Jump High, Love lots coz It's 2011.
I know my posts are already late because I'm catching up for updates in my life :)
Our New Year was awesome, though not that great, it was better than any one else's. No one lost a finger, no one was hurt and everybody happy.
The day before Dec 31 we were so not prepared and just doing the same normal things. Then on the exact day, my ever awesome mom found a way to have something on our table :D I was even surprised that we have Lechon :D Kahit ulo lang, lechon pa din yun :)
We've got the bar which I was supposed to drink with my Kuya but he decided to have beer instead so I was left with the bar. haha :))) We started around 8pm and was a bit tipsy by 10 so I stopped for a while to let the `tama` go down my system because I don't wanna welcome the year asleep :D
Yeah I was red and hyper :DDD lololol.
We didn't have that much paputok and Edrian wasn't also with us because he decided to stay in Pampanga for New Year, so yeah, It's a bit sad. We just had fun watching fireworks because Mom didn't buy any for the sake of practicality. Sayang nga naman ang pera kung pagkatapos ng paputok wala na :D
After Midnight everything was the same again. haha :)) The streets went quiet and I guess they all went inside their homes like us. Unfortunately for me, My tummy ached so much that made me too uncomfortable to sleep :D Blame the Bar and my pulutan. haha, but my mom said hangin daw siguro kasi tawa ako ng tawa. Thank God that I was able to sleep around 4am because the ache subsided, next morning I was back on finishing my projects again because classes resume on Jan 3 :D
Labels: Family, Holiday, Personal
Love, Zaira ♥
Cheers for a New Year
Today is the last day of 2010 and the last day of this decade. So this is probably my last post, of course. I am deeply sorry for not posting any entry this past few weeks or even months because of some teenage bullshit that occured to me.
I think I've lost my sense of blogging. I got lazy, almost on everything, it's like my mind went to a long pause that everytime an idea comes to my mind, a part of it shuts it down and I end up being `sabaw` :)
I've been through a lot of emotional stress lately that I can't find a way to summarize, really. And I think It's the reason why I can't make a decent post with one thought. Okay, Tama na :D basta masyado akong nasabaw :D
Moving forward, I would tell you about how I spent this christmas.
I would say that this year has been the loneliest and the worst year yet to come because it's been a roller coaster ride. From school to everything I've been through a lot. I've been thinking a lot about what I want for my life, about the decisions I have made and decisions I have to think of.
Christmas this year didn't feel like christmas at all, during Christmas eve I went outside our house and felt nothing, The houses were dull and the ambience was just too lonely and very different from the previous Christmases. I reminisced a lot of memories, of how we spent our christmas the other years, of how different it was. I also thought what would it be like if my dad was here to celebrate with us.
I was almost sad and furious with our overall situation this christmas because my mom was almost broke and I can seriously feel the world crisis everyone is suffering too. Our Noche Buena was just the basics, nothing glamorious unlike our last years and basta, It's too hard to describe how dull it was, but nevertheless we were able to pull it off. My mom told me it's okay at least we're still lucky to have something to eat and to be able to celebrate it with the family. We're still lucky to have food on our table.
After Christmas my dad's package came so viola :)) party party :DD lol, we've got lots of supplies again so It wasn't that sad afterall eh :) The next day we went to Pampanga to visit our lola and my cousins too :D Nanay was still the same and we thank god that she's still here with us, still strong ang kicking :D We stayed there for two days just talking about Nanay's frustration about my Uncles Family and my elder cousin who's taking the wrong decisions in life. So all in all, our family is hanging by a thread since my lolo died :( and my cousing and I were just remiscing how good life was before, how happy we still were when lolo was still here.
ah, good times. :)
Happy New Year Everyone :) I still got a lot of pending entries and I don't want to mix it all up with one entry so see you all next year :)
Labels: Family, Holiday, Personal
Love, Zaira ♥
Wishes do come true, even in the most unexpected way.
Today was unusually surprising because things happened the way I didn't pictured it to be, though it wasn't that bad, it was actually good but I'm wasn't ready for it. haha :))
My day started out gloomy and a bit dull like the weather because as I said, I wasn't expecting it. I mean, I was expecting a happy greeting and a good morning from the most special person in my life, my mom. But because of yesterday's bad news she was sort of pissed and even forgot to greet me a happy birthday, plus another person I was expecting a greet from didn't :(
But despite my gloomy morning and a very awkward first subject, when English time came, tenteneneneeen :)) Ann reminded our adviser that it's my birthday so hello embarrassment :)) I was called in from of the class and they sang Happy Birthday, then I was surprised when our adviser called a Lorielle, Crystel, Ann and tenen! Jeff to tell a message for me. :D Ayun, I wasn't expecting it, lalo na yung kay Jeff, kasi crush ko sya =))))) tapos nag co-conclude pa yung iba na kami `daw` naku~ :)) how I just wish. haha
So ayun, though it was cute and sweet, I kind of don't like it, kasi parang nabadtrip sya tapos may tendency na lalo siyang mailang :( eh hindi na nga kami kasing close noon. :( kahit gusto ko, mas magandang friends na lang, walang malisya, mas masaya. db? hay. :)))
Then another lucky news is that I'm exempted in Filipino's periodical exam ;D kasi may homework kami na magcompose ng kanta related to our topic and I was pushed during the period to sing my song kasi ng birthday ko daw :D so ayun! Reward pala is exemption. YAY :)
Overall my day was good, I just felt a little weird after lunch. Ang panget kasi ng panahon, I often don't feel well lately :D and the only bad thing is that the person I was expecting to care more doesn't and those whom I don't even expect to remember were the ones to greet me first, akalain mo si Lorielle yung unang sumalubong sa`kin kaninang umaga to hug me and say Happy Birthday? aww, I was actually expecting some of my closest friends, but they seem to forget. Nagulat pa nga sila and said, `ay oo nga pala, birthday ni Zai` >.<>
This day was good, I saw those person who really care, who deserves my trust :) Lalo na yung mga elem friends ko. I miss them, kahit ang dami dami na nagbago, when we talk, it seems that everything just happened yesterdat :)
Labels: birthday, Family, Personal
Love, Zaira ♥
Oh My God
I was upset and irritated last Thursday and Friday and was literally haggard.
