I'm happy because I did well, all of us. I don't regret anything because I've seen the people who are true to me. I felt so AWESOME during last week kahit na sobrang haggard.

Right now I can say that I am genuinely happy and fulfilled, parang wala na kong mahihiling pa :D So moving on, this day was also awesome. We had our Quizz on Chem, Seating arrangement and it was kinda awful :) I was feeling annoyed and suffocated this morning not because of the results but because of Lorielle. GRABE >_> ANG INGAY NIYA, and she keeps on boasting about their Victory, as if naman may care ako di ba? :) and She stares at Jelsie in a bad way kasi baka daw nadaya sila or nag aalburoto siya dahil konting votes lang nakuha niya sa klase. THE EFF :))) She wants more? hahaha. We were so irritated of her until it was time for the seating arrangement kasi at last, nahiwalay na siya sa mga kauri niya :D nagwatak watak sila :) My place remained as is but my seatmate, Angel, was transferred behind me so my current seatmate is Jeric :) AYUN, everything's fine, I just don't like the new formation of the seats which is 3 by 4 by 3 na dating 4 by 4, para kasing sumikip at uminit.

First time ko din makakuha ng score na 1/30 sa QUIZZ =))) yeaaaaaah. It's hilarious! It was a super duper surprise quizz so ayun, walang pumasa, nabansagan pa kaming TAMAD. haha :)) dumaan daw kasi ang Weekends ng hindi man lang namin nabasa yun, nakanang naman di ba? :)) tama nga naman, dumaan lang talaga ang weekend. :) Hindi ko nga nafeel. :)

So ayun ulit, We had the Poster Making for T.L.E this afternoon and I AM REALLY REALLY NOT GOOD AT DRAWING :D I sweaaaaar! wala akong talent jan, even sa singing or dancing except pag napilit. haha sa friday na kasi nutrition day namin and I was supposed to be a contestant for Idol kong Bibo but I ran for SBO so I gave that up. I was also planned to be the President for Peers Counsilors Club but I gave way for the SBO and I honestly don't regret anything! Boyfriend na lang talaga kulang ngayon, PERO YUNG HINDI BASTA BASTA :D

Jam, Ann and Angel was with me later this afternoon to prepare Jam for Friday but we end up talking and talking and talking. HAHA :) Ayun, same things, They accidentally opened my Facebook and saw Ex's relationship request. LOL :)

Eh kasi we were talking about our crushes, we were defining every guy in our classroom :D laughtrip, basta it was so random but I enjoyed it. I opened something personal about them, sabi ko kasi gusto ko magkaboyfriend ulit before HS ends but I want it special, ayoko nung try lang. I explained that it's really different, I have suitors, pero walang spark! I have crushes, but they're not boyfriend figures. We talked about guys appropriate for us. Ayun :) ang hirap kasing i-explain dito. I have shared a part of me that's kept all along, I have shared something na kay Lorielle at sa mga bilang na tao ko lang nasabi.

This day was awesome, even I got a score of 1! LOL :)

Last Monday, Angel, Me, Ann and Jamaica went to Crossing to buy the give aways. Kasi yung unang plan Fan yung ipamimigay namin sa meeting de Avanze kasi ngayon lang dapat kami pupunta ng divisoria kaya lang napagisip isip namin na masyadong magastos saka hindi lahat makakatangap so alam na yung iisipin ng Students.

Saka mejo nahihiya pa dn ako sa mga ka-partylist ko kasi ako yung president so I should shoulder majority of the works kaya ayun, after namin mag meeting nung Monday kami na yung pumunta sa crossing. Yung give aways pala namin is yung telephone wire.

Inisip kasi namin na nasa uso siya tapos 4 colors naman yung nirerepresent namin, Saka it symbolizes us. We're flexible and convenient as leaders, we can be their friends, their advisers and as well as leaders at saka hindi kami nababali :) LOL, joyful pa yung colors.

So we first entered the 1st year students, para GV daw sa umaga kasi first year mababait pa saka hindi kami mababastos dun and there would be much interaction between. Nung una tinatanong ko muna silang lahat ng `Okay ka lang ba?` `Kinakabahan ka? Ayos lang yan` kasi I want them to feel at ease before we start the campaign para hindi magmukang ako lang yung prepared di ba, saka I'm also concern sa nararamdaman nila lalo na kapag hindi maganda.

