I was upset and irritated last Thursday and Friday and was literally haggard.
Thursday was the first part of our Nutrition Month celebration and the cook fest. We were bored since morning because teachers and participants were busy for the preparation, we did nothing, lots of free time and tambay mode. After lunch, the SBO officers announced that we should already proceed to the gym because the program will start in a few minutes, so I told Paulo to help me carry the things to the locker then proceed to the gym to save seats, kya lang pagdating naman namin dun bawal pa pumasok. BV. Thursday was a major FAIL! The students were so noisy tapos sobrang nainis pa ako kay Rosabelle, that slut. NAKO! Since campaign tuesday inis na ako sa kanya, She's from 3rd year Rizal and absolutely without breeding. Sobrang plastic niya! I told her along with her classmates to move a bit and occupy the empty spaces for us, my section, to be able to sit on our designated seats, pero sabi ba namin. `tingnan niyo po, hindi na kasya` I mean, she's STUPID! Kasi yung seats parang stairs na style, may 3 steps tapos sila nag tipon tipon dun sa taas, so I told her na mag transfer para magbalance per section. ANG TANGA TALAGA! Super! She's so plastic, her section was so disrespectful, nung campaign namin ang bait bait kunware tapos nung botohan pinunit pa nila yung cartolina namin dahil wala na silang iboboto sa Glee party. Hay. I can say that we're lucky to lose because there are really students who doesn't know the word Respect.
The 1st day of program was major fail. Ang init and it was boring, because we're not allowed to make noise nor watch our representatives for the cook fest, so tunganga lang kami dun. Another thing is we're not allowed to exit the gymnasium, hindi sila nagpapalabas so bawal bumili ng water or whatsoever. BV talaga, tapos kahit tapos na lahat magluto hindi pa rin nagpalabas hangang sa maubos yung time *_*
My brother dear was a participant but unfortunately they didn't win, pati sila Crystel. Aww :) we didn't join kasi kami kami din maglalaban, per year kasi.
Friday was just fine, I wasn't that upset because Lorielle was a bit quiet. hehe :) I was just worried with Jamaica because she's not doing her job seriously! I kept on boosting up her confidence, I kept on telling her na `ako nga nanalo dati, KAYA MO YAN` because she's saying na ang se-sexy daw ng kalaban niya :D That morning was tambay modez ulit :) because I am not a participant so we just played chess inside the classroom and checked some seatworks.
For the Program, IT WAS A BLAST =))) OH MY GOD. I'm currently LSSED on Usher's OMG :))) I was saying OMG with its tune :D so Ayun, it was the 2nd day of the celebration and the contest proper for Idol kong Bibo :) I was supposed to join but I was already a title holder and was busy for the SBO campaign so ayun. Sayang si Jeff pa naman yung kasalai :)) crush ko dn siya. HAHAHAHA
I was like this when they announced Jeff as the Champion. As in :)) sobrang asar ako pagkatapos ng program kasi ang pula pula ko daw :D I was literally melting. HAHAHA :)) I-hug ko pa daw siya and i-congratulate, pero di ko na kaya kasi pawis na pawis ako. haha
I was unbelievably LOUD and CRAZY and LAUGHING and HAPPY that afternoon, sobrang sigaw. haha :)) then the talent portion, wohoooooo! I was laughing and I was snapping, pushing, punching Jenny, my seatmate, HAHAHA :)) true, ganun ako eh, nanghahampas :D sobrang laughtrip and another thing is. PAREHO SILANG NANALO :)) My classmates Jeff and Jamaica, Jamaica for 2nd place and Jeff as the Champion and Best in Talent GRABE :))))) I was tomato red then :D sobrang talon, plus I won 2nd Place for Essay writing contest and placed Top 2 for NAT :)) I honestly didn't expected it kasi I was sabaw during the exam :D I was guessing the answers. Hehe :) si Therese ang first :) She's really smart but not that active in curricular activities, we've been classmates since Grade 2 and she's one of my few dearest friends :)