Thursday was the first part of our Nutrition Month celebration and the cook fest. We were bored since morning because teachers and participants were busy for the preparation, we did nothing, lots of free time and tambay mode. After lunch, the SBO officers announced that we should already proceed to the gym because the program will start in a few minutes, so I told Paulo to help me carry the things to the locker then proceed to the gym to save seats, kya lang pagdating naman namin dun bawal pa pumasok. BV. Thursday was a major FAIL! The students were so noisy tapos sobrang nainis pa ako kay Rosabelle, that slut. NAKO! Since campaign tuesday inis na ako sa kanya, She's from 3rd year Rizal and absolutely without breeding. Sobrang plastic niya! I told her along with her classmates to move a bit and occupy the empty spaces for us, my section, to be able to sit on our designated seats, pero sabi ba namin. `tingnan niyo po, hindi na kasya` I mean, she's STUPID! Kasi yung seats parang stairs na style, may 3 steps tapos sila nag tipon tipon dun sa taas, so I told her na mag transfer para magbalance per section. ANG TANGA TALAGA! Super! She's so plastic, her section was so disrespectful, nung campaign namin ang bait bait kunware tapos nung botohan pinunit pa nila yung cartolina namin dahil wala na silang iboboto sa Glee party. Hay. I can say that we're lucky to lose because there are really students who doesn't know the word Respect.
The 1st day of program was major fail. Ang init and it was boring, because we're not allowed to make noise nor watch our representatives for the cook fest, so tunganga lang kami dun. Another thing is we're not allowed to exit the gymnasium, hindi sila nagpapalabas so bawal bumili ng water or whatsoever. BV talaga, tapos kahit tapos na lahat magluto hindi pa rin nagpalabas hangang sa maubos yung time *_*
My brother dear was a participant but unfortunately they didn't win, pati sila Crystel. Aww :) we didn't join kasi kami kami din maglalaban, per year kasi.
Friday was just fine, I wasn't that upset because Lorielle was a bit quiet. hehe :) I was just worried with Jamaica because she's not doing her job seriously! I kept on boosting up her confidence, I kept on telling her na `ako nga nanalo dati, KAYA MO YAN` because she's saying na ang se-sexy daw ng kalaban niya :D That morning was tambay modez ulit :) because I am not a participant so we just played chess inside the classroom and checked some seatworks.
For the Program, IT WAS A BLAST =))) OH MY GOD. I'm currently LSSED on Usher's OMG :))) I was saying OMG with its tune :D so Ayun, it was the 2nd day of the celebration and the contest proper for Idol kong Bibo :) I was supposed to join but I was already a title holder and was busy for the SBO campaign so ayun. Sayang si Jeff pa naman yung kasalai :)) crush ko dn siya. HAHAHAHA
I was like this when they announced Jeff as the Champion. As in :)) sobrang asar ako pagkatapos ng program kasi ang pula pula ko daw :D I was literally melting. HAHAHA :)) I-hug ko pa daw siya and i-congratulate, pero di ko na kaya kasi pawis na pawis ako. haha
I was unbelievably LOUD and CRAZY and LAUGHING and HAPPY that afternoon, sobrang sigaw. haha :)) then the talent portion, wohoooooo! I was laughing and I was snapping, pushing, punching Jenny, my seatmate, HAHAHA :)) true, ganun ako eh, nanghahampas :D sobrang laughtrip and another thing is. PAREHO SILANG NANALO :)) My classmates Jeff and Jamaica, Jamaica for 2nd place and Jeff as the Champion and Best in Talent GRABE :))))) I was tomato red then :D sobrang talon, plus I won 2nd Place for Essay writing contest and placed Top 2 for NAT :)) I honestly didn't expected it kasi I was sabaw during the exam :D I was guessing the answers. Hehe :) si Therese ang first :) She's really smart but not that active in curricular activities, we've been classmates since Grade 2 and she's one of my few dearest friends :)
Look at us. Haggard =DDD This was my only decent pic. haha
Saturday - Yesterday we celebrated my brother's birthday at a private pool in Pansol. The orginal plan was to held it at school but at the last minute, they called and said that the pump was broken. Ayun, my brother was upset with the news kasi nung Friday lang sinabi saka nakakahiya naman sa mga nainvite na niya, so my Dad just looked for an alternative at Pansol, I didn't invite my friends because I wasn't sure of anything and the plan was a bit rush and also some of my brothers classmates were not allowed, but it was fun nonetheless. My grandma and cousins were there and BV pa yung Tita ko and Ramon =)) Basta, It's too complicated to elaborate. HAHA :)) masyado lang nakaka stress and muntik pa magkagulo kahapon :D
Ang dilim :) The resolution made us look more stressed out =)))) HAHA, and yeah, I am only girl, well, long story kung bakit naging ganun :D I remember that I have posted something here about my Family. It's sad how things changed since my lolo passed away :( My dad's going back to Saudi next Friday. Aw :)
This week is another tough week because of this Sabayang Pagbigkas in Preparation for Linggo ng Wika. Ugh, katatapos lang magsisimula na ulit. haha :)
Labels: awards, birthday, Family, Friends, fun
Love, Zaira ♥
Fed Up
Nagsasawa na ako, may mga times kasi na paulit ulit ulit at ulit na lang. Nagsasawa na ako sa tanong ng tanong ng tanong. Napapagod na ako kasasagot sagot sagot. Hay, bat ba hindi nila gamitin common sense nila? GRABE! Minsan gusto ko dn ng katahimikan. Hay
Badtrip na araw to, elaborate ko na lang kapag di ako tinamad.