The interaction between the first year students was AWESOME :) mejo friends friends na nga kami, Our goal for this year is to break the ice between leaders and followers, our goal is to make them feel comfortable for giving suggestions and opinions for us. We want to emphasize that Leaders are also followers too and we can relate to them.

Sa simula ng campaign papakilala muna syempre, yung tono ko is `I'm Z to the A to the I,R,A. Then uulitin ko tapos sila naman :) so ayun, parang recitation na rin and nagpaparticipate naman sila. We want the campaign to be less boring so may mga batuhan ng jokes :)

Natapos kami sa 6 na first year around 9:00 so 15 minutes pahinga muna kami then sinunod na namin yung section ko kasi yung sa second year may mga teachers na maabala kami, nkakahiya naman kung dodoble kami ng pasok sa kanila. hehe :) Dun sa section ko syempre ina-at ease ko muna yung mga kapartylist ko tapos hindi na rin sila gaanong ilang dahil sa nakita naming pag tanggap ng mga first year :) Ayun, si Lorielle may tanong =)) ang tanong niya in english pa ha, sabi niya `If you were a part of SBO last year at walang nagawa, how can you make sure that you can fulfill your platforms` and sagot ko naman `Yes, but I WAS JUST A PART last year but now I am the ONE leading it` may emphasis talaga yung WAS A PART. haha :) then ayun, mahaba yung sagot ko eh. Basag naman siya, tapos may tanong din na `Ano sa tingin niyo ang lamang niyo sa kabilang partido` which is natanong din sa kanila, ang sagot ko naman `Because we are not afraid to make mistakes and accept corrections, because we believe that it what makes us an effecient leader. I can say that it's an advantage that we are not PERFECT because perfection has no place for improvement. Oha pang Ms. Universe. LOL =))

Pagdating namin sa 2nd year it went smoothly :) kasi yung mga 2nd year sa kabila wala namang issues samin :) so ayun. Masaya ulit. haha =)) Before lunch dumerecho muna kami sa 3rd year C at dun kami mejo nabastos. Sabi kasi namin na they can approach us anytime dahil hindi naman kami mga Suplada at Suplado tapos may mga nag Weeeeeh, so si Ate Faith, my secretary, siya na lang yung sumagot. Nakakabastos lang kasi they keep on murmuring on each other habang nagsasalita kami, parang nagiisip sila ng tanong na hindi namin masasagot =)) Sorry na lang sila. HAHA :) Nakakabastos lang yung mga babaeng kala mo kung sino wala namang K :)

LUNCHTIME was great! Tatlo kaming sabay sabay nag lunch kasi hinintay pa namin matapos yung teacher sa classroom namin bago pumasok. Habang papasok kami sa canteen may mga nakasign na Glee tapos tinatawag kaming `Go ate Glee` ng mga first year :) LOL, ang sarap sarap sarap nun sa feeling, nakakawala ng pagod :) kaya to the tenga yung smile ko nun. Tapos may isang student akong nadaanan na nakasmile saken so nag Hi ako :) LOL talaga, sabay tanong naman ni Erispe ng `Kilala mo yun`?. So sagot ko hindi, haha, nag hi lang ako dun sa bata, basta masaya :"> Crush ko pa yun. hahahahaha

Nung tapos na kami kumain tapos pabalik na, yung mga nakakasalubong naming 1st year students nag sisign ng Glee tapos nagsasabi ng `Gleeks kami` :) ang super super heart warming. Feeling ko pwede na kong matalo. So nung magkakasama na kami kwentuhan muna, laughtrip =))) pinagtatawanan namin yung bloopers every classroom, may nakanganga daw kasi habang nagsasalita kami =))) LULZ talaga. Iniiwasan na kasi naming isipin yung mga nambabastos, tulad nung isang bond paper na dinikit namin sa classroom, nakuha nila Joy na may nakasulat na kabalikat =)) tapos mag nagsabi din na yung mga kapartylist ko daw walang alam at sarili ko lang iniisip ko. :) Sabi ko sa kanila Hayaan niyo na lang yun. Wag kayong magpaapekto kasi may mga ganung tao talaga, kaya ayun :) Tawanan na lang kami hangang dumating sila Ate Faith.

