Living a Dream ♥

Literary Contest
Saturday, January 30, 2010 ? 4 Watchasay? ?
It had been a very Stressful Week for most of us, and I have so many things to rant about. I'm apologizing in Advance :) Sorry/

  • It's ironic that people never gets SATISFIED. When you gave 99.9 percent of what you have and you saved just 1% for yourself, at kapag dinemand nila yung 1 percent na yun kailangan ibigay mo, dahil kung hindi. MASAMA KA!
It's fvking hilarious! lalo na sa ibang classmates and groupmates ko, they NEVER appreciate anything I DO! :|

Last Friday was our fieldtrip then we had so many deadlines last Monday, and It was also the day that they announced the upcoming literary contest. We were like `WTF! gusto niyo talaga kaming patayin`? then they told us the possible contests which were Impromptu, Declamation, Essay, Poem Making and Speech choir.

The rest was just fine because It's an Individual game and do not requires practices except the speech choir and we only have four days! IMAGINE :o you have to memorize the piece first before you can to practice, ang HIRAP nun. yung sabayan nga namin inabot ng 1 month. 0.o Fortunately, they realized how hard it was so they changed it to Story Telling. I was like, `anong konek?` edi parang yung Story Teller lang yung may silbi kasi LITERARY CONTEST nga and it's ENGLISH WEEK. pero ayun, wala naman kaming magagawa kasi hindi naman kami pwedeng `hindi sumali` dahil mapapahiya ang section namin.

So here comes the STRESS. It's mainly Me, Lorielle and Crystel who manages and organizes everything kasi wala namang pakealam yung iba. They just want everything without even helping.

Day 1: Monday
They gave us the Piece entitled NUTCRACKER AND THE SEVEN MOUSE KING and the number of maximum participants was just 20 and it would be Section VS. Section. We asked them `sino gustong sumali`? konti lang nagtaas ng kamay, siguro mga 15 yun kasi yung iba tinatamad, edi sinulat na ni Crystel lahat, sabi niya `wala na ba talaga? sige, bahala kayo` then after a few subjects, Lorielle spilled the bean, sabi niya `sino pa gusto humabol? may incentive na additional grade to` edi sh|t DUMAMI bigla.
See? most of them are .... UNDESERVING.

Another Conflict was; the number of people who wants to join exceed more than 20, eh yung mga hindi na makakasali `nagtatampo, nagagalit at nagrereklamo` sa amin dahil daw bakit sila ay hindi kasali. kahit anong explain namin na `kasi 20 lang talaga yung maximum` ayun, KAMI pa rin ang masama. :| We figured and figured and figured out how to solve that thing, yung makakapagsimula kami ng practice without conflicts, so we talked to some of them na sa ganito na lang sumali, so yung iba ok na. pero we're still more than 20 :| edi nagusap kaming tatlo na kung pwedeng kami na lang yung mag give way kasi may iba pa naman kaming sinalihan, :| we chose the students qualified to the character pero may nagsabi pa na `kailangan ba maganda para makasali`? NAKAKAINIS, they're so close-minded, makitid ang utak, gusto nila yung gusto nila ang masusunod kahit hindi naman tama, gusto nila sila na nga isasali sila din yung lead role. BWISIT.

That's also the fact that they're throwing at me. `ako din naman daw eh, gusto ko dn naman daw yung KAILANGAN lagi nasusunod` oo nga, nandun na tayo, gusto ko yung plano ko nasusunod, pero ang point ko `HELLO! yung TAMA ko ba NAKASAMA sa kahit kanino sa inyo?` HELLO, hindi ba kayo nakinabang sa mga GUSTO ko?` db? nakakainis, the plans I'm making is not only intended to BENEFIT ME, I sort out so many plans just to fit for everyone! tapos ako MASAMA? tss, ayun, si Lorielle at Dacuyan kinausap na lang yung English Teacher na gawing 25 yung maximum participants, buti na lang pumayag. FIRST CASE SOLVED.

