Birthday Bash.
This week has been so fun and memorable despite the fact that it was exam week.
Last Friday was our Quiz slash dance presentation for MAPEH and it was perfect :) we got 60 perfect point for the dance so PARTEY PARTEY :) everything was okay, no harm done with those misunderstandings and I was right just to let it pass. After the presentation I told them to come to my birthday and It was SO AWKWARD XD because I'm really not used to approach them in that sweet kind of way. Ayun, and yung iba pa sabi `invited ba ko` and I was like, I am really that bad? lol! hahaha :)) then I told them everyone is and I wasn't just able to announce it earlier so parang haka haka lang nung una.
The celebration of my birthday turned out to be so so so successful and Unexpected. At first I was so unsure if there would be a celebration because my mom's broke and I've already invited my friends so I told my mom it would be okay if it's just simple, just few of my classmates and just the basic menus.
But It was so fun because my very wonderful mom have connection and friends that she was able to pull it through! ang daming handa and almost half of it was just sponsored by politicians dahil malapit na election :)) yay!
My friends were LATE! and I was nervous at first that no one would come. aww! and when Angel, Jam, Therese, Matthew came there was this awkward atmosphere that I didn't know how to start the party! haha :) we watched Resident Evil; Afterlife then when Earvin texted that they were coming I told Angel and the others to hide =DDD then It was the icebreaker. We were laughing and sweating when they arrived. Hah! :) panira lang yung mga tsinelas kasi di namin natago ;D
I was so happy because THERESE who's always MIA on my birthday came! and then Gill, though late and Ranniell :) It's just sad because Jeff didn't make it. aww :D and I have a hunch na iniiwasan niya ako because of that birthday issue.
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The normal plan which was a movie marathon turned out to be an ICING BASH! :))) It started when my mom popped in and told everyone they have to sing Happy Birthday! :)) and you know that awkward feeling when everyone's singing you a happy birthday! haha :D I blew the cake and wished then got a knife to cut the cake but the moment it was put down! They dug their fingers in and started wiping everybody's face with icing! :))))))))))
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After that the party just got more intense. hahahaha :)) laugh trip and shouting because we switched the movie to Nightmare on Elm's street :D
When the girls started to say bye I wanted to cry but did not. I just really missed gill and the day was so awesome to end. The girld went first and the boys decided to finish the movie and oh god :))) something almost happened I just can't find any words to describe it. haha.
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Sorry if this post is way too late and I have another post upcoming :D
Labels: birthday, Friends, Personal
Love, Zaira ♥
Point of Views and Opinion.
One bad quality I'm aware of myselft is my lack of patience. I mean I'm moody at times and I don't like it.
I get pissed easily by stupidity and I hate it when people or my classmates don't get things at one try.
I'm aware of it and even though I badly want to hold my temper, I just can't.
Then one day, I realized I have to do something about it, most specially that I was never fond of complications and conflicts. I just thought it will do no good to anyone. I also tried to think things through because I have this habit of always hating something about a person, or an act. I always have a comment on it although most of the time I just keep it on myself, and then I realize I'm just stressing myself and wasting my mind thinking about it. I realized that a good leader isn't perfect, he just makes way to work things out. A good leader isn't always right, he just consider things and broaden his mind. I realized that to work things out, I should stop complaining and rant and rant on things I don't like. Instead, I should look at the good side of it, if it's not what I expect to turn out, maybe I should think of an alternative, maybe I should be the one to compromise and try to understand more because I want things to work out with less drama and
`kampihan`. I don't want to divide a group into a group. We're one section, a family, we should not get into each others nerves.
I ended up with this though through a help of a very good friend, Therese. We had this group activity in Mapeh involving everyone in class. It's a dance number mixing different kinds of ballroom, at first I got pissed of those `nagmamagaling` and you know how things happen in the first section, there's always competition.
But that day, I was so pissed and offended and tired and everything that I tried to calm myself. The usual me would rant and tell every bad things I hate about it, but instead of ranting I approached Therese and ask what should I do, she simply said
`wag mo lang pansinin` and I tried. It worked. I got home, ate then slept, then the next morning I was okay again, as if nothing happened.