After Lunch may 7 na classrooms pa kaming papasukan, 19 kasi lahat lahat. so yung 7 na yun kailangan nming pagkasyahin sa 2 and a half hours eh malas dahil lunch karamihan ng papasukan namin, so bandang 1 na kami nakasimula. Nagsimula kami sa 4-a kung saan yung kalaban ko na pres. Ang tagal namin dun kasi ang dami niyang tanong, nag sunod sunod pa :) pero lahat naman nasagot ko :) sabi nga ng Vice ko na taga dun din sa classroom na yun parang Hot na Hot daw siya magtanong saken =) so Ayun, successful naman kaya lang nagmadali na kami pagdating sa iba, tapos na-short pa yung giveaways namin :)

Ayun, all in all masakit ang paa naming lahat :) tapos after nun hindi pa ako umuwi kasi nagbalot ng ballot boxes, pero yung mga kapartylist ko hindi ko na nirequire mag stay kasi alam kong pagod na sila. It was fun :) majority naman maganda yung naging result. Siguro 3-4 sections lang kami alangan :)

Off Topic;

Last Saturday we went to Canlubang to visit Gillian saka para icelebrate na din yung Birthday niya, Hindi na kasi namin siya classmates :( It was FUN, 14 kaming lahat so Isang JEEP. LOLZ talaga :) ang ingay namin sa Jeep tapos katabi ko pa si Crush, super super super kilig. hahahaha :) Kasama rin namin si Ranniell na lumipat na ng school :( Bumili na rin kami ng silver bracelet as a gift to Jayvee, sayang hindi siya nakasama. So yun nga :) nag status ako sa FB na I've lost one but gained many :) Sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko na hindi siya deserving para iyakan ko dahil hindi niya ko kayang irespeti bilang kaibigan :)

I ran because of my friend's support and encouragement, pero 1 special person yung talagang inasahan ko. I cried last Thursday because of her. Sabi niya kasi saken `Zaira tumakbo ka tapos kunin mo ko sa partylist mo para hindi na tayo magkalaban` so I held on to her word. Inasahan ko yun kasi sa kanya nanggaling, I ran because I was confident she'll stand by my side tapos nung balikan ko sya, bigla ko nalaman na nakuha na siya sa kabila.

My heart broke, feeling ko lobo akong pinalobo tapos biglang pinutok. Right that moment hindi ko na napigil yung iyak ko, I was already feeling helpless dahil ang lakas na ng kalaban and no one seems to like me or running with me. I mean it was a shock for me, nanginginig pa nga ako habang humahanap ng pwedeng ka-partlylist. Of course inuna ko yung lower years kasi confident na ko sa mga kaibigan ko, confident na ko na tatakbo siya with me, tapos biglang BOOM :( Ang sakit sakit nun. I was not myself last friday, kaya na delay yung meeting namin, nakalimutan ko pa ngang magbayad dun sa tricycle driver sa kakaiyak. Hay. Iyak tawa ako nun with my friends habang naguusap tapos paguwi ko sa bahay ayun. Haaay.

Kahit nag sorry siya masakit eh, akala ko nga ok na nung araw na yun pero pagpasok ko sa classroom kahapon :(( eto na si parinig. Haaaay. I can't understand why I was to blame even though I was the one hurt. I mean lumalabas na ako pa yung masama dun sa group of friends niya, Can't she just cut it out? Masakit pa saken yun paparinig pa sya! Haaay. If it was a different situation, if she didn't marked her words and promised, It wouldn't hurt this bad.

The issue would have been through, I would just let it go and move on, madali lang yun kung hindi niya ipapamuka at ipapamuka na ako ang masama. Kanina nag gm pa sya ng Goodluck daw samen, I mean, yeah the objective was good but it was damn insulting.

Sana man lang kahit hindi bilang kaibigan, bilang tao na lang irespeto niya ako at tigilan yung pagsasabi ng kung ano ano, wala na nga akong ginagawa eh. Nilululon ko na lang yung mga insulto niya, hindi sana masakit eh, kung hindi ko sya kaibigan :(

As expected, I'm running for SBO, and not just a position, BUT THE TOP POSITION :( It has been both overwhelming and emotional for me.

I've already said on my previous blog that if possible, I wouldn't want to run, pwede siguro kung lower positions but being a President isn't a joke. I mean okay, kaya ko kung sa kaya but it's not where everything counts, most of all I'm not that popular, I'm still a junior tapos kalaban ko Senior, tapos matagal na siya dun sa school. I mean WTF =))))))))) I can see the results already. haay.

I won't elaborate anymore. I'm both happy and sad for today. I'm not afraid to lose, I'm afraid to hurt those people who trusts me so much to put me in this position :(

Next friday would be the election so It would be busy days for me starting tomorrow.

Please pray for me :( or talk and give me advice right this time. I really need a helping hand. Thank you fellow bloggers.