Look at us. Haggard =DDD This was my only decent pic. haha
Saturday - Yesterday we celebrated my brother's birthday at a private pool in Pansol. The orginal plan was to held it at school but at the last minute, they called and said that the pump was broken. Ayun, my brother was upset with the news kasi nung Friday lang sinabi saka nakakahiya naman sa mga nainvite na niya, so my Dad just looked for an alternative at Pansol, I didn't invite my friends because I wasn't sure of anything and the plan was a bit rush and also some of my brothers classmates were not allowed, but it was fun nonetheless. My grandma and cousins were there and BV pa yung Tita ko and Ramon =)) Basta, It's too complicated to elaborate. HAHA :)) masyado lang nakaka stress and muntik pa magkagulo kahapon :D
Ang dilim :) The resolution made us look more stressed out =)))) HAHA, and yeah, I am only girl, well, long story kung bakit naging ganun :D I remember that I have posted something here about my Family. It's sad how things changed since my lolo passed away :( My dad's going back to Saudi next Friday. Aw :)
This week is another tough week because of this Sabayang Pagbigkas in Preparation for Linggo ng Wika. Ugh, katatapos lang magsisimula na ulit. haha :)
Nagsasawa na ako, may mga times kasi na paulit ulit ulit at ulit na lang. Nagsasawa na ako sa tanong ng tanong ng tanong. Napapagod na ako kasasagot sagot sagot. Hay, bat ba hindi nila gamitin common sense nila? GRABE! Minsan gusto ko dn ng katahimikan. Hay
Badtrip na araw to, elaborate ko na lang kapag di ako tinamad.
Birthday pala kahapon ng brother ko, 13 na siya tapos mas malaki na sa`ken. AJUJUJU =))))
This day was an opposite of yesterday. I was in a bad mood since this morning because of irritating Jamaica. Naiwan daw kasi niya yung Homework niya kahapon samen eh yung kay Ann lang naman yung nakita ko. ughh! kainis.
Next is the seating arrangement :( nalipat na naman lahat! pumanget! tapos ako na lang yung hindi pa nagpapalit ng chair. aw aw aw.
Then at dismissal, a teacher called me and told me to join the Vincetian'c Chronicles so I just nod tapos sakto naman na nandun na naman yung dalawang magaling; si Lorielle at Crystel. Ayun :)) I don't know, nagsisimula na akong magsawa sa mga taong nagmamagaling, I mean they want everything, they want to do this, do that, they love being an utusan. Tapos dahil nanalo nga si Lorielle doble doble yung position niya sa clubs then sabi niya kanina nag quit daw sila. I mean, eff, just like that? :)) mag reresign ka na lang bigla sa responsibility.
Si Lorielle, sabi nga ni Therese, walang ka humble humble sa katawan. Yes, you know the answer, do you have to boast and rub it in everyone's face? Sabi ko sa kanya she talks to much na hindi siya aware sa mga nagiging apekto ng sinasabi niya and she just answered kaya naman daw niyang panindigan. TSK.
Nakakainis. Nagsasawa na ako sa kanila, lahat alam nila, lahat gusto nila, LAHAT LAHAT LAHAT napupuna nila. There's nothing wrong with being a grade conscious student as long as you're still sensitive enough with what people around you may feel. Nakakainis. ANG YABANG.
SO YEAH :) we lost. HAHA :) Isa lang yung nanalo sa Partylist ko and that's my Secretary pero honestly, NO SWEAT. NO REGRETS :) Parang masaya pa nga ako na talo kasi mas madali lahat, akala nila ito na yung success pero sa totoo lang simula pa lang to :D
I'm happy because I did well, all of us. I don't regret anything because I've seen the people who are true to me. I felt so AWESOME during last week kahit na sobrang haggard.