DAY 2: Tuesday, Practice Proper.
No specific time or free time was given to us so we have no choice but to practice after class hours. The intended time was 3:00 - 4:00 pm for practice. Pero bago yun, some of them are already asking me `may practice ba talaga`? yung simpleng tanong na yun nakakainis na eh, kasi naman, determinado sila masyado masali dun si play pero ayaw nila magpractice? WTF db? :(((

DAY 3: Wednesday
Almost nangangalahati na kami ng piece. Para hindi masyadong exhausting, we have 10 minutes break every after 3 scenes, pero nung araw na yun, lumabas sila ng campus para bumili ng pagakain, pero 30 minutes na wala pa sila :||||| BWISIT. so kaming mga naghihintay naiinis na, may isa pa dun nagsabi na `blah blah blah` haay, I was furious that time pero hindi na lang ako umiimik, kasi when I start ranting, I won't stop until you cry. >:| nakakainis, parang gusto ko sabihin na `anong karapatan mo magreklamo kung wala naman pumilit sayong sumali dito? extra ka lang magrereklamo ka pa, hindi ka nabibilad sa araw nagrereklamo ka? wala ka na ngang ginagawa magrereklamo ka? putangina mo umalis ka na kung ganyan lang din gagawin mo` bwisit :| feeling pa importante pa sya.

eto pa mainly nakakainis, nagpapraktice kami and sinasabi ko yung scene, yung gagawin nila and bla bla bla, pero alam mo yun? tatahimik at makikinig na lang ang gagawin nila hindi pa nila magawa, kailangan pa sawayin. BWISIT :|| nakakapagod sumaway ng taong hindi marunong sumunod, rereklamo sila na `ANG INT` eh bakit sila lang ba naiinitan? :((

DAY 4: Thursday
Props making. fail pa nga yung props namin compared sa iba, kasi hindi na kami nag contribute or gumastos dahil madalian yung event, saka ayoko na ng maraming satsat, alam mo naman ang tao pagdating sa pera. tsk tsk, so LAHAT ng props tinapos na then assign ng lahat ng costume na isusuot. Also tinapos na lahat ng pending scenes para konting polishing na lang after. Hindi ako masyado napagod this day kasi ok na, bahala na sila sa buhay nila kung hindi sila susunod :| pero deep inside, gusto ko sila sumbatan lahat. :| na SUNBURN pa nga kami ni Angel eh :|

DAY 5: Contest Proper
Wala ng klase this day kasi super practice na talaga, edi polishing na lang. naka isang practice lang kami that morning dahil ang TAMLAY nila, walang gana bla bla bla, then every scene na matatapos sila umaalis sila, KAYA NAKAKAINIS! kasi magtatawag ka pa ng nawawalang tupa everytime na sila na. nakakainis ulit :| tapos kasali pa ko sa Impromptu pero sa kanila ako nag fofocuse kahit wala silang mga pakealam. I'm just thankful dun sa mga hindi sumali na MAS MARAMI pa natulong, saka kay Gillian, Ann, Lorielle, Angel and Crystel na hindi nagpasaway at super tumulong.

Before the program started napaiyak talaga ako. nakakainis na kasi talaga, we had one LAST practice na namin yun with all the costume and props pero yung mga MALALANDING BABAE make up ang inaatupag, sabi ko naman `3rd to the last tayo, bago tayo mag perform, lusaw na yang make up na yan` saka hello? mga 30 seconds nga lang sila dun eh BWISIT eh, FEELING SILA. tss, hindi na lang ako nagsasalita kahapon dahil ayaw ko na ng away.

Luckily, my performance was good daw, yung Story telling naman ok din, kahit papano nakaraos kami. tapos kanina may REVIEW kami ng NAT tapos Birthday ni Aerian. Talk about STRESS :|

Respect others opinion.
Know when to be SENITIVE
SHUT UP when you have to
Learn to Listen
Accept your Mistakes
Know you LIMITATIONS
Put FIRST things FIRST
Stand with your decision.
Mean what you SAY
Act first before you COMPLAIN

So okay, Lesson Learned. Even though I went through hell.
Pictures to be posted next time :) Ciao.

Labels: , ,



Love, Zaira ♥




Older Post . Newer Post


// Forever Young-One Direction