I'm happy because I did well, all of us. I don't regret anything because I've seen the people who are true to me. I felt so AWESOME during last week kahit na sobrang haggard.

Right now I can say that I am genuinely happy and fulfilled, parang wala na kong mahihiling pa :D So moving on, this day was also awesome. We had our Quizz on Chem, Seating arrangement and it was kinda awful :) I was feeling annoyed and suffocated this morning not because of the results but because of Lorielle. GRABE >_> ANG INGAY NIYA, and she keeps on boasting about their Victory, as if naman may care ako di ba? :) and She stares at Jelsie in a bad way kasi baka daw nadaya sila or nag aalburoto siya dahil konting votes lang nakuha niya sa klase. THE EFF :))) She wants more? hahaha. We were so irritated of her until it was time for the seating arrangement kasi at last, nahiwalay na siya sa mga kauri niya :D nagwatak watak sila :) My place remained as is but my seatmate, Angel, was transferred behind me so my current seatmate is Jeric :) AYUN, everything's fine, I just don't like the new formation of the seats which is 3 by 4 by 3 na dating 4 by 4, para kasing sumikip at uminit.

First time ko din makakuha ng score na 1/30 sa QUIZZ =))) yeaaaaaah. It's hilarious! It was a super duper surprise quizz so ayun, walang pumasa, nabansagan pa kaming TAMAD. haha :)) dumaan daw kasi ang Weekends ng hindi man lang namin nabasa yun, nakanang naman di ba? :)) tama nga naman, dumaan lang talaga ang weekend. :) Hindi ko nga nafeel. :)

So ayun ulit, We had the Poster Making for T.L.E this afternoon and I AM REALLY REALLY NOT GOOD AT DRAWING :D I sweaaaaar! wala akong talent jan, even sa singing or dancing except pag napilit. haha sa friday na kasi nutrition day namin and I was supposed to be a contestant for Idol kong Bibo but I ran for SBO so I gave that up. I was also planned to be the President for Peers Counsilors Club but I gave way for the SBO and I honestly don't regret anything! Boyfriend na lang talaga kulang ngayon, PERO YUNG HINDI BASTA BASTA :D

Jam, Ann and Angel was with me later this afternoon to prepare Jam for Friday but we end up talking and talking and talking. HAHA :) Ayun, same things, They accidentally opened my Facebook and saw Ex's relationship request. LOL :)

Eh kasi we were talking about our crushes, we were defining every guy in our classroom :D laughtrip, basta it was so random but I enjoyed it. I opened something personal about them, sabi ko kasi gusto ko magkaboyfriend ulit before HS ends but I want it special, ayoko nung try lang. I explained that it's really different, I have suitors, pero walang spark! I have crushes, but they're not boyfriend figures. We talked about guys appropriate for us. Ayun :) ang hirap kasing i-explain dito. I have shared a part of me that's kept all along, I have shared something na kay Lorielle at sa mga bilang na tao ko lang nasabi.

This day was awesome, even I got a score of 1! LOL :)

Last Monday, Angel, Me, Ann and Jamaica went to Crossing to buy the give aways. Kasi yung unang plan Fan yung ipamimigay namin sa meeting de Avanze kasi ngayon lang dapat kami pupunta ng divisoria kaya lang napagisip isip namin na masyadong magastos saka hindi lahat makakatangap so alam na yung iisipin ng Students.

Saka mejo nahihiya pa dn ako sa mga ka-partylist ko kasi ako yung president so I should shoulder majority of the works kaya ayun, after namin mag meeting nung Monday kami na yung pumunta sa crossing. Yung give aways pala namin is yung telephone wire.

Inisip kasi namin na nasa uso siya tapos 4 colors naman yung nirerepresent namin, Saka it symbolizes us. We're flexible and convenient as leaders, we can be their friends, their advisers and as well as leaders at saka hindi kami nababali :) LOL, joyful pa yung colors.

So we first entered the 1st year students, para GV daw sa umaga kasi first year mababait pa saka hindi kami mababastos dun and there would be much interaction between. Nung una tinatanong ko muna silang lahat ng `Okay ka lang ba?` `Kinakabahan ka? Ayos lang yan` kasi I want them to feel at ease before we start the campaign para hindi magmukang ako lang yung prepared di ba, saka I'm also concern sa nararamdaman nila lalo na kapag hindi maganda.

