Living a Dream ♥

So long.
Monday, October 11, 2010 ? 0 Watchasay? ?
Howdy bloggers? :) I hope there's still someone out there visiting my blog. lol :) it just seems that everyone already moved :(

I seriously missed blogging and I was on hiatus for a month because honestly, I don't know what good can I express anymore. I got tired of stuffing my frustrations here. So there's been a lot that happened and it was like a blur for me, everything for this year is just so fast we can't even savour the moment. Everything's like a routine. Everyone's busy and tired and stressed out yet no one's enjoying anything >.<>


I know that my last post was about our acquaintance party and I was sort of emo. haha =))) after that was the month of September and we had our intramurals and alam naman natin na kapag intrams ang daming activities :) so the week before that was loaded, practice and preparations everywhere and actually, at some point of the past events I was genuinely honest that I wasn't elected for the school council. It's a lot of work and you'll still get to be blamed. ugh :D The side effects of being in charge. hrhr :D

I don't have lots of pics because I wasn't that happy during the 4 days of free time because I had a period. hah~ It sucks =)) and I was a total KJ for that event. :D

But even though everything's getting into our nerves this year, we still try to catch up and escape from stress with friends :) October and September is birthday month! yay :) and we celebrated Lep's birthday hilariously. :DD

We had our swimming lessons before the party so I sort of look wasted. :)))






Then last week was our United Nations and celebration for World's Teachers Day and all I can say is that it's lame and a major failure, everything this years seems so rush. HAPIT =)))) That's why everytime I arrive home all I crave for is sleep. All I can think about is how many hours can I rest, how many things shall be done the next day. Then the next day I woke up I always want to skip school, but whenever reality wakes me up I realize how much I would miss if I'd skip school, then when I'm at school all I can think is `boring naman~ sana di na lang ako pumasok` =)))

Bottomline is, everything this year sucks. ALMOST :( It's so different from last year. This year is so busy, so loaded, so hard :|

K. Enough of school stuffs =)) tomorrow'a my big day and I don't know what to feel. This is the last day of my 14th year of existence and I'm starting to think of things that made me better, made me different from who I was a year ago. I can still even remember everything last year, I can still remember what I did a day before my Birthday. I can remember what happened exactly a year ago :) It's Ironic, I haven't even realized I'm fourteen until now, until there's one remaining day before I get a year older. hay.

Funny how time flies, sometimes we want to skip the days and jump in to the future, but when we get there, it's when we realize how much we missed. How many chances of making change we let go. I'm turning fifteen tomorrow, and I'm not sure of what's gonna happen. :)

I just hope I could get through this teenage years in one piece, and with lots of memories I'll either regret of laugh at when the time of wrinkles come :)

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Love, Zaira ♥




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