Therese was right, we were never united, that's why we always lost. We always get into each others nerves, the three of us. Then I told myself if I'm better than them, there's no need to compete, there's no need to quarrel. Because at the end of the day we still end up needing each other, so I tried to think things through again and I realized maybe I'd just compromise, try to understand them. Try to let things through, sabi ko sa sarili ko dapat di ko na patulan mga drama nila kasi mapapagod lang ako. Arguing with them would lead me to nowhere, it would just make us uncomfortable with each other and that kind of feeling have no place when you're inside one room always seeing each others face.
If I want us to be united, then if they can't compromise with us, then maybe we can. We should. We've been together for three years and it's already becoming a cycle. Away bati. Backstabbing, kung ano ano sinasabi sa isa't isa pero lumilipas din naman. I thought that maybe we should not let our words harm our relationship, specially when those words are results of spur of the moment anger.
I realized that hate or inis is just as normal as our breathing, considering the fact that nobody's perfect. All we can do is let it pass, don't let it harm anyone's feeling by crule and rude words. The world is beautiful, we just can't see it the moment we open our eyes. Just like babies, when they came to this world their eyes are still close. Just like when we wake up, everything has to be blurry first and let it pass until we see clearly.
Labels: Friends, Parents, school
Love, Zaira ♥
Wishes do come true, even in the most unexpected way.
Today was unusually surprising because things happened the way I didn't pictured it to be, though it wasn't that bad, it was actually good but I'm wasn't ready for it. haha :))
My day started out gloomy and a bit dull like the weather because as I said, I wasn't expecting it. I mean, I was expecting a happy greeting and a good morning from the most special person in my life, my mom. But because of yesterday's bad news she was sort of pissed and even forgot to greet me a happy birthday, plus another person I was expecting a greet from didn't :(
But despite my gloomy morning and a very awkward first subject, when English time came, tenteneneneeen :)) Ann reminded our adviser that it's my birthday so hello embarrassment :)) I was called in from of the class and they sang Happy Birthday, then I was surprised when our adviser called a Lorielle, Crystel, Ann and tenen! Jeff to tell a message for me. :D Ayun, I wasn't expecting it, lalo na yung kay Jeff, kasi crush ko sya =))))) tapos nag co-conclude pa yung iba na kami `daw` naku~ :)) how I just wish. haha
So ayun, though it was cute and sweet, I kind of don't like it, kasi parang nabadtrip sya tapos may tendency na lalo siyang mailang :( eh hindi na nga kami kasing close noon. :( kahit gusto ko, mas magandang friends na lang, walang malisya, mas masaya. db? hay. :)))
Then another lucky news is that I'm exempted in Filipino's periodical exam ;D kasi may homework kami na magcompose ng kanta related to our topic and I was pushed during the period to sing my song kasi ng birthday ko daw :D so ayun! Reward pala is exemption. YAY :)
Overall my day was good, I just felt a little weird after lunch. Ang panget kasi ng panahon, I often don't feel well lately :D and the only bad thing is that the person I was expecting to care more doesn't and those whom I don't even expect to remember were the ones to greet me first, akalain mo si Lorielle yung unang sumalubong sa`kin kaninang umaga to hug me and say Happy Birthday? aww, I was actually expecting some of my closest friends, but they seem to forget. Nagulat pa nga sila and said, `ay oo nga pala, birthday ni Zai` >.<>
This day was good, I saw those person who really care, who deserves my trust :) Lalo na yung mga elem friends ko. I miss them, kahit ang dami dami na nagbago, when we talk, it seems that everything just happened yesterdat :)
Labels: birthday, Family, Personal
Love, Zaira ♥
So long.