The interaction between the first year students was AWESOME :) mejo friends friends na nga kami, Our goal for this year is to break the ice between leaders and followers, our goal is to make them feel comfortable for giving suggestions and opinions for us. We want to emphasize that Leaders are also followers too and we can relate to them.

Sa simula ng campaign papakilala muna syempre, yung tono ko is `I'm Z to the A to the I,R,A. Then uulitin ko tapos sila naman :) so ayun, parang recitation na rin and nagpaparticipate naman sila. We want the campaign to be less boring so may mga batuhan ng jokes :)

Natapos kami sa 6 na first year around 9:00 so 15 minutes pahinga muna kami then sinunod na namin yung section ko kasi yung sa second year may mga teachers na maabala kami, nkakahiya naman kung dodoble kami ng pasok sa kanila. hehe :) Dun sa section ko syempre ina-at ease ko muna yung mga kapartylist ko tapos hindi na rin sila gaanong ilang dahil sa nakita naming pag tanggap ng mga first year :) Ayun, si Lorielle may tanong =)) ang tanong niya in english pa ha, sabi niya `If you were a part of SBO last year at walang nagawa, how can you make sure that you can fulfill your platforms` and sagot ko naman `Yes, but I WAS JUST A PART last year but now I am the ONE leading it` may emphasis talaga yung WAS A PART. haha :) then ayun, mahaba yung sagot ko eh. Basag naman siya, tapos may tanong din na `Ano sa tingin niyo ang lamang niyo sa kabilang partido` which is natanong din sa kanila, ang sagot ko naman `Because we are not afraid to make mistakes and accept corrections, because we believe that it what makes us an effecient leader. I can say that it's an advantage that we are not PERFECT because perfection has no place for improvement. Oha pang Ms. Universe. LOL =))

Pagdating namin sa 2nd year it went smoothly :) kasi yung mga 2nd year sa kabila wala namang issues samin :) so ayun. Masaya ulit. haha =)) Before lunch dumerecho muna kami sa 3rd year C at dun kami mejo nabastos. Sabi kasi namin na they can approach us anytime dahil hindi naman kami mga Suplada at Suplado tapos may mga nag Weeeeeh, so si Ate Faith, my secretary, siya na lang yung sumagot. Nakakabastos lang kasi they keep on murmuring on each other habang nagsasalita kami, parang nagiisip sila ng tanong na hindi namin masasagot =)) Sorry na lang sila. HAHA :) Nakakabastos lang yung mga babaeng kala mo kung sino wala namang K :)

LUNCHTIME was great! Tatlo kaming sabay sabay nag lunch kasi hinintay pa namin matapos yung teacher sa classroom namin bago pumasok. Habang papasok kami sa canteen may mga nakasign na Glee tapos tinatawag kaming `Go ate Glee` ng mga first year :) LOL, ang sarap sarap sarap nun sa feeling, nakakawala ng pagod :) kaya to the tenga yung smile ko nun. Tapos may isang student akong nadaanan na nakasmile saken so nag Hi ako :) LOL talaga, sabay tanong naman ni Erispe ng `Kilala mo yun`?. So sagot ko hindi, haha, nag hi lang ako dun sa bata, basta masaya :"> Crush ko pa yun. hahahahaha

Nung tapos na kami kumain tapos pabalik na, yung mga nakakasalubong naming 1st year students nag sisign ng Glee tapos nagsasabi ng `Gleeks kami` :) ang super super heart warming. Feeling ko pwede na kong matalo. So nung magkakasama na kami kwentuhan muna, laughtrip =))) pinagtatawanan namin yung bloopers every classroom, may nakanganga daw kasi habang nagsasalita kami =))) LULZ talaga. Iniiwasan na kasi naming isipin yung mga nambabastos, tulad nung isang bond paper na dinikit namin sa classroom, nakuha nila Joy na may nakasulat na kabalikat =)) tapos mag nagsabi din na yung mga kapartylist ko daw walang alam at sarili ko lang iniisip ko. :) Sabi ko sa kanila Hayaan niyo na lang yun. Wag kayong magpaapekto kasi may mga ganung tao talaga, kaya ayun :) Tawanan na lang kami hangang dumating sila Ate Faith.