Birthday pala kahapon ng brother ko, 13 na siya tapos mas malaki na sa`ken. AJUJUJU =))))
Labels: Family, Personal, school
Love, Zaira ♥
I'm TAGGED :)
Thanks to
Nice for this :) You are really Nice.
Please read first before you scroll down :)
1. What time did you get up this morning?
- uhm, 2 pm actually :)
2. How do you like your steak?
- burger steak na lang :D
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
- Shrek :)
4. What is your favorite TV show?
- Phineas and Ferb, Spongebob, PBB and Suite Life on Deck
5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
- Europe :) or Paris
6. What did you have for breakfast?
- It's already lunch when I woke up, so none :)
7. What is your favorite cuisine?
- Japanese and Filipino
8. What foods do you dislike?
- Buro :) and Shrimps because I'm allergic
9. Favorite place to eat?
- anywhere with food :D
10. Favorite dressing?
- Ceasar and Mayonnaise
11. What kind of vehicle do you drive?
- uh, BIKE :D
12. What are your favorite clothes?
- Shirt and Jeans :) I'm not really into dresses.
13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
- Moon :P
14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
- A half full, of course.
15. Where would you want to retire?
- Countryside.
16. Favorite time of day?
- 3 to 5 am :)
17. Where were you born?
- Quezon City
18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
- Volleyball
19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
- Yung Inactive, though I hope everyone will tag me back :)
20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
- Idk, yung una sigurong mag o-online
21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
- No one in particular.
22. Birdwatcher?.
- Di ko gets :)
23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- I'm nocturnal :)
24. Do you have any pets?
- Fish, guinea pigs and two dogs.
25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
- uh, Wala naman.
26. What did you want to be when you were little?
- Doctor or a Teacher
27. What is your best childhood memory?
- nung nahulog ako sa Kanal :) and every time I'm free to bathe under the rain :)
28. Are you a cat or dog person?
- Dog
29. Are you married?
- No
30. Always wear your seat belt?
- Nope, I'm uncomfortable with it.
31. Been in a car accident?
- Nope
32. Any pet peeves?
- None
33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
- Pineapple, beef, pepperoni and olives
34. Favorite Flower?
- Sunflower
35. Favorite ice cream? .
- Keso :) or Strawberry
36.Favorite fast food restaurant?
- Shakeys and McDo
37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
- I haven't taken any yet.
38. From whom did you get your last email?
- Facebook :)
39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
- Guess, Chanel, LV aaaaaand Forever 21
40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
- Nope
41. Like your job?
- I don't have a job.
42. Broccoli?
- Will do.
43. What was your favorite vacation?
- Boracay `07 :)
44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
- Relatives.
45. What are you listening to right now?
- The sound of TV :)
46. What is your favorite color?
- Purple
47. How many tattoos do you have?.
- None
48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
-
49. What time did you finish this quiz?
50. Coffee drinker?
- Yes
Labels: Family, Nice, Tag
Love, Zaira ♥
The Best Trips are Free
I'll be doing a series of posts because my mind's so random I can't mix it up with one title :)
I'll start with this one, our Summer outings.
First Trip; Last week we went to Batangas where my mom was invited to a Fiesta. It was a spur of the moment decision because no definite plan was held before that day, My mom just told us to ready our things if ever the plan would be pushed through. It was supposed to be overnight, we would attend to the fiesta first then proceed to the beach for a night swimming.
Honestly, I was annoyed and Irritated with the trip. It was full of `WAITING`. haha, we were supposed to depart at 7 am but unfortunately we went off almost 10 am. Kasi yung pupuntahan namin anak ng friend ng mom ko, so yung friend ng mom ko yung magtuturo ng daan and blah blah and we were so pissed already dahil prepared na kaming lahat tapos siya wala pa. Tapos no definite plan pa >.<>
We arrived at almost 3pm. so Imagine the heat! Tapos nagover heat pa yung sasakyan namin when we're at Tagaytay so we have to wait for the Mekaniko to fix the problem. Ang init init nun and we were already hungry >.<>
There's this big bangka far the shore that would carry visitors and tour around as their tradition. The experience was awesome even it's creepy at first because we have to ride a small bangka first that will bring us to the big bangka. I don't have pictures because Mamang bangkero said it's dangerous to bring gadgets it might get wet ;D It was creepy at first, It's like a ride on some amusement park because the waves were big ;D
When we reached the big bangka, it was awesome! The view was great, the air was fresh and it feels like flying, kasi may mga upuan dun sa bandang taas ng bangka. Basta, It's really hard to explain. :)) It's just so sad we we're not able to take pictures :))
After the boat experience we're already wet, because the small baot is so creepy. Yung bangka na ginagamit ng mga mangigisda (: so It's really inevitable for us not to get wet. After that we were told to wait for sometime kasi inaayos pa yung pupuntahan namin, so dahil fiesta, the place was oozing with food, specifically seafoods. I'm just unlucky to be allergic of shrimps. aww.
We had another waiting sessions. ANG TAGAL! I was feeling itchy already because of sea water and I wanted to take a bath already. Ang tagal namin naghintay. Super dami pa inayos kasi nga hindi pa settled lahat. I thouugh the place would be THAT awesome para naman masulit yung paghihintay namin. I also though that the place would near our current location already but it was NOT! feeling ko ang layo layo pa~ Good thing it's dark already so hindi na mainit.
Super daming bangka :"> and the fish was so mura.
haha, the place was like `buntot` of an island
I woke up a couple of times that night kasi ang ingay din, nagiinuman kasi sila. So when it's about 5am we decided to swim na. I was relieved, maganda naman kasi yung place, kumbaga hindi lang enhanced pero okay lang. Free naman eh ;D The water was awesome, malinaw although the sand is not that clear, typical beach sand. Another good and weird fact was the depth :)) I mean the water was so shallow, the ground was almost flat. :)) We were already far from the shore pero hindi pa rin tumataas yung tubig ((: It was awesome, All I did was float kasi walang waves so it's perfect time. I can't swim because the water was salty, the thing I hate about beaches. Salty water. :)) Ilang beses ko atang tinanong na `Maalat ba dito? sana Hindi` HAHA ((: The feeling was awesome. Swimming at 5am in the morning and waiting for the sunrise while floating.