Howdy bloggers? :) I hope there's still someone out there visiting my blog. lol :) it just seems that everyone already moved :(
I seriously missed blogging and I was on hiatus for a month because honestly, I don't know what good can I express anymore. I got tired of stuffing my frustrations here. So there's been a lot that happened and it was like a blur for me, everything for this year is just so fast we can't even savour the moment. Everything's like a routine. Everyone's busy and tired and stressed out yet no one's enjoying anything >.<>
I know that my last post was about our acquaintance party and I was sort of emo. haha =))) after that was the month of September and we had our intramurals and alam naman natin na kapag intrams ang daming activities :) so the week before that was loaded, practice and preparations everywhere and actually, at some point of the past events I was genuinely honest that I wasn't elected for the school council. It's a lot of work and you'll still get to be blamed. ugh :D The side effects of being in charge. hrhr :D
I don't have lots of pics because I wasn't that happy during the 4 days of free time because I had a period. hah~ It sucks =)) and I was a total KJ for that event. :D
But even though everything's getting into our nerves this year, we still try to catch up and escape from stress with friends :) October and September is birthday month! yay :) and we celebrated Lep's birthday hilariously. :DD
We had our swimming lessons before the party so I sort of look wasted. :)))
Then last week was our United Nations and celebration for World's Teachers Day and all I can say is that it's lame and a major failure, everything this years seems so rush. HAPIT =)))) That's why everytime I arrive home all I crave for is sleep. All I can think about is how many hours can I rest, how many things shall be done the next day. Then the next day I woke up I always want to skip school, but whenever reality wakes me up I realize how much I would miss if I'd skip school, then when I'm at school all I can think is `boring naman~ sana di na lang ako pumasok` =)))
Bottomline is, everything this year sucks. ALMOST :( It's so different from last year. This year is so busy, so loaded, so hard :|
K. Enough of school stuffs =)) tomorrow'a my big day and I don't know what to feel. This is the last day of my 14th year of existence and I'm starting to think of things that made me better, made me different from who I was a year ago. I can still even remember everything last year, I can still remember what I did a day before my Birthday. I can remember what happened exactly a year ago :) It's Ironic, I haven't even realized I'm fourteen until now, until there's one remaining day before I get a year older. hay.
Funny how time flies, sometimes we want to skip the days and jump in to the future, but when we get there, it's when we realize how much we missed. How many chances of making change we let go. I'm turning fifteen tomorrow, and I'm not sure of what's gonna happen. :)
I just hope I could get through this teenage years in one piece, and with lots of memories I'll either regret of laugh at when the time of wrinkles come :)
Labels: Friends, school, stress
Love, Zaira ♥
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Birthday Bash.
This week has been so fun and memorable despite the fact that it was exam week.
Last Friday was our Quiz slash dance presentation for MAPEH and it was perfect :) we got 60 perfect point for the dance so PARTEY PARTEY :) everything was okay, no harm done with those misunderstandings and I was right just to let it pass. After the presentation I told them to come to my birthday and It was SO AWKWARD XD because I'm really not used to approach them in that sweet kind of way. Ayun, and yung iba pa sabi `invited ba ko` and I was like, I am really that bad? lol! hahaha :)) then I told them everyone is and I wasn't just able to announce it earlier so parang haka haka lang nung una.
The celebration of my birthday turned out to be so so so successful and Unexpected. At first I was so unsure if there would be a celebration because my mom's broke and I've already invited my friends so I told my mom it would be okay if it's just simple, just few of my classmates and just the basic menus.
But It was so fun because my very wonderful mom have connection and friends that she was able to pull it through! ang daming handa and almost half of it was just sponsored by politicians dahil malapit na election :)) yay!
My friends were LATE! and I was nervous at first that no one would come. aww! and when Angel, Jam, Therese, Matthew came there was this awkward atmosphere that I didn't know how to start the party! haha :) we watched Resident Evil; Afterlife then when Earvin texted that they were coming I told Angel and the others to hide =DDD then It was the icebreaker. We were laughing and sweating when they arrived. Hah! :) panira lang yung mga tsinelas kasi di namin natago ;D
I was so happy because THERESE who's always MIA on my birthday came! and then Gill, though late and Ranniell :) It's just sad because Jeff didn't make it. aww :D and I have a hunch na iniiwasan niya ako because of that birthday issue.