Right now I can say that I am genuinely happy and fulfilled, parang wala na kong mahihiling pa :D So moving on, this day was also awesome. We had our Quizz on Chem, Seating arrangement and it was kinda awful :) I was feeling annoyed and suffocated this morning not because of the results but because of Lorielle. GRABE >_> ANG INGAY NIYA, and she keeps on boasting about their Victory, as if naman may care ako di ba? :) and She stares at Jelsie in a bad way kasi baka daw nadaya sila or nag aalburoto siya dahil konting votes lang nakuha niya sa klase. THE EFF :))) She wants more? hahaha. We were so irritated of her until it was time for the seating arrangement kasi at last, nahiwalay na siya sa mga kauri niya :D nagwatak watak sila :) My place remained as is but my seatmate, Angel, was transferred behind me so my current seatmate is Jeric :) AYUN, everything's fine, I just don't like the new formation of the seats which is 3 by 4 by 3 na dating 4 by 4, para kasing sumikip at uminit.
First time ko din makakuha ng score na 1/30 sa QUIZZ =))) yeaaaaaah. It's hilarious! It was a super duper surprise quizz so ayun, walang pumasa, nabansagan pa kaming TAMAD. haha :)) dumaan daw kasi ang Weekends ng hindi man lang namin nabasa yun, nakanang naman di ba? :)) tama nga naman, dumaan lang talaga ang weekend. :) Hindi ko nga nafeel. :)
So ayun ulit, We had the Poster Making for T.L.E this afternoon and I AM REALLY REALLY NOT GOOD AT DRAWING :D I sweaaaaar! wala akong talent jan, even sa singing or dancing except pag napilit. haha sa friday na kasi nutrition day namin and I was supposed to be a contestant for Idol kong Bibo but I ran for SBO so I gave that up. I was also planned to be the President for Peers Counsilors Club but I gave way for the SBO and I honestly don't regret anything! Boyfriend na lang talaga kulang ngayon, PERO YUNG HINDI BASTA BASTA :D
Jam, Ann and Angel was with me later this afternoon to prepare Jam for Friday but we end up talking and talking and talking. HAHA :) Ayun, same things, They accidentally opened my Facebook and saw Ex's relationship request. LOL :)
I haven't confirmed or ignored it yet. HAHA.
Eh kasi we were talking about our crushes, we were defining every guy in our classroom :D laughtrip, basta it was so random but I enjoyed it. I opened something personal about them, sabi ko kasi gusto ko magkaboyfriend ulit before HS ends but I want it special, ayoko nung try lang. I explained that it's really different, I have suitors, pero walang spark! I have crushes, but they're not boyfriend figures. We talked about guys appropriate for us. Ayun :) ang hirap kasing i-explain dito. I have shared a part of me that's kept all along, I have shared something na kay Lorielle at sa mga bilang na tao ko lang nasabi.
This day was awesome, even I got a score of 1! LOL :)
I just feel like sharing what I feel. Dahil madaling araw na naman at wala akong gaanong ginagawa. Hell week is over and elections too so yeah, I have time to waste again.
Wala lang, para kasing namimimiss ko na naman siya you know who dahil gaano man ako kasaya sa mga kaibigan ko ngayon, gaano man nagevolve ang pagsasamahan namin, iba pa rin kapag may special someone ka.
Hindi naman ako basta basta pwedeng pumasok sa isang relasyon dahil gusto ko lang. Iba kasi kapag iba yung nararamdaman mo sa tao, ewan ko, parang gusto ko ng bestfriend/boyfriend figure.
Kahapon kasi, Friday, in the middle of nowhere bigla akong nasenti. Kasi election, at di ko man aminin kinakabahan ako lalo na sa magiging feedback manalo man o matalo na okay lang sa`kin kahit ano. Alam mo yun, wala kasi yung close friends ko, eh syempre hindi naman pwedeng lagi akong may constant kausap. Bigla kong naisip na iba pa rin talaga kapag may someone special ka kahit marami kang close friends o barkada. Iba pa rin yung sense of security na alam mong hinding hindi ka ma i-isolate sa isang tabi kasi may reserve ka na.
