I ran because of my friend's support and encouragement, pero 1 special person yung talagang inasahan ko. I cried last Thursday because of her. Sabi niya kasi saken `Zaira tumakbo ka tapos kunin mo ko sa partylist mo para hindi na tayo magkalaban` so I held on to her word. Inasahan ko yun kasi sa kanya nanggaling, I ran because I was confident she'll stand by my side tapos nung balikan ko sya, bigla ko nalaman na nakuha na siya sa kabila.

My heart broke, feeling ko lobo akong pinalobo tapos biglang pinutok. Right that moment hindi ko na napigil yung iyak ko, I was already feeling helpless dahil ang lakas na ng kalaban and no one seems to like me or running with me. I mean it was a shock for me, nanginginig pa nga ako habang humahanap ng pwedeng ka-partlylist. Of course inuna ko yung lower years kasi confident na ko sa mga kaibigan ko, confident na ko na tatakbo siya with me, tapos biglang BOOM :( Ang sakit sakit nun. I was not myself last friday, kaya na delay yung meeting namin, nakalimutan ko pa ngang magbayad dun sa tricycle driver sa kakaiyak. Hay. Iyak tawa ako nun with my friends habang naguusap tapos paguwi ko sa bahay ayun. Haaay.

Kahit nag sorry siya masakit eh, akala ko nga ok na nung araw na yun pero pagpasok ko sa classroom kahapon :(( eto na si parinig. Haaaay. I can't understand why I was to blame even though I was the one hurt. I mean lumalabas na ako pa yung masama dun sa group of friends niya, Can't she just cut it out? Masakit pa saken yun paparinig pa sya! Haaay. If it was a different situation, if she didn't marked her words and promised, It wouldn't hurt this bad.

The issue would have been through, I would just let it go and move on, madali lang yun kung hindi niya ipapamuka at ipapamuka na ako ang masama. Kanina nag gm pa sya ng Goodluck daw samen, I mean, yeah the objective was good but it was damn insulting.

Sana man lang kahit hindi bilang kaibigan, bilang tao na lang irespeto niya ako at tigilan yung pagsasabi ng kung ano ano, wala na nga akong ginagawa eh. Nilululon ko na lang yung mga insulto niya, hindi sana masakit eh, kung hindi ko sya kaibigan :(

I ran because of my friend's support and encouragement, pero 1 special person yung talagang inasahan ko. I cried last Thursday because of her. Sabi niya kasi saken `Zaira tumakbo ka tapos kunin mo ko sa partylist mo para hindi na tayo magkalaban` so I held on to her word. Inasahan ko yun kasi sa kanya nanggaling, I ran because I was confident she'll stand by my side tapos nung balikan ko sya, bigla ko nalaman na nakuha na siya sa kabila.

My heart broke, feeling ko lobo akong pinalobo tapos biglang pinutok. Right that moment hindi ko na napigil yung iyak ko, I was already feeling helpless dahil ang lakas na ng kalaban and no one seems to like me or running with me. I mean it was a shock for me, nanginginig pa nga ako habang humahanap ng pwedeng ka-partlylist. Of course inuna ko yung lower years kasi confident na ko sa mga kaibigan ko, confident na ko na tatakbo siya with me, tapos biglang BOOM :( Ang sakit sakit nun. I was not myself last friday, kaya na delay yung meeting namin, nakalimutan ko pa ngang magbayad dun sa tricycle driver sa kakaiyak. Hay. Iyak tawa ako nun with my friends habang naguusap tapos paguwi ko sa bahay ayun. Haaay.

Kahit nag sorry siya masakit eh, akala ko nga ok na nung araw na yun pero pagpasok ko sa classroom kahapon :(( eto na si parinig. Haaaay. I can't understand why I was to blame even though I was the one hurt. I mean lumalabas na ako pa yung masama dun sa group of friends niya, Can't she just cut it out? Masakit pa saken yun paparinig pa sya! Haaay. If it was a different situation, if she didn't marked her words and promised, It wouldn't hurt this bad.

The issue would have been through, I would just let it go and move on, madali lang yun kung hindi niya ipapamuka at ipapamuka na ako ang masama. Kanina nag gm pa sya ng Goodluck daw samen, I mean, yeah the objective was good but it was damn insulting.

Sana man lang kahit hindi bilang kaibigan, bilang tao na lang irespeto niya ako at tigilan yung pagsasabi ng kung ano ano, wala na nga akong ginagawa eh. Nilululon ko na lang yung mga insulto niya, hindi sana masakit eh, kung hindi ko sya kaibigan :(