Alam mo yung feeling na you're laying on the beach, ears covered with water and I can hear my heart beat. Magical feeling. I felt so light that day, parang lahat ng bad spirits sa katawan ko nawala. LOL>.<>
Before we pack our things, we roam around hangang dun sa isang buntot ng beach kasi parang ang ganda, pero malumot so we decided to head back the cottage :) the place was beautiful.
They asked us kung pwedeng ipagpaliban muna yung paguwi our car is tinotopak ;D Tapos yung daan paakyat, so It would be risky. :))
We stayed at their house for a while, BV because there's no TV, no nothing. The only good thing about it was the FOOD! Yes, the food was overflowing. Ang daming mangaaaaaa and APPLE-MANGO too:)) All we do was eat and then eat again.
It was so boring so we think of something to do while waiting. We asked for cards ;D ayun, nilaro namin. It was ugh, a trip full of good and bad things.
It was Super init pa kasi walang aircon, tapos their generator was broken pa, so our means of water was through the poso! :))))) The night before we got home, we had THE BAR APPLE :"> Yeah, haha. It was hot tapos iinom pa. =)) I don't really know where to count that experience. Kung matutuwa ba ako or maiinis sa dinanas namin :D We took a bath over the poso. HAHA =))) Good thing there was this huge batya there. Salitan kami ng brother ko. Pag siya nandun ako magbobomba :"> =))) Sabi nga namin, `kung alam ko lang na pwede to, hindi na sana tayo pumunta sa beach :))))` We also put ice on the batya tapos sabi pa niya `ganito pala feeling sa titaic. HAHAHA
We got home late na, almost 9pm :)) Kasi umalis kami doon hapon na para daw hindi mainit. The trip was annoyingly awesome. :D
Second Trip; .I was talking to Cae last night because It's her birthday today and made a robo.to for her then a friend of my mom arrived and asked if he could borrow our car because his relatives arrived and wants to rent a private pool just until morning :))
My brother and I went ecstatic :)) We jokingly said. `SAMA TAYO` tapos sabi sige sama kayo :)) AYUN, at first nagalinlangan pa kami kasi wala kaming masyadong kialala dun, yung anak lang ng tito namin na kasama din sa Batangas.
It was another awesome trip. We just dropped by 7-11 to bought necessities. Wala ng kain kain because it was rushed ((: Sinabi ng 9 pm tapos nagayos na kami ng gamit then umalis ng 11pm :D We weren't able to watch PBB :( aww. I don't know who's nominated.
The place was Nice. 3 rooms and we got it for just 3k until 6 in the morning. The pool was cool, may Slide :D ((: though wasn't that deep kasi may mga batang kasama :))))) We got home 7 o'clock this morning. :D I haven't uploaded the pictues yet :))))
And kanina lang, My mom told us to wake up early tomorrow because we'll go to Cavite, It's Julian's Birthday and she said IT'S A SWIMMING PARTY =)))) Ang Itim Itim ko na ;D I post something immediately at facebook sayong `THE BEST THINGS ARE FREE.` :))) and really it is. Kahit wala ng plano plano :D
I hope my complexion would get back to normal before school starts. :))
Labels: Family, Personal, summer, trip
Love, Zaira ♥
Sembreak
Sorry, I had to cut my entry because it would be so long :D
Ayun, Sembreak was BITIN but it's kind of FUN.
We went home to Pampanga (my father's province) to visit my lola and my grandfather's grave too.
It was Friday evening when SANTI arrived at our place and he was totally CRAZY, I even though that our trip would be postponed because of the heavy rain and strong wind.
I was spending the night at tumblr and facebook that time because there's no internet connection there, when the rain and wind started to get crazy I decided not to sleep.
It was nearly 2 am in the morning when it started to creep me out. The water is slowly rising and the rain won't stop, My window is nearly crack because of the wind so I decided to wake up my mother and we waited until our sundo arrived.
They arrived nearly 4 am and we waited until Santi calmed down before going and it was about 8 am already.
__________
During the sembreak, I realized something.
I realized na mas malalim masugatan ang mga lalake and it's true that Men are physically stronger but women are emotionally capable.
Sometimes guys just can't let it out because they think with their minds and they often think that crying makes them weak. So we don't have the right to blame boys in general when we get hurt because all is fair in love and war, and sometimes we think na tayo na lang nahihirapan because we don't see them suffer.
Honestly, I grew up mostly with boys because I don't have a sister and my girl cousins and I have huge age gaps and with my father's side, she just too aloof with me, considering there's just two of us.
At the last day of our vacation, I had a convo with my two elder cousins, We are both Panganays and have stubborn brothers too so yeah, we're the ones who understand each other in the family and it's just too sad that we grew old and apart from each other.
We talked about their Ex-es and our Frustrations with our parents, And I've notices that everything seemed to change since our lolo died :(
We seldom have family gatherings, my tito and tita are fighting, my dad went abroad and we are not kids anymore :( I just miss the old days, the days when we would exchange gifts and my lolo would portray as Santa during Christmas and the Fireworks and the sleepless nights and everything :( The pillow pillow fights and hide and seek games :(
I missed being a kid. No problem and No worries and I sympathize my two cousins, they are both not-so-over with a girl who left them for someone else., even if they had tons of girlfriends after that, It's still one girl they want to be with :(. I wonder what could've happen if my lolo is still here, I wonder if my cousin would still get pregnant and commit abortion if he's still here, I wonder if my tito and tita would still fight over non sense things :( There's just too many things that happened since he died of Cancer :(
me and my brother :)
Labels: Family, Personal
Love, Zaira ♥
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Jump High, Love lots coz It's 2011.