Iba pa rin pag special o nagiisa yung mahal mo. Yung walang katulad. Yung boyfriend na bestfriend na close friend. Yun yung hanap ko, ayoko sa basta basta na lang para may matawag na boyfriend. Gusto ko yung ganun, hindi man pang level up, alam mong may isang taong hinding hindi ka iiwan dahil mahal ka. Okay lang na magaway kami o tampuhan, basta nanjan pa rin siya.
Ang senti ko. Basta. Narealize ko lang na iba talaga.
Gusto ko lang i-blog to, kinakabahan kasi ako sa results although either way is fine with me. Sabi nga namin ni Angel parang ayaw namin manalo, kasi nabasa niyo naman last year kung gaano ka stressful saka sa ngayon ang hirap lumiban sa klase lalo na sa Math. Pamatay. Saka ayun, nagpaparamdam na naman siya, tapos ang dami kong crush, pero hangang dun lang yun. Iba pa rin talaga siya, kahit LDR kami. IBANG IBA >.<>
Kinakabahan ako sa results. Kasi pag natalo ayoko ng loser figure, ayoko ng kaaawaan. Pero masaya ako sa nakikita kong suporta ng mga schoolmates at teachers kahit di maiiwasan yung mga walang modo at bastos na studyante masaya pa rin ako sa obvious na kami yung gustong manalo :) Pero pag talo okay lang, siguro 1 week lang yung init ng issue, after nun back to normal na. Mag fofocus na lang ako sa classroom at sa mga kaibigan ko ngayon :) Pag naman nanalo, mas mahirap. Mas matagal na isipan at stress at sa bandang huli sa`min pa ang sisi. Either way would be okay :)
Ang labo. Basta sa mga nanliligaw ngayon wala, after ng bolahan wala na, sandaling kilig lang. Kaya parang ayaw ko. Wala. Wala talaga :( hay.
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I was upset and irritated last Thursday and Friday and was literally haggard.
Thursday was the first part of our Nutrition Month celebration and the cook fest. We were bored since morning because teachers and participants were busy for the preparation, we did nothing, lots of free time and tambay mode. After lunch, the SBO officers announced that we should already proceed to the gym because the program will start in a few minutes, so I told Paulo to help me carry the things to the locker then proceed to the gym to save seats, kya lang pagdating naman namin dun bawal pa pumasok. BV. Thursday was a major FAIL! The students were so noisy tapos sobrang nainis pa ako kay Rosabelle, that slut. NAKO! Since campaign tuesday inis na ako sa kanya, She's from 3rd year Rizal and absolutely without breeding. Sobrang plastic niya! I told her along with her classmates to move a bit and occupy the empty spaces for us, my section, to be able to sit on our designated seats, pero sabi ba namin. `tingnan niyo po, hindi na kasya` I mean, she's STUPID! Kasi yung seats parang stairs na style, may 3 steps tapos sila nag tipon tipon dun sa taas, so I told her na mag transfer para magbalance per section. ANG TANGA TALAGA! Super! She's so plastic, her section was so disrespectful, nung campaign namin ang bait bait kunware tapos nung botohan pinunit pa nila yung cartolina namin dahil wala na silang iboboto sa Glee party. Hay. I can say that we're lucky to lose because there are really students who doesn't know the word Respect.
The 1st day of program was major fail. Ang init and it was boring, because we're not allowed to make noise nor watch our representatives for the cook fest, so tunganga lang kami dun. Another thing is we're not allowed to exit the gymnasium, hindi sila nagpapalabas so bawal bumili ng water or whatsoever. BV talaga, tapos kahit tapos na lahat magluto hindi pa rin nagpalabas hangang sa maubos yung time *_*
My brother dear was a participant but unfortunately they didn't win, pati sila Crystel. Aww :) we didn't join kasi kami kami din maglalaban, per year kasi.