After Lunch may 7 na classrooms pa kaming papasukan, 19 kasi lahat lahat. so yung 7 na yun kailangan nming pagkasyahin sa 2 and a half hours eh malas dahil lunch karamihan ng papasukan namin, so bandang 1 na kami nakasimula. Nagsimula kami sa 4-a kung saan yung kalaban ko na pres. Ang tagal namin dun kasi ang dami niyang tanong, nag sunod sunod pa :) pero lahat naman nasagot ko :) sabi nga ng Vice ko na taga dun din sa classroom na yun parang Hot na Hot daw siya magtanong saken =) so Ayun, successful naman kaya lang nagmadali na kami pagdating sa iba, tapos na-short pa yung giveaways namin :)

Ayun, all in all masakit ang paa naming lahat :) tapos after nun hindi pa ako umuwi kasi nagbalot ng ballot boxes, pero yung mga kapartylist ko hindi ko na nirequire mag stay kasi alam kong pagod na sila. It was fun :) majority naman maganda yung naging result. Siguro 3-4 sections lang kami alangan :)

Off Topic;

Last Saturday we went to Canlubang to visit Gillian saka para icelebrate na din yung Birthday niya, Hindi na kasi namin siya classmates :( It was FUN, 14 kaming lahat so Isang JEEP. LOLZ talaga :) ang ingay namin sa Jeep tapos katabi ko pa si Crush, super super super kilig. hahahaha :) Kasama rin namin si Ranniell na lumipat na ng school :( Bumili na rin kami ng silver bracelet as a gift to Jayvee, sayang hindi siya nakasama. So yun nga :) nag status ako sa FB na I've lost one but gained many :) Sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko na hindi siya deserving para iyakan ko dahil hindi niya ko kayang irespeti bilang kaibigan :)

I ran because of my friend's support and encouragement, pero 1 special person yung talagang inasahan ko. I cried last Thursday because of her. Sabi niya kasi saken `Zaira tumakbo ka tapos kunin mo ko sa partylist mo para hindi na tayo magkalaban` so I held on to her word. Inasahan ko yun kasi sa kanya nanggaling, I ran because I was confident she'll stand by my side tapos nung balikan ko sya, bigla ko nalaman na nakuha na siya sa kabila.

My heart broke, feeling ko lobo akong pinalobo tapos biglang pinutok. Right that moment hindi ko na napigil yung iyak ko, I was already feeling helpless dahil ang lakas na ng kalaban and no one seems to like me or running with me. I mean it was a shock for me, nanginginig pa nga ako habang humahanap ng pwedeng ka-partlylist. Of course inuna ko yung lower years kasi confident na ko sa mga kaibigan ko, confident na ko na tatakbo siya with me, tapos biglang BOOM :( Ang sakit sakit nun. I was not myself last friday, kaya na delay yung meeting namin, nakalimutan ko pa ngang magbayad dun sa tricycle driver sa kakaiyak. Hay. Iyak tawa ako nun with my friends habang naguusap tapos paguwi ko sa bahay ayun. Haaay.

Kahit nag sorry siya masakit eh, akala ko nga ok na nung araw na yun pero pagpasok ko sa classroom kahapon :(( eto na si parinig. Haaaay. I can't understand why I was to blame even though I was the one hurt. I mean lumalabas na ako pa yung masama dun sa group of friends niya, Can't she just cut it out? Masakit pa saken yun paparinig pa sya! Haaay. If it was a different situation, if she didn't marked her words and promised, It wouldn't hurt this bad.

The issue would have been through, I would just let it go and move on, madali lang yun kung hindi niya ipapamuka at ipapamuka na ako ang masama. Kanina nag gm pa sya ng Goodluck daw samen, I mean, yeah the objective was good but it was damn insulting.

Sana man lang kahit hindi bilang kaibigan, bilang tao na lang irespeto niya ako at tigilan yung pagsasabi ng kung ano ano, wala na nga akong ginagawa eh. Nilululon ko na lang yung mga insulto niya, hindi sana masakit eh, kung hindi ko sya kaibigan :(

As expected, I'm running for SBO, and not just a position, BUT THE TOP POSITION :( It has been both overwhelming and emotional for me.

I've already said on my previous blog that if possible, I wouldn't want to run, pwede siguro kung lower positions but being a President isn't a joke. I mean okay, kaya ko kung sa kaya but it's not where everything counts, most of all I'm not that popular, I'm still a junior tapos kalaban ko Senior, tapos matagal na siya dun sa school. I mean WTF =))))))))) I can see the results already. haay.

I won't elaborate anymore. I'm both happy and sad for today. I'm not afraid to lose, I'm afraid to hurt those people who trusts me so much to put me in this position :(

Next friday would be the election so It would be busy days for me starting tomorrow.

Please pray for me :( or talk and give me advice right this time. I really need a helping hand. Thank you fellow bloggers.