I know my posts are already late because I'm catching up for updates in my life :)
Our New Year was awesome, though not that great, it was better than any one else's. No one lost a finger, no one was hurt and everybody happy.
The day before Dec 31 we were so not prepared and just doing the same normal things. Then on the exact day, my ever awesome mom found a way to have something on our table :D I was even surprised that we have Lechon :D Kahit ulo lang, lechon pa din yun :)
We've got the bar which I was supposed to drink with my Kuya but he decided to have beer instead so I was left with the bar. haha :))) We started around 8pm and was a bit tipsy by 10 so I stopped for a while to let the `tama` go down my system because I don't wanna welcome the year asleep :D
Yeah I was red and hyper :DDD lololol.
We didn't have that much paputok and Edrian wasn't also with us because he decided to stay in Pampanga for New Year, so yeah, It's a bit sad. We just had fun watching fireworks because Mom didn't buy any for the sake of practicality. Sayang nga naman ang pera kung pagkatapos ng paputok wala na :D
After Midnight everything was the same again. haha :)) The streets went quiet and I guess they all went inside their homes like us. Unfortunately for me, My tummy ached so much that made me too uncomfortable to sleep :D Blame the Bar and my pulutan. haha, but my mom said hangin daw siguro kasi tawa ako ng tawa. Thank God that I was able to sleep around 4am because the ache subsided, next morning I was back on finishing my projects again because classes resume on Jan 3 :D
Labels: Family, Holiday, Personal
Cheers for a New Year
Today is the last day of 2010 and the last day of this decade. So this is probably my last post, of course. I am deeply sorry for not posting any entry this past few weeks or even months because of some teenage bullshit that occured to me.
I think I've lost my sense of blogging. I got lazy, almost on everything, it's like my mind went to a long pause that everytime an idea comes to my mind, a part of it shuts it down and I end up being `sabaw` :)
I've been through a lot of emotional stress lately that I can't find a way to summarize, really. And I think It's the reason why I can't make a decent post with one thought. Okay, Tama na :D basta masyado akong nasabaw :D
Moving forward, I would tell you about how I spent this christmas.
I would say that this year has been the loneliest and the worst year yet to come because it's been a roller coaster ride. From school to everything I've been through a lot. I've been thinking a lot about what I want for my life, about the decisions I have made and decisions I have to think of.
Christmas this year didn't feel like christmas at all, during Christmas eve I went outside our house and felt nothing, The houses were dull and the ambience was just too lonely and very different from the previous Christmases. I reminisced a lot of memories, of how we spent our christmas the other years, of how different it was. I also thought what would it be like if my dad was here to celebrate with us.
I was almost sad and furious with our overall situation this christmas because my mom was almost broke and I can seriously feel the world crisis everyone is suffering too. Our Noche Buena was just the basics, nothing glamorious unlike our last years and basta, It's too hard to describe how dull it was, but nevertheless we were able to pull it off. My mom told me it's okay at least we're still lucky to have something to eat and to be able to celebrate it with the family. We're still lucky to have food on our table.
After Christmas my dad's package came so viola :)) party party :DD lol, we've got lots of supplies again so It wasn't that sad afterall eh :) The next day we went to Pampanga to visit our lola and my cousins too :D Nanay was still the same and we thank god that she's still here with us, still strong ang kicking :D We stayed there for two days just talking about Nanay's frustration about my Uncles Family and my elder cousin who's taking the wrong decisions in life. So all in all, our family is hanging by a thread since my lolo died :( and my cousing and I were just remiscing how good life was before, how happy we still were when lolo was still here.
ah, good times. :)
Happy New Year Everyone :) I still got a lot of pending entries and I don't want to mix it all up with one entry so see you all next year :)
Labels: Family, Holiday, Personal
Wishes do come true, even in the most unexpected way.
Today was unusually surprising because things happened the way I didn't pictured it to be, though it wasn't that bad, it was actually good but I'm wasn't ready for it. haha :))
My day started out gloomy and a bit dull like the weather because as I said, I wasn't expecting it. I mean, I was expecting a happy greeting and a good morning from the most special person in my life, my mom. But because of yesterday's bad news she was sort of pissed and even forgot to greet me a happy birthday, plus another person I was expecting a greet from didn't :(
But despite my gloomy morning and a very awkward first subject, when English time came, tenteneneneeen :)) Ann reminded our adviser that it's my birthday so hello embarrassment :)) I was called in from of the class and they sang Happy Birthday, then I was surprised when our adviser called a Lorielle, Crystel, Ann and tenen! Jeff to tell a message for me. :D Ayun, I wasn't expecting it, lalo na yung kay Jeff, kasi crush ko sya =))))) tapos nag co-conclude pa yung iba na kami `daw` naku~ :)) how I just wish. haha
So ayun, though it was cute and sweet, I kind of don't like it, kasi parang nabadtrip sya tapos may tendency na lalo siyang mailang :( eh hindi na nga kami kasing close noon. :( kahit gusto ko, mas magandang friends na lang, walang malisya, mas masaya. db? hay. :)))
Then another lucky news is that I'm exempted in Filipino's periodical exam ;D kasi may homework kami na magcompose ng kanta related to our topic and I was pushed during the period to sing my song kasi ng birthday ko daw :D so ayun! Reward pala is exemption. YAY :)
Overall my day was good, I just felt a little weird after lunch. Ang panget kasi ng panahon, I often don't feel well lately :D and the only bad thing is that the person I was expecting to care more doesn't and those whom I don't even expect to remember were the ones to greet me first, akalain mo si Lorielle yung unang sumalubong sa`kin kaninang umaga to hug me and say Happy Birthday? aww, I was actually expecting some of my closest friends, but they seem to forget. Nagulat pa nga sila and said, `ay oo nga pala, birthday ni Zai` >.<>
This day was good, I saw those person who really care, who deserves my trust :) Lalo na yung mga elem friends ko. I miss them, kahit ang dami dami na nagbago, when we talk, it seems that everything just happened yesterdat :)
Labels: birthday, Family, Personal
Oh My God
I was upset and irritated last Thursday and Friday and was literally haggard.