Friday was just fine, I wasn't that upset because Lorielle was a bit quiet. hehe :) I was just worried with Jamaica because she's not doing her job seriously! I kept on boosting up her confidence, I kept on telling her na `ako nga nanalo dati, KAYA MO YAN` because she's saying na ang se-sexy daw ng kalaban niya :D That morning was tambay modez ulit :) because I am not a participant so we just played chess inside the classroom and checked some seatworks.
For the Program, IT WAS A BLAST =))) OH MY GOD. I'm currently LSSED on Usher's OMG :))) I was saying OMG with its tune :D so Ayun, it was the 2nd day of the celebration and the contest proper for Idol kong Bibo :) I was supposed to join but I was already a title holder and was busy for the SBO campaign so ayun. Sayang si Jeff pa naman yung kasalai :)) crush ko dn siya. HAHAHAHA
I was like this when they announced Jeff as the Champion. As in :)) sobrang asar ako pagkatapos ng program kasi ang pula pula ko daw :D I was literally melting. HAHAHA :)) I-hug ko pa daw siya and i-congratulate, pero di ko na kaya kasi pawis na pawis ako. haha
I was unbelievably LOUD and CRAZY and LAUGHING and HAPPY that afternoon, sobrang sigaw. haha :)) then the talent portion, wohoooooo! I was laughing and I was snapping, pushing, punching Jenny, my seatmate, HAHAHA :)) true, ganun ako eh, nanghahampas :D sobrang laughtrip and another thing is. PAREHO SILANG NANALO :)) My classmates Jeff and Jamaica, Jamaica for 2nd place and Jeff as the Champion and Best in Talent GRABE :))))) I was tomato red then :D sobrang talon, plus I won 2nd Place for Essay writing contest and placed Top 2 for NAT :)) I honestly didn't expected it kasi I was sabaw during the exam :D I was guessing the answers. Hehe :) si Therese ang first :) She's really smart but not that active in curricular activities, we've been classmates since Grade 2 and she's one of my few dearest friends :)
Look at us. Haggard =DDD This was my only decent pic. haha
Saturday - Yesterday we celebrated my brother's birthday at a private pool in Pansol. The orginal plan was to held it at school but at the last minute, they called and said that the pump was broken. Ayun, my brother was upset with the news kasi nung Friday lang sinabi saka nakakahiya naman sa mga nainvite na niya, so my Dad just looked for an alternative at Pansol, I didn't invite my friends because I wasn't sure of anything and the plan was a bit rush and also some of my brothers classmates were not allowed, but it was fun nonetheless. My grandma and cousins were there and BV pa yung Tita ko and Ramon =)) Basta, It's too complicated to elaborate. HAHA :)) masyado lang nakaka stress and muntik pa magkagulo kahapon :D
Ang dilim :) The resolution made us look more stressed out =)))) HAHA, and yeah, I am only girl, well, long story kung bakit naging ganun :D I remember that I have posted something here about my Family. It's sad how things changed since my lolo passed away :( My dad's going back to Saudi next Friday. Aw :)
This week is another tough week because of this Sabayang Pagbigkas in Preparation for Linggo ng Wika. Ugh, katatapos lang magsisimula na ulit. haha :)
Nagsasawa na ako, may mga times kasi na paulit ulit ulit at ulit na lang. Nagsasawa na ako sa tanong ng tanong ng tanong. Napapagod na ako kasasagot sagot sagot. Hay, bat ba hindi nila gamitin common sense nila? GRABE! Minsan gusto ko dn ng katahimikan. Hay
Badtrip na araw to, elaborate ko na lang kapag di ako tinamad.
Birthday pala kahapon ng brother ko, 13 na siya tapos mas malaki na sa`ken. AJUJUJU =))))
This day was an opposite of yesterday. I was in a bad mood since this morning because of irritating Jamaica. Naiwan daw kasi niya yung Homework niya kahapon samen eh yung kay Ann lang naman yung nakita ko. ughh! kainis.
Next is the seating arrangement :( nalipat na naman lahat! pumanget! tapos ako na lang yung hindi pa nagpapalit ng chair. aw aw aw.