The normal plan which was a movie marathon turned out to be an ICING BASH! :))) It started when my mom popped in and told everyone they have to sing Happy Birthday! :)) and you know that awkward feeling when everyone's singing you a happy birthday! haha :D I blew the cake and wished then got a knife to cut the cake but the moment it was put down! They dug their fingers in and started wiping everybody's face with icing! :))))))))))
After that the party just got more intense. hahahaha :)) laugh trip and shouting because we switched the movie to Nightmare on Elm's street :D
When the girls started to say bye I wanted to cry but did not. I just really missed gill and the day was so awesome to end. The girld went first and the boys decided to finish the movie and oh god :))) something almost happened I just can't find any words to describe it. haha.
Sorry if this post is way too late and I have another post upcoming :D
Labels: birthday, Friends, Personal
Point of Views and Opinion.
One bad quality I'm aware of myselft is my lack of patience. I mean I'm moody at times and I don't like it.
I get pissed easily by stupidity and I hate it when people or my classmates don't get things at one try.
I'm aware of it and even though I badly want to hold my temper, I just can't.
Then one day, I realized I have to do something about it, most specially that I was never fond of complications and conflicts. I just thought it will do no good to anyone. I also tried to think things through because I have this habit of always hating something about a person, or an act. I always have a comment on it although most of the time I just keep it on myself, and then I realize I'm just stressing myself and wasting my mind thinking about it. I realized that a good leader isn't perfect, he just makes way to work things out. A good leader isn't always right, he just consider things and broaden his mind. I realized that to work things out, I should stop complaining and rant and rant on things I don't like. Instead, I should look at the good side of it, if it's not what I expect to turn out, maybe I should think of an alternative, maybe I should be the one to compromise and try to understand more because I want things to work out with less drama and
`kampihan`. I don't want to divide a group into a group. We're one section, a family, we should not get into each others nerves.
I ended up with this though through a help of a very good friend, Therese. We had this group activity in Mapeh involving everyone in class. It's a dance number mixing different kinds of ballroom, at first I got pissed of those `nagmamagaling` and you know how things happen in the first section, there's always competition.
But that day, I was so pissed and offended and tired and everything that I tried to calm myself. The usual me would rant and tell every bad things I hate about it, but instead of ranting I approached Therese and ask what should I do, she simply said
`wag mo lang pansinin` and I tried. It worked. I got home, ate then slept, then the next morning I was okay again, as if nothing happened.
Therese was right, we were never united, that's why we always lost. We always get into each others nerves, the three of us. Then I told myself if I'm better than them, there's no need to compete, there's no need to quarrel. Because at the end of the day we still end up needing each other, so I tried to think things through again and I realized maybe I'd just compromise, try to understand them. Try to let things through, sabi ko sa sarili ko dapat di ko na patulan mga drama nila kasi mapapagod lang ako. Arguing with them would lead me to nowhere, it would just make us uncomfortable with each other and that kind of feeling have no place when you're inside one room always seeing each others face.
If I want us to be united, then if they can't compromise with us, then maybe we can. We should. We've been together for three years and it's already becoming a cycle. Away bati. Backstabbing, kung ano ano sinasabi sa isa't isa pero lumilipas din naman. I thought that maybe we should not let our words harm our relationship, specially when those words are results of spur of the moment anger.
I realized that hate or inis is just as normal as our breathing, considering the fact that nobody's perfect. All we can do is let it pass, don't let it harm anyone's feeling by crule and rude words. The world is beautiful, we just can't see it the moment we open our eyes. Just like babies, when they came to this world their eyes are still close. Just like when we wake up, everything has to be blurry first and let it pass until we see clearly.
Labels: Friends, Parents, school
Wishes do come true, even in the most unexpected way.