Thursday was the first part of our Nutrition Month celebration and the cook fest. We were bored since morning because teachers and participants were busy for the preparation, we did nothing, lots of free time and tambay mode. After lunch, the SBO officers announced that we should already proceed to the gym because the program will start in a few minutes, so I told Paulo to help me carry the things to the locker then proceed to the gym to save seats, kya lang pagdating naman namin dun bawal pa pumasok. BV. Thursday was a major FAIL! The students were so noisy tapos sobrang nainis pa ako kay Rosabelle, that slut. NAKO! Since campaign tuesday inis na ako sa kanya, She's from 3rd year Rizal and absolutely without breeding. Sobrang plastic niya! I told her along with her classmates to move a bit and occupy the empty spaces for us, my section, to be able to sit on our designated seats, pero sabi ba namin. `tingnan niyo po, hindi na kasya` I mean, she's STUPID! Kasi yung seats parang stairs na style, may 3 steps tapos sila nag tipon tipon dun sa taas, so I told her na mag transfer para magbalance per section. ANG TANGA TALAGA! Super! She's so plastic, her section was so disrespectful, nung campaign namin ang bait bait kunware tapos nung botohan pinunit pa nila yung cartolina namin dahil wala na silang iboboto sa Glee party. Hay. I can say that we're lucky to lose because there are really students who doesn't know the word Respect.
The 1st day of program was major fail. Ang init and it was boring, because we're not allowed to make noise nor watch our representatives for the cook fest, so tunganga lang kami dun. Another thing is we're not allowed to exit the gymnasium, hindi sila nagpapalabas so bawal bumili ng water or whatsoever. BV talaga, tapos kahit tapos na lahat magluto hindi pa rin nagpalabas hangang sa maubos yung time *_*
My brother dear was a participant but unfortunately they didn't win, pati sila Crystel. Aww :) we didn't join kasi kami kami din maglalaban, per year kasi.
Friday was just fine, I wasn't that upset because Lorielle was a bit quiet. hehe :) I was just worried with Jamaica because she's not doing her job seriously! I kept on boosting up her confidence, I kept on telling her na `ako nga nanalo dati, KAYA MO YAN` because she's saying na ang se-sexy daw ng kalaban niya :D That morning was tambay modez ulit :) because I am not a participant so we just played chess inside the classroom and checked some seatworks.
For the Program, IT WAS A BLAST =))) OH MY GOD. I'm currently LSSED on Usher's OMG :))) I was saying OMG with its tune :D so Ayun, it was the 2nd day of the celebration and the contest proper for Idol kong Bibo :) I was supposed to join but I was already a title holder and was busy for the SBO campaign so ayun. Sayang si Jeff pa naman yung kasalai :)) crush ko dn siya. HAHAHAHA
I was like this when they announced Jeff as the Champion. As in :)) sobrang asar ako pagkatapos ng program kasi ang pula pula ko daw :D I was literally melting. HAHAHA :)) I-hug ko pa daw siya and i-congratulate, pero di ko na kaya kasi pawis na pawis ako. haha
I was unbelievably LOUD and CRAZY and LAUGHING and HAPPY that afternoon, sobrang sigaw. haha :)) then the talent portion, wohoooooo! I was laughing and I was snapping, pushing, punching Jenny, my seatmate, HAHAHA :)) true, ganun ako eh, nanghahampas :D sobrang laughtrip and another thing is. PAREHO SILANG NANALO :)) My classmates Jeff and Jamaica, Jamaica for 2nd place and Jeff as the Champion and Best in Talent GRABE :))))) I was tomato red then :D sobrang talon, plus I won 2nd Place for Essay writing contest and placed Top 2 for NAT :)) I honestly didn't expected it kasi I was sabaw during the exam :D I was guessing the answers. Hehe :) si Therese ang first :) She's really smart but not that active in curricular activities, we've been classmates since Grade 2 and she's one of my few dearest friends :)
Look at us. Haggard =DDD This was my only decent pic. haha
Saturday - Yesterday we celebrated my brother's birthday at a private pool in Pansol. The orginal plan was to held it at school but at the last minute, they called and said that the pump was broken. Ayun, my brother was upset with the news kasi nung Friday lang sinabi saka nakakahiya naman sa mga nainvite na niya, so my Dad just looked for an alternative at Pansol, I didn't invite my friends because I wasn't sure of anything and the plan was a bit rush and also some of my brothers classmates were not allowed, but it was fun nonetheless. My grandma and cousins were there and BV pa yung Tita ko and Ramon =)) Basta, It's too complicated to elaborate. HAHA :)) masyado lang nakaka stress and muntik pa magkagulo kahapon :D
Ang dilim :) The resolution made us look more stressed out =)))) HAHA, and yeah, I am only girl, well, long story kung bakit naging ganun :D I remember that I have posted something here about my Family. It's sad how things changed since my lolo passed away :( My dad's going back to Saudi next Friday. Aw :)
This week is another tough week because of this Sabayang Pagbigkas in Preparation for Linggo ng Wika. Ugh, katatapos lang magsisimula na ulit. haha :)
Labels: awards, birthday, Family, Friends, fun
Fed Up
Nagsasawa na ako, may mga times kasi na paulit ulit ulit at ulit na lang. Nagsasawa na ako sa tanong ng tanong ng tanong. Napapagod na ako kasasagot sagot sagot. Hay, bat ba hindi nila gamitin common sense nila? GRABE! Minsan gusto ko dn ng katahimikan. Hay
Badtrip na araw to, elaborate ko na lang kapag di ako tinamad.
Birthday pala kahapon ng brother ko, 13 na siya tapos mas malaki na sa`ken. AJUJUJU =))))
Labels: Family, Personal, school
I'm TAGGED :)
Thanks to
Nice for this :) You are really Nice.
