3-4 sections lang kami alangan :)











Off Topic;
Last Saturday we went to Canlubang to visit Gillian saka para icelebrate na din yung Birthday niya, Hindi na kasi namin siya classmates :( It was FUN, 14 kaming lahat so Isang JEEP. LOLZ talaga :) ang ingay namin sa Jeep tapos katabi ko pa si Crush, super super super kilig. hahahaha :) Kasama rin namin si Ranniell na lumipat na ng school :( Bumili na rin kami ng silver bracelet as a gift to Jayvee, sayang hindi siya nakasama. So yun nga :) nag status ako sa FB na I've lost one but gained many :) Sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko na hindi siya deserving para iyakan ko dahil hindi niya ko kayang irespeti bilang kaibigan :)

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