Today was unusually surprising because things happened the way I didn't pictured it to be, though it wasn't that bad, it was actually good but I'm wasn't ready for it. haha :))
My day started out gloomy and a bit dull like the weather because as I said, I wasn't expecting it. I mean, I was expecting a happy greeting and a good morning from the most special person in my life, my mom. But because of yesterday's bad news she was sort of pissed and even forgot to greet me a happy birthday, plus another person I was expecting a greet from didn't :(
But despite my gloomy morning and a very awkward first subject, when English time came, tenteneneneeen :)) Ann reminded our adviser that it's my birthday so hello embarrassment :)) I was called in from of the class and they sang Happy Birthday, then I was surprised when our adviser called a Lorielle, Crystel, Ann and tenen! Jeff to tell a message for me. :D Ayun, I wasn't expecting it, lalo na yung kay Jeff, kasi crush ko sya =))))) tapos nag co-conclude pa yung iba na kami `daw` naku~ :)) how I just wish. haha
So ayun, though it was cute and sweet, I kind of don't like it, kasi parang nabadtrip sya tapos may tendency na lalo siyang mailang :( eh hindi na nga kami kasing close noon. :( kahit gusto ko, mas magandang friends na lang, walang malisya, mas masaya. db? hay. :)))
Then another lucky news is that I'm exempted in Filipino's periodical exam ;D kasi may homework kami na magcompose ng kanta related to our topic and I was pushed during the period to sing my song kasi ng birthday ko daw :D so ayun! Reward pala is exemption. YAY :)
Overall my day was good, I just felt a little weird after lunch. Ang panget kasi ng panahon, I often don't feel well lately :D and the only bad thing is that the person I was expecting to care more doesn't and those whom I don't even expect to remember were the ones to greet me first, akalain mo si Lorielle yung unang sumalubong sa`kin kaninang umaga to hug me and say Happy Birthday? aww, I was actually expecting some of my closest friends, but they seem to forget. Nagulat pa nga sila and said, `ay oo nga pala, birthday ni Zai` >.<>
This day was good, I saw those person who really care, who deserves my trust :) Lalo na yung mga elem friends ko. I miss them, kahit ang dami dami na nagbago, when we talk, it seems that everything just happened yesterdat :)
Labels: birthday, Family, Personal
So long.
Howdy bloggers? :) I hope there's still someone out there visiting my blog. lol :) it just seems that everyone already moved :(
I seriously missed blogging and I was on hiatus for a month because honestly, I don't know what good can I express anymore. I got tired of stuffing my frustrations here. So there's been a lot that happened and it was like a blur for me, everything for this year is just so fast we can't even savour the moment. Everything's like a routine. Everyone's busy and tired and stressed out yet no one's enjoying anything >.<>
I know that my last post was about our acquaintance party and I was sort of emo. haha =))) after that was the month of September and we had our intramurals and alam naman natin na kapag intrams ang daming activities :) so the week before that was loaded, practice and preparations everywhere and actually, at some point of the past events I was genuinely honest that I wasn't elected for the school council. It's a lot of work and you'll still get to be blamed. ugh :D The side effects of being in charge. hrhr :D
I don't have lots of pics because I wasn't that happy during the 4 days of free time because I had a period. hah~ It sucks =)) and I was a total KJ for that event. :D
But even though everything's getting into our nerves this year, we still try to catch up and escape from stress with friends :) October and September is birthday month! yay :) and we celebrated Lep's birthday hilariously. :DD
We had our swimming lessons before the party so I sort of look wasted. :)))
Then last week was our United Nations and celebration for World's Teachers Day and all I can say is that it's lame and a major failure, everything this years seems so rush. HAPIT =)))) That's why everytime I arrive home all I crave for is sleep. All I can think about is how many hours can I rest, how many things shall be done the next day. Then the next day I woke up I always want to skip school, but whenever reality wakes me up I realize how much I would miss if I'd skip school, then when I'm at school all I can think is `boring naman~ sana di na lang ako pumasok` =)))
Bottomline is, everything this year sucks. ALMOST :( It's so different from last year. This year is so busy, so loaded, so hard :|
K. Enough of school stuffs =)) tomorrow'a my big day and I don't know what to feel. This is the last day of my 14th year of existence and I'm starting to think of things that made me better, made me different from who I was a year ago. I can still even remember everything last year, I can still remember what I did a day before my Birthday. I can remember what happened exactly a year ago :) It's Ironic, I haven't even realized I'm fourteen until now, until there's one remaining day before I get a year older. hay.
Funny how time flies, sometimes we want to skip the days and jump in to the future, but when we get there, it's when we realize how much we missed. How many chances of making change we let go. I'm turning fifteen tomorrow, and I'm not sure of what's gonna happen. :)
I just hope I could get through this teenage years in one piece, and with lots of memories I'll either regret of laugh at when the time of wrinkles come :)
Labels: Friends, school, stress
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