Please read first before you scroll down :)
1. What time did you get up this morning?
- uhm, 2 pm actually :)
2. How do you like your steak?
- burger steak na lang :D
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
- Shrek :)
4. What is your favorite TV show?
- Phineas and Ferb, Spongebob, PBB and Suite Life on Deck
5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
- Europe :) or Paris
6. What did you have for breakfast?
- It's already lunch when I woke up, so none :)
7. What is your favorite cuisine?
- Japanese and Filipino
8. What foods do you dislike?
- Buro :) and Shrimps because I'm allergic
9. Favorite place to eat?
- anywhere with food :D
10. Favorite dressing?
- Ceasar and Mayonnaise
11. What kind of vehicle do you drive?
- uh, BIKE :D
12. What are your favorite clothes?
- Shirt and Jeans :) I'm not really into dresses.
13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
- Moon :P
14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
- A half full, of course.
15. Where would you want to retire?
- Countryside.
16. Favorite time of day?
- 3 to 5 am :)
17. Where were you born?
- Quezon City
18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
- Volleyball
19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
- Yung Inactive, though I hope everyone will tag me back :)
20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
- Idk, yung una sigurong mag o-online
21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
- No one in particular.
22. Birdwatcher?.
- Di ko gets :)
23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- I'm nocturnal :)
24. Do you have any pets?
- Fish, guinea pigs and two dogs.
25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
- uh, Wala naman.
26. What did you want to be when you were little?
- Doctor or a Teacher
27. What is your best childhood memory?
- nung nahulog ako sa Kanal :) and every time I'm free to bathe under the rain :)
28. Are you a cat or dog person?
- Dog
29. Are you married?
- No
30. Always wear your seat belt?
- Nope, I'm uncomfortable with it.
31. Been in a car accident?
- Nope
32. Any pet peeves?
- None
33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
- Pineapple, beef, pepperoni and olives
34. Favorite Flower?
- Sunflower
35. Favorite ice cream? .
- Keso :) or Strawberry
36.Favorite fast food restaurant?
- Shakeys and McDo
37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
- I haven't taken any yet.
38. From whom did you get your last email?
- Facebook :)
39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
- Guess, Chanel, LV aaaaaand Forever 21
40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
- Nope
41. Like your job?
- I don't have a job.
42. Broccoli?
- Will do.
43. What was your favorite vacation?
- Boracay `07 :)
44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
- Relatives.
45. What are you listening to right now?
- The sound of TV :)
46. What is your favorite color?
- Purple
47. How many tattoos do you have?.
- None
48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
-
49. What time did you finish this quiz?
50. Coffee drinker?
- Yes
Labels: Family, Nice, Tag
The Best Trips are Free
I'll be doing a series of posts because my mind's so random I can't mix it up with one title :)
I'll start with this one, our Summer outings.
First Trip; Last week we went to Batangas where my mom was invited to a Fiesta. It was a spur of the moment decision because no definite plan was held before that day, My mom just told us to ready our things if ever the plan would be pushed through. It was supposed to be overnight, we would attend to the fiesta first then proceed to the beach for a night swimming.
Honestly, I was annoyed and Irritated with the trip. It was full of `WAITING`. haha, we were supposed to depart at 7 am but unfortunately we went off almost 10 am. Kasi yung pupuntahan namin anak ng friend ng mom ko, so yung friend ng mom ko yung magtuturo ng daan and blah blah and we were so pissed already dahil prepared na kaming lahat tapos siya wala pa. Tapos no definite plan pa >.<>
We arrived at almost 3pm. so Imagine the heat! Tapos nagover heat pa yung sasakyan namin when we're at Tagaytay so we have to wait for the Mekaniko to fix the problem. Ang init init nun and we were already hungry >.<>
There's this big bangka far the shore that would carry visitors and tour around as their tradition. The experience was awesome even it's creepy at first because we have to ride a small bangka first that will bring us to the big bangka. I don't have pictures because Mamang bangkero said it's dangerous to bring gadgets it might get wet ;D It was creepy at first, It's like a ride on some amusement park because the waves were big ;D
When we reached the big bangka, it was awesome! The view was great, the air was fresh and it feels like flying, kasi may mga upuan dun sa bandang taas ng bangka. Basta, It's really hard to explain. :)) It's just so sad we we're not able to take pictures :))
After the boat experience we're already wet, because the small baot is so creepy. Yung bangka na ginagamit ng mga mangigisda (: so It's really inevitable for us not to get wet. After that we were told to wait for sometime kasi inaayos pa yung pupuntahan namin, so dahil fiesta, the place was oozing with food, specifically seafoods. I'm just unlucky to be allergic of shrimps. aww.
We had another waiting sessions. ANG TAGAL! I was feeling itchy already because of sea water and I wanted to take a bath already. Ang tagal namin naghintay. Super dami pa inayos kasi nga hindi pa settled lahat. I thouugh the place would be THAT awesome para naman masulit yung paghihintay namin. I also though that the place would near our current location already but it was NOT! feeling ko ang layo layo pa~ Good thing it's dark already so hindi na mainit.
Super daming bangka :"> and the fish was so mura.
haha, the place was like `buntot` of an island
I woke up a couple of times that night kasi ang ingay din, nagiinuman kasi sila. So when it's about 5am we decided to swim na. I was relieved, maganda naman kasi yung place, kumbaga hindi lang enhanced pero okay lang. Free naman eh ;D The water was awesome, malinaw although the sand is not that clear, typical beach sand. Another good and weird fact was the depth :)) I mean the water was so shallow, the ground was almost flat. :)) We were already far from the shore pero hindi pa rin tumataas yung tubig ((: It was awesome, All I did was float kasi walang waves so it's perfect time. I can't swim because the water was salty, the thing I hate about beaches. Salty water. :)) Ilang beses ko atang tinanong na `Maalat ba dito? sana Hindi` HAHA ((: The feeling was awesome. Swimming at 5am in the morning and waiting for the sunrise while floating.