Then at dismissal, a teacher called me and told me to join the Vincetian'c Chronicles so I just nod tapos sakto naman na nandun na naman yung dalawang magaling; si Lorielle at Crystel. Ayun :)) I don't know, nagsisimula na akong magsawa sa mga taong nagmamagaling, I mean they want everything, they want to do this, do that, they love being an utusan. Tapos dahil nanalo nga si Lorielle doble doble yung position niya sa clubs then sabi niya kanina nag quit daw sila. I mean, eff, just like that? :)) mag reresign ka na lang bigla sa responsibility.
Si Lorielle, sabi nga ni Therese, walang ka humble humble sa katawan. Yes, you know the answer, do you have to boast and rub it in everyone's face? Sabi ko sa kanya she talks to much na hindi siya aware sa mga nagiging apekto ng sinasabi niya and she just answered kaya naman daw niyang panindigan. TSK.
Nakakainis. Nagsasawa na ako sa kanila, lahat alam nila, lahat gusto nila, LAHAT LAHAT LAHAT napupuna nila. There's nothing wrong with being a grade conscious student as long as you're still sensitive enough with what people around you may feel. Nakakainis. ANG YABANG.
SO YEAH :) we lost. HAHA :) Isa lang yung nanalo sa Partylist ko and that's my Secretary pero honestly, NO SWEAT. NO REGRETS :) Parang masaya pa nga ako na talo kasi mas madali lahat, akala nila ito na yung success pero sa totoo lang simula pa lang to :D
I'm happy because I did well, all of us. I don't regret anything because I've seen the people who are true to me. I felt so AWESOME during last week kahit na sobrang haggard.
Right now I can say that I am genuinely happy and fulfilled, parang wala na kong mahihiling pa :D So moving on, this day was also awesome. We had our Quizz on Chem, Seating arrangement and it was kinda awful :) I was feeling annoyed and suffocated this morning not because of the results but because of Lorielle. GRABE >_> ANG INGAY NIYA, and she keeps on boasting about their Victory, as if naman may care ako di ba? :) and She stares at Jelsie in a bad way kasi baka daw nadaya sila or nag aalburoto siya dahil konting votes lang nakuha niya sa klase. THE EFF :))) She wants more? hahaha. We were so irritated of her until it was time for the seating arrangement kasi at last, nahiwalay na siya sa mga kauri niya :D nagwatak watak sila :) My place remained as is but my seatmate, Angel, was transferred behind me so my current seatmate is Jeric :) AYUN, everything's fine, I just don't like the new formation of the seats which is 3 by 4 by 3 na dating 4 by 4, para kasing sumikip at uminit.
First time ko din makakuha ng score na 1/30 sa QUIZZ =))) yeaaaaaah. It's hilarious! It was a super duper surprise quizz so ayun, walang pumasa, nabansagan pa kaming TAMAD. haha :)) dumaan daw kasi ang Weekends ng hindi man lang namin nabasa yun, nakanang naman di ba? :)) tama nga naman, dumaan lang talaga ang weekend. :) Hindi ko nga nafeel. :)
So ayun ulit, We had the Poster Making for T.L.E this afternoon and I AM REALLY REALLY NOT GOOD AT DRAWING :D I sweaaaaar! wala akong talent jan, even sa singing or dancing except pag napilit. haha sa friday na kasi nutrition day namin and I was supposed to be a contestant for Idol kong Bibo but I ran for SBO so I gave that up. I was also planned to be the President for Peers Counsilors Club but I gave way for the SBO and I honestly don't regret anything! Boyfriend na lang talaga kulang ngayon, PERO YUNG HINDI BASTA BASTA :D
Jam, Ann and Angel was with me later this afternoon to prepare Jam for Friday but we end up talking and talking and talking. HAHA :) Ayun, same things, They accidentally opened my Facebook and saw Ex's relationship request. LOL :)
I haven't confirmed or ignored it yet. HAHA.