Alam mo yung feeling na you're laying on the beach, ears covered with water and I can hear my heart beat. Magical feeling. I felt so light that day, parang lahat ng bad spirits sa katawan ko nawala. LOL>.<>
Before we pack our things, we roam around hangang dun sa isang buntot ng beach kasi parang ang ganda, pero malumot so we decided to head back the cottage :) the place was beautiful.
They asked us kung pwedeng ipagpaliban muna yung paguwi our car is tinotopak ;D Tapos yung daan paakyat, so It would be risky. :))
We stayed at their house for a while, BV because there's no TV, no nothing. The only good thing about it was the FOOD! Yes, the food was overflowing. Ang daming mangaaaaaa and APPLE-MANGO too:)) All we do was eat and then eat again.
It was so boring so we think of something to do while waiting. We asked for cards ;D ayun, nilaro namin. It was ugh, a trip full of good and bad things.
It was Super init pa kasi walang aircon, tapos their generator was broken pa, so our means of water was through the poso! :))))) The night before we got home, we had THE BAR APPLE :"> Yeah, haha. It was hot tapos iinom pa. =)) I don't really know where to count that experience. Kung matutuwa ba ako or maiinis sa dinanas namin :D We took a bath over the poso. HAHA =))) Good thing there was this huge batya there. Salitan kami ng brother ko. Pag siya nandun ako magbobomba :"> =))) Sabi nga namin, `kung alam ko lang na pwede to, hindi na sana tayo pumunta sa beach :))))` We also put ice on the batya tapos sabi pa niya `ganito pala feeling sa titaic. HAHAHA
We got home late na, almost 9pm :)) Kasi umalis kami doon hapon na para daw hindi mainit. The trip was annoyingly awesome. :D
Second Trip; .I was talking to Cae last night because It's her birthday today and made a robo.to for her then a friend of my mom arrived and asked if he could borrow our car because his relatives arrived and wants to rent a private pool just until morning :))
My brother and I went ecstatic :)) We jokingly said. `SAMA TAYO` tapos sabi sige sama kayo :)) AYUN, at first nagalinlangan pa kami kasi wala kaming masyadong kialala dun, yung anak lang ng tito namin na kasama din sa Batangas.
It was another awesome trip. We just dropped by 7-11 to bought necessities. Wala ng kain kain because it was rushed ((: Sinabi ng 9 pm tapos nagayos na kami ng gamit then umalis ng 11pm :D We weren't able to watch PBB :( aww. I don't know who's nominated.
The place was Nice. 3 rooms and we got it for just 3k until 6 in the morning. The pool was cool, may Slide :D ((: though wasn't that deep kasi may mga batang kasama :))))) We got home 7 o'clock this morning. :D I haven't uploaded the pictues yet :))))
And kanina lang, My mom told us to wake up early tomorrow because we'll go to Cavite, It's Julian's Birthday and she said IT'S A SWIMMING PARTY =)))) Ang Itim Itim ko na ;D I post something immediately at facebook sayong `THE BEST THINGS ARE FREE.` :))) and really it is. Kahit wala ng plano plano :D
I hope my complexion would get back to normal before school starts. :))
Labels: Family, Personal, summer, trip
Sembreak
Sorry, I had to cut my entry because it would be so long :D
Ayun, Sembreak was BITIN but it's kind of FUN.
We went home to Pampanga (my father's province) to visit my lola and my grandfather's grave too.
It was Friday evening when SANTI arrived at our place and he was totally CRAZY, I even though that our trip would be postponed because of the heavy rain and strong wind.
I was spending the night at tumblr and facebook that time because there's no internet connection there, when the rain and wind started to get crazy I decided not to sleep.
It was nearly 2 am in the morning when it started to creep me out. The water is slowly rising and the rain won't stop, My window is nearly crack because of the wind so I decided to wake up my mother and we waited until our sundo arrived.
They arrived nearly 4 am and we waited until Santi calmed down before going and it was about 8 am already.
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During the sembreak, I realized something.
I realized na mas malalim masugatan ang mga lalake and it's true that Men are physically stronger but women are emotionally capable.
Sometimes guys just can't let it out because they think with their minds and they often think that crying makes them weak. So we don't have the right to blame boys in general when we get hurt because all is fair in love and war, and sometimes we think na tayo na lang nahihirapan because we don't see them suffer.
Honestly, I grew up mostly with boys because I don't have a sister and my girl cousins and I have huge age gaps and with my father's side, she just too aloof with me, considering there's just two of us.
At the last day of our vacation, I had a convo with my two elder cousins, We are both Panganays and have stubborn brothers too so yeah, we're the ones who understand each other in the family and it's just too sad that we grew old and apart from each other.
We talked about their Ex-es and our Frustrations with our parents, And I've notices that everything seemed to change since our lolo died :(
We seldom have family gatherings, my tito and tita are fighting, my dad went abroad and we are not kids anymore :( I just miss the old days, the days when we would exchange gifts and my lolo would portray as Santa during Christmas and the Fireworks and the sleepless nights and everything :( The pillow pillow fights and hide and seek games :(
I missed being a kid. No problem and No worries and I sympathize my two cousins, they are both not-so-over with a girl who left them for someone else., even if they had tons of girlfriends after that, It's still one girl they want to be with :(. I wonder what could've happen if my lolo is still here, I wonder if my cousin would still get pregnant and commit abortion if he's still here, I wonder if my tito and tita would still fight over non sense things :( There's just too many things that happened since he died of Cancer :(
me and my brother :)
Labels: Family, Personal
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Yeah I was red and hyper :DDD lololol.
Ang dilim :) The resolution made us look more stressed out =)))) HAHA, and yeah, I am only girl, well, long story kung bakit naging ganun :D I remember that I have posted something here about my Family. It's sad how things changed since my lolo passed away :( My dad's going back to Saudi next Friday. Aw :)
Prince Charming. Haha