Eh kasi we were talking about our crushes, we were defining every guy in our classroom :D laughtrip, basta it was so random but I enjoyed it. I opened something personal about them, sabi ko kasi gusto ko magkaboyfriend ulit before HS ends but I want it special, ayoko nung try lang. I explained that it's really different, I have suitors, pero walang spark! I have crushes, but they're not boyfriend figures. We talked about guys appropriate for us. Ayun :) ang hirap kasing i-explain dito. I have shared a part of me that's kept all along, I have shared something na kay Lorielle at sa mga bilang na tao ko lang nasabi.
This day was awesome, even I got a score of 1! LOL :)
I just feel like sharing what I feel. Dahil madaling araw na naman at wala akong gaanong ginagawa. Hell week is over and elections too so yeah, I have time to waste again.
Wala lang, para kasing namimimiss ko na naman siya you know who dahil gaano man ako kasaya sa mga kaibigan ko ngayon, gaano man nagevolve ang pagsasamahan namin, iba pa rin kapag may special someone ka.
Hindi naman ako basta basta pwedeng pumasok sa isang relasyon dahil gusto ko lang. Iba kasi kapag iba yung nararamdaman mo sa tao, ewan ko, parang gusto ko ng bestfriend/boyfriend figure.
Kahapon kasi, Friday, in the middle of nowhere bigla akong nasenti. Kasi election, at di ko man aminin kinakabahan ako lalo na sa magiging feedback manalo man o matalo na okay lang sa`kin kahit ano. Alam mo yun, wala kasi yung close friends ko, eh syempre hindi naman pwedeng lagi akong may constant kausap. Bigla kong naisip na iba pa rin talaga kapag may someone special ka kahit marami kang close friends o barkada. Iba pa rin yung sense of security na alam mong hinding hindi ka ma i-isolate sa isang tabi kasi may reserve ka na.
Iba pa rin pag special o nagiisa yung mahal mo. Yung walang katulad. Yung boyfriend na bestfriend na close friend. Yun yung hanap ko, ayoko sa basta basta na lang para may matawag na boyfriend. Gusto ko yung ganun, hindi man pang level up, alam mong may isang taong hinding hindi ka iiwan dahil mahal ka. Okay lang na magaway kami o tampuhan, basta nanjan pa rin siya.
Ang senti ko. Basta. Narealize ko lang na iba talaga.
Gusto ko lang i-blog to, kinakabahan kasi ako sa results although either way is fine with me. Sabi nga namin ni Angel parang ayaw namin manalo, kasi nabasa niyo naman last year kung gaano ka stressful saka sa ngayon ang hirap lumiban sa klase lalo na sa Math. Pamatay. Saka ayun, nagpaparamdam na naman siya, tapos ang dami kong crush, pero hangang dun lang yun. Iba pa rin talaga siya, kahit LDR kami. IBANG IBA >.<>
Kinakabahan ako sa results. Kasi pag natalo ayoko ng loser figure, ayoko ng kaaawaan. Pero masaya ako sa nakikita kong suporta ng mga schoolmates at teachers kahit di maiiwasan yung mga walang modo at bastos na studyante masaya pa rin ako sa obvious na kami yung gustong manalo :) Pero pag talo okay lang, siguro 1 week lang yung init ng issue, after nun back to normal na. Mag fofocus na lang ako sa classroom at sa mga kaibigan ko ngayon :) Pag naman nanalo, mas mahirap. Mas matagal na isipan at stress at sa bandang huli sa`min pa ang sisi. Either way would be okay :)
Ang labo. Basta sa mga nanliligaw ngayon wala, after ng bolahan wala na, sandaling kilig lang. Kaya parang ayaw ko. Wala. Wala talaga :( hay.
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Ang dilim :) The resolution made us look more stressed out =)))) HAHA, and yeah, I am only girl, well, long story kung bakit naging ganun :D I remember that I have posted something here about my Family. It's sad how things changed since my lolo passed away :( My dad's going back to Saudi next Friday. Aw :)
Prince Charming. Haha